iovenikkiandope
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- Joined
- May 10, 2012
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Hey everyone live from New York this is my first time posting after lurkin around the website for a few years. I'll make a longg story mad short by starting off
with I met a great chick, she is now my girlfriend and we been together for 2 years. We started doing opiates together taking her moms oxycodone 15s thann it
went on to buying 30s off the street, Than my girl got a script every 2 weeks of oxycodone and fentynal after she flipped her car. Than we blew threw 7 grand
on pills and eventually turned to dope. We would pick up a bundle a day take a shot each and be good til the next day. We decided to quit together after daily
opiate use for 2 years every day Her father is wealthy so it was easy for us but everyones time runs out and ours is here now. The 1st day clean i took an 8
mg sub, and a 10mg ambien ir. I dont know what the hell happened but within 10 minutes before i was gunna pass out in pain and exhaustion, booom I was a
new person. I felt like I was on some type of coke or speed as ive never done speed just coke so thats all i know. I jumped out of bed took a shit watched a
game drank a beer went outside blasted music in my car drove around the block smoking ciggs making phone calls I have no idea wtf happend to me. Ever si
nce that experience I have tried to get like that again figuring if i can get that speed like feeling every day i dont need opiates just ambien. 2 days pass, and
i hadent had the speedy feeling again even tho i was trying different combinations of suboxone and ambien. IT would alwayss take my pain away all over my
body legs especially so thats realy y i take it. The 3rd day i wake up, my girlfriennd was kicking at her gfs house right around the corner. I wake up at 12
oclock dont even take a sub, just go get 2 10mg ambiens and by the time i got home 5 minutes later I was speeeeding out again I was like yesss finally again.
Does anyone have any experiences like mine. I mean I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and idk if it could affect me differently but i was hoping to find so
meone out there that has experienced this. can tolerance grow do i need 30 to 40mg to get that speed like feeling again?? THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR HELP.
with I met a great chick, she is now my girlfriend and we been together for 2 years. We started doing opiates together taking her moms oxycodone 15s thann it
went on to buying 30s off the street, Than my girl got a script every 2 weeks of oxycodone and fentynal after she flipped her car. Than we blew threw 7 grand
on pills and eventually turned to dope. We would pick up a bundle a day take a shot each and be good til the next day. We decided to quit together after daily
opiate use for 2 years every day Her father is wealthy so it was easy for us but everyones time runs out and ours is here now. The 1st day clean i took an 8
mg sub, and a 10mg ambien ir. I dont know what the hell happened but within 10 minutes before i was gunna pass out in pain and exhaustion, booom I was a
new person. I felt like I was on some type of coke or speed as ive never done speed just coke so thats all i know. I jumped out of bed took a shit watched a
game drank a beer went outside blasted music in my car drove around the block smoking ciggs making phone calls I have no idea wtf happend to me. Ever si
nce that experience I have tried to get like that again figuring if i can get that speed like feeling every day i dont need opiates just ambien. 2 days pass, and
i hadent had the speedy feeling again even tho i was trying different combinations of suboxone and ambien. IT would alwayss take my pain away all over my
body legs especially so thats realy y i take it. The 3rd day i wake up, my girlfriennd was kicking at her gfs house right around the corner. I wake up at 12
oclock dont even take a sub, just go get 2 10mg ambiens and by the time i got home 5 minutes later I was speeeeding out again I was like yesss finally again.
Does anyone have any experiences like mine. I mean I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and idk if it could affect me differently but i was hoping to find so
meone out there that has experienced this. can tolerance grow do i need 30 to 40mg to get that speed like feeling again?? THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR HELP.
