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BDD Social/Information Booth v25 - Let's all eat some acid!

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Ohh shit, I can log in on my phone..

Y'all better look out ;)
 
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Yes! Fcking brilliant too!

Chicks w/ handguns are hawt. Can't lie.

Got myself some .177/bb toys, 2 of which co2 powered.
(varmints.. come at me! tomorrow.. need more co2)

And to those who say uppers and acid don't mix just probably don't have the mindset for a spacial view.
I've loved mixing the two. Makes the Lucy seem stronger.
 
Anything with nuns in the sounds like you're a few clicks away from home there buddy..
 
More amphet and beer. (yep, speed kickin in )

Yes.

Morning? Fack. I shall desire a list of things..
-weed
-(much)more acid :D
-some form of pain-bandage. Sell old stuff for funky days may just have to happen.

Did I mention I'd like more acid? Since I got bombed with liquid at a show, this is just day-to-day now at low doses. The mindset is beautiful as always (gotta let that mind roam free!) but this is just "normal" - or at least what I'd think that to be.
- it's a priority. Though opiates in the morning will feel that I believe.. Ha whatever, as Cane was saying, Hydrocodone is actually super tame in terms of WD and duration there-of.
 
Beachcat said:
That sucks that you feel so bad baby! Do you have any opiates? Last time I had bronchitis, my dilaudid was the best cough suppressant in the world. It made it so much better!

Hi everyone else! Was gut?
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I'm goin to ask him for a narcotic cough med. This is really fuckin with my asthma. I've been usin my nebulizer and inhaler constantly. It just won't exit my chest.
I see the dr tmrw. Yay!
 
There is a God! My dr called me in Delsyum (insurance pays if it's rx'd, still screwin my estranged husband on insur fees lol) & Doxycycline Hyclate to treat the bronchititis. Never had pneumonia and don't plan on startin now =P
I still see him tomorrow. Hopefully I find out if I have or don't have diabetic neuropathy & that's why my skin is numb and burnin on my right side of stomach.
Over did it again, but from personal stash, 180 mgs diazepam..nothing. Wth?! Oh well, I'll be smokin in 3 hrs. Woo!
 
whats up baby??? how're you today??

i'm doing pretty fucking awesome hahaha :)

i got myself a suboxone script and today i've had 8mg suboxone, close to 3grams of gabapentin now, 90mgs dxm and nicotine. maybe some marijuana later if i am lucky :D
 
^ are you scripted 8mg/day, laC? glad things are going well, easy on the pulydrugging ey <3

how are you baby, peej, ci? :)
 
whats up chem insane?? work and weed sounds pretty nice :) must be a good job if you can get high and make money at the same time

yah im scripted 8mg twice a day... but damnn, i took one 8mg under my tongue and im starting to feel really nauseous but really high lool... i took 4mg ondansetron though to try to help with the nausea. i might go buy some DPH soon aswell. i also might know a hookup for the xanax too lool

but LOOL effie, you know me too well... how've you been though?? im making a commitment to post as much as i used to on this forum
 
^ Ace about the posting, I'll try to as well! We'll bring the old-skool BDD social back laC ;)

8mg twice a day is a hefty dose of Suboxone you know, especially for someone without a daily habit - you're going to push your tolerance up loads and it would take quite a while to comfortably taper down from 16mgs bupe.. if you're getting really high off it I would say the dose is definitely way too high, especially when you come to take your 2nd 8mgs and you still have some of your first 8mgs in the system. Add benzos and that could be really risky. Were you honest with your doc about your opioid use? That doesn't sound right for you at all, when you just wanted something to keep you stable and the cravings at bay rather than maintenance therapy for a big opioid habit.

