peteparker
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 13, 2012
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- 6
I have not taken ectasy that many times, but for some reason it now seems to not work very well for me anymore. When I say not work I mean that I no longer get the euphoria, social connection, pleasure from touch, etc. I still get the speedy effects but I also get some anxiety and dysphoria (opposite of euphoria). I have been taking mdma powder, I have never taken e pills. However, I have also never tested my powder personally.
The first time I did I put ~.1-.13g in a gel cap and I had a great time. My scale does not work too well so I am not sure exactly how much it was. The second time I took ~.2-.25g of a new batch again in a gel cap. This time I rolled very well for awhile and then about half-way through my nystgamus (eye twitching) got very heavy and all at once my roll stopped. I felt very bad for about 5 minutes, bad enough that I told my friends that I was feeling badly, felt hot, might need to be taken to hospital, etc. It passed after about 5 minutes and I almost felt like I was at baseline (sober) although I started to roll a little bit more after a bit.
The next time I candyflipped ~.12-.15g of the same batch with 2 hits of lsd and I again started to have a very good roll but it then turned to dysphoria and anxiety. Having experienced this before I didn't freak out as much but the lsd did make it hard to get back in a "good mindset" but some marijuana helped. The last time I took it, just yesterday I got my friend's good scale and measured out .1g of the same batch as the 2nd and 3rd time and put it in a gel cap. I also took 25mg HTP, I experienced some euphoria but not even much to mention and then again went back to dysphoria after about 20 minutes after onset (about 45 minutes after swallowing). This lasted for about 2 hours but was mild enough that I didn't mention it to anyone although my friend who was rolling with me said she noticed I seemed "bummed out" and not where she was.
I would like to blame the powder, as it was the same batch that produced these bad effects but all my friends that have rolled with me (5) have had no complaints. It was also sold by people I know and they never had anybody complain to them about it. Perhaps I burned my serotoning receptors out or something? I make sure to wait at least 4 weeks between rolls. I would really like to try mdma again but after the last time of not having a good roll I am considering just giving it up. Does bluelight have any suggestions? Should I try a lower/higher dose? Try a different batch? Try waiting awhile? Try more/less 5HTP? Also, not sure if this matters but I always preload with vitamins and antioxidants.
The first time I did I put ~.1-.13g in a gel cap and I had a great time. My scale does not work too well so I am not sure exactly how much it was. The second time I took ~.2-.25g of a new batch again in a gel cap. This time I rolled very well for awhile and then about half-way through my nystgamus (eye twitching) got very heavy and all at once my roll stopped. I felt very bad for about 5 minutes, bad enough that I told my friends that I was feeling badly, felt hot, might need to be taken to hospital, etc. It passed after about 5 minutes and I almost felt like I was at baseline (sober) although I started to roll a little bit more after a bit.
The next time I candyflipped ~.12-.15g of the same batch with 2 hits of lsd and I again started to have a very good roll but it then turned to dysphoria and anxiety. Having experienced this before I didn't freak out as much but the lsd did make it hard to get back in a "good mindset" but some marijuana helped. The last time I took it, just yesterday I got my friend's good scale and measured out .1g of the same batch as the 2nd and 3rd time and put it in a gel cap. I also took 25mg HTP, I experienced some euphoria but not even much to mention and then again went back to dysphoria after about 20 minutes after onset (about 45 minutes after swallowing). This lasted for about 2 hours but was mild enough that I didn't mention it to anyone although my friend who was rolling with me said she noticed I seemed "bummed out" and not where she was.
I would like to blame the powder, as it was the same batch that produced these bad effects but all my friends that have rolled with me (5) have had no complaints. It was also sold by people I know and they never had anybody complain to them about it. Perhaps I burned my serotoning receptors out or something? I make sure to wait at least 4 weeks between rolls. I would really like to try mdma again but after the last time of not having a good roll I am considering just giving it up. Does bluelight have any suggestions? Should I try a lower/higher dose? Try a different batch? Try waiting awhile? Try more/less 5HTP? Also, not sure if this matters but I always preload with vitamins and antioxidants.
