†∆†;9014215 said:i cannot stop with this shit, the feeling of my heartbeat quickening is so addictive to me
waht the fuck am i supposed to do jesus
What way do you usually do your coke anyway? I know what you mean when you say that the speeding up of your heart rate is addictive. As a friend of mine was fond of saying atleast it let's you know your alive even if your feeling like your dying

You can quit it just takes a mighty effort. I have known people who even i gave up hope on manage to give up their coke habits when they finally had enough of the bullshit. Don't give up on yourself man and don't be afraid to ask for help if you can't quit on your own.