The conversion for full agonists to buprenorphine is complex and not linear, but 30mg oxycodone = around 1mg bupe. There is a ceiling for respiratory depression, and 8mg is not necessarily 8 times stronger, but you see my point.. throw in some Xanax and it could be deadly. Be careful laC, I remember when you vanished around New Years and I was so worried for you! <3

CI sounds lovely :) <3

I'm doing okay thanks - had a great weekend (MDMA, met a BLer, saw Squarepusher and Death in Vegas and Grimes and others) and feeling okay today but am a little tired now. Doing it all over again next weekend too, May's a bit of a crazy month!
 
effie said:
^ Ace about the posting, I'll try to as well! We'll bring the old-skool BDD social back laC ;)

8mg twice a day is a hefty dose of Suboxone you know, especially for someone without a daily habit - you're going to push your tolerance up loads and it would take quite a while to comfortably taper down from 16mgs bupe.. if you're getting really high off it I would say the dose is definitely way too high, especially when you come to take your 2nd 8mgs and you still have some of your first 8mgs in the system. Add benzos and that could be really risky. Were you honest with your doc about your opioid use? That doesn't sound right for you at all, when you just wanted something to keep you stable and the cravings at bay rather than maintenance therapy for a big opioid habit.

The conversion for full agonists to buprenorphine is complex and not linear, but 30mg oxycodone = around 1mg bupe. There is a ceiling for respiratory depression, and 8mg is not necessarily 8 times stronger, but you see my point.. throw in some Xanax and it could be deadly. Be careful laC, I remember when you vanished around New Years and I was so worried for you! <3

CI sounds lovely :) <3

I'm doing okay thanks - had a great weekend (MDMA, met a BLer, saw Squarepusher and Death in Vegas and Grimes and others) and feeling okay today but am a little tired now. Doing it all over again next weekend too, May's a bit of a crazy month!
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the old school social was the shit!!! hahahah. people have came and gone i though...you who i havent seen in a while... vader? where is he??

ohh i kno its such a fucking high dosage!! i can make one 8mg pill last me 3-4 days and im taking much less than what my doctor prescribed.. loool i was a little dishonest with how much opiates i would take at one time, but still :D

today i wanted to try out the sublingual ways of dosing, so i took 8mg under my tongue and im fucking high loool.. there is no way in hell i will be able to take 16mgs a day.. my doctor had no clue what she was talking about but i didnt want to sound too informed because doctors dont like when you know more then them hahah. i just sit there and bit my tongue when she was like the naloxone blocks out the buprenorphine from your receptors so oyu cant get high but you still get relief from WD...i literally wanted to be like, 'you are such a fuckign idiot," but that wouldnt have been good 8)

i dont think ill get some xanax today, but its w/e.. i am very content on suboxone, gabapentin, and a little DXM. though i am rather nauseous :/

i am up to almost 10grams of gabapentin today too lool
 
Haha yeah.. it would be funny if it wasn't so scary how little most docs know. Do be careful though, the point of the bupe was to let you stabilise, not carry on getting high from it. I know I sound like a stuck record but I do worry about you! Are you going to stay living at home or move out? Watch the gabapentin too, 10gs is a lot! Tolerance is just going to keep climbing you know, and you'll have to taper down. Pls be careful <3

Vader's still about on BL from time to time but I think he had lots of real life stuff going on. Most of the regs are still floating about, we just need to bring them back here ;)
 
guaifenesin helps for extracting the mucous and DXM helps cut the urge to cough out.. i hope you feel better baby!!

effie:
its ok! i know its out of love, and i can tend to ge tout of hand with my polysubstance abuse as you know.i am planning to just stabalize on 1-2mgs of suboxone a day

i am able to stay at home now, but things have been tense. my mom caught me trying to buy heroin on sunday, and i felt like shit. idk just an uncontrollable urge to get high came over me and i knew that even if i got high i would get kicked out but i didnt care.

i am going to 30 NA / AA meetings in 30 days, seeing a therapist to help me with depression/anxiety, and im searching for other treatment opitions. idk i have tried 3 rehabs now and my situation has gotten a little better but worse at the same time. i am ambivilant towards treatment, but willing to give it a shot.

i loved the old BDD social....none of the other socials came close to are level of cool-ness loolol
im totally bringing it back...

but i g2g for now! i am going to the store to pick up some diphenhydramine, then im eating dinner, and then im going to an NA meeting! ill be on here in around 2-3hours!!

ilove yall

peace
 
good luck with meeting laC. try not to get too brainwashed =D

and whats this about oxide coming back?
 
^ pfft, catch up, he popped into the social the other day to apologise for vanishing. then vanished again :( come back oxi, we love youuu!

in other news, can't wait for friday :D
 
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