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I'm fucked off with life. I take drugs as a replacement for human contact. Sexual contact. I just want to feel warm and happy. I hate this fucking cunting world of bullshit.

I can't sleep, I don't want to sleep. I want to play music as loud as possible and take loads of fucking drugs so I can feel alive.
 
^ <3 <3

I'm with you on the drugs and loud music making you feel alive..
 
Knockando and BCF - <3

I don't know your particular circumstances but hope this week brings good things.

BCF - I hope this doesn't mean big trouble in home life, but feel free to let it out, whatver it is.

Knock - Feels shit doesn't it? I've been there, will be there again, am there; just remember most human contact is far less desirable than the kind it's easy to idealise when you're feeling alone. And yeah, drugs and loud music are great ways to feel alive. It's what it's all about, or at least part of it.

I suppose I'd better brew up.
 
Mornin all, another day another $, if your lucky, feeling alive is the key however you manage it and staying that way is a trick Houdini would have been proud of. I think we could all do with a better day today :-

Primal Scream - Come Together

make it count 14/4/2012 I don't reckon we are gonna get another shot at it what with the linear way we experience time and all that;)
 
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So glad I have today and tomorrow off work :D

Good weekend Dan?
 
I just saw paramedics carry a dead body out my hotel and into an ambulance. Freaky and sad. Poor guy has apparently been dead for days, the smell is unreal. It's a huge hotel and you can smell it everywhere. Apparently he was an old guy so I hope he at least had some fun out here before he kicked the bucket.

RIP random stranger. :(
 
Horrible :( <3

couple of good friends collapsed in club fri night, rushed in ambulance, was fucking terrified (worst case scenarios in my head) but turned outthey just k-holed in the tpilets.. seriously. was in a+e wasted at 4am thinking my friends may be dead.

all good now tho, they are fine and i am full of weed and benzos.
 
effie said:
all good now tho, they are fine and i am full of weed and benzos.
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Enjoy effie, perfect for a rainy monday. This must be the wettest drought on record.

I must have been living under a rock (or maybe my alzheimers is playing up) but I didn't realise there was no Glastonbury this year. All the portaloos and police will be in London for the olympics apparently. The perfect year for phantom shitters to strike, be alert everyone.
 
effie said:
all good now tho, they are fine and i am full of weed and benzos.
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And hopefully you'll get some of that sleep you promised me you'd get about... ooh, eleven or twelve hours ago. ;)

Though the weed and benzos will do for now.

If anyone fancies coming and rescuing me from work and whisking me away for hedonistic fun they're most welcome. Don't all shout at once.
 
Shhh. Sleep is for pussies. Got 10 hours yesterday anyway. Day before. Whatever :). I'll whisk you away, no problem. Hedonism is my specialitiy. Good to let my hair down this weekend although it was a little fucking crazy at times..

I'll get sleep later promise!

B&W I am going to PM you shortly about going for a pint, about time! :)
 
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I'll whisk you away, no problem. Hedonism is my specialitiy.
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No problem, except for that inconvenient obstacle called geography maybe. :D

I think I'll have to content myself with what promises to be a sunny lunchbreak. Small compensation, but it'll have to do I suppose.

Morning to you too, A4B! Good mornings all round, even though I've left it till (almost) afternoon to say so.
 
Im chatting to my BL friends in America and Australia and we are having the same geography issue. Will come and see you soon though :)

Benzo time.... and more chai :)
 
Hi all. :D

Bored here waiting for the Accommodation and addictions team, who are at the moment, very late! Then it's off to see my Lawyer, although if my home visit does not hurry up i'll be rescheduling my whole day! I don't have time for people being late!
 
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