Benzopiates
Bluelighter
For a while now I've been using dilaudid recreationally, 1mg sometimes 2 at most, with days in between doses. I had only a small amount and wished to preserve it as long as possible, I never suffered any kind of withdrawals strong enough for me to notice a difference.
3 weeks ago I went to the hospital to see a psychiatrist and during my 34 hours wait time some very weird and very real stomach ache got me to reevaluate the reason I was at the hospital to treat this problem at first... They though it was a kidney stone but nothing showed up on the scan, they still gave me 30x 1mg Dilaudid for the pain... After this was all said and done I had seen the psychiatrist and got my medication changed for the depression and ADD I had.
From this day on, my dilaudid consuption started to be daily... sometimes twice a day, and I was looking on the net to find sources for more. Unfortunately I found a very nice girl who had never sold drugs before looking to get rid of her 25x 2mg Dilaudid, after I had met with her, I wanted to try a feel of 4mg IV because that was the dose everyone seemed to enjoy the most and get the most out of. I've done 4mg a day for almost a full week and on the last day I had only one sterile needle and 3x 2mg left I did all of them.
Yesterday I went to a place to help me with my depression and i mentionned my drug use, they refered me to a place that handle thoses with opiate withdrawals but there's a couple people on the wait list and I have to wait.
So in the meantimes I want to know what exactly are the dilaudid withrawals I should be expecting... Did I take enough to feel bad from them? What can I take to make the withdrawals less intense... The girl on the phone talked about Methadone but in here I see all people talking about suboxone.
Also, my doc doesn't know i'm using, I don't know if it's good thing to reveal this bad habbit to someone who's been treating me for depression for over a year, maybe I shoudln't tell her and get another doctor to prescribe be what I need?
3 weeks ago I went to the hospital to see a psychiatrist and during my 34 hours wait time some very weird and very real stomach ache got me to reevaluate the reason I was at the hospital to treat this problem at first... They though it was a kidney stone but nothing showed up on the scan, they still gave me 30x 1mg Dilaudid for the pain... After this was all said and done I had seen the psychiatrist and got my medication changed for the depression and ADD I had.
From this day on, my dilaudid consuption started to be daily... sometimes twice a day, and I was looking on the net to find sources for more. Unfortunately I found a very nice girl who had never sold drugs before looking to get rid of her 25x 2mg Dilaudid, after I had met with her, I wanted to try a feel of 4mg IV because that was the dose everyone seemed to enjoy the most and get the most out of. I've done 4mg a day for almost a full week and on the last day I had only one sterile needle and 3x 2mg left I did all of them.
Yesterday I went to a place to help me with my depression and i mentionned my drug use, they refered me to a place that handle thoses with opiate withdrawals but there's a couple people on the wait list and I have to wait.
So in the meantimes I want to know what exactly are the dilaudid withrawals I should be expecting... Did I take enough to feel bad from them? What can I take to make the withdrawals less intense... The girl on the phone talked about Methadone but in here I see all people talking about suboxone.
Also, my doc doesn't know i'm using, I don't know if it's good thing to reveal this bad habbit to someone who's been treating me for depression for over a year, maybe I shoudln't tell her and get another doctor to prescribe be what I need?

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