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^^ pa that is awful mate, I had no idea you were in such a bad place. I know sometimes it's difficult to reach out when you're that far down, but please remember you can PM me any time!! Glad to hear you're doing better today, I hope that continues <3


VanWeyden said:
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What's up man? <3


Today I am feeling optimistic
 
Hmm... can't say what it is really. A bit this whole relationship thing, a bit melancholy, a bit nostalgia, a bit sentimentality. Most of all general disorientation with life. Nothing you could put your finger on. But I guess it's ok, in the last weeks I felt so good that I didn't feel like myself at some point. ;-)

It's so encouraging to hear that you take your fate in hand. There's no better thing than to experience one's own strenght and capability and you are a remarkable example right now. <3 :)
 
VanWeyden said:
Hmm... can't say what it is really. A bit this whole relationship thing, a bit melancholy, a bit nostalgia, a bit sentimentality. Most of all general disorientation with life. Nothing you could put your finger on. But I guess it's ok, in the last weeks I felt so good that I didn't feel like myself at some point. ;-)
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Yep I know exactly what you mean. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you <3

VanWeyden said:
It's so encouraging to hear that you take your fate in hand. There's no better thing than to experience one's own strenght and capability and you are a remarkable example right now. <3 :)
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Thank you SO much VanWeyden :)


RedLeader said:
Today is my off-day, so I'm trying to relax with some euphoric trance, sunshine, coffee and cooking.
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Sounds beautiful :)
 
^ Each day is better than the last. This too shall pass.

:)

ATM: Sore. Finally took the plunge and started going to the gym again. Twice in two days so far, and loving it, but I need to switch to a three-day split rather than a two, so that I can have time to stretch and do more core stuffs.
 
Thank you Dave <3 So true. I'm already feeling better than before :)
Go you for going to the gym!! Nice one mate. Feel the burn ;)
 
Oh man, Dave, nice! I have such a large amount of social anxiety I tried doing the whole "running on the elliptical" thing once and I bugged out halfway through. Like ugh I am running next to people. It's so scary! Joining a gym is like a serious accomplishment for me, I don't know about you. We'll actually joining and then showing up. But way to go! I knew a girl who started going to a gym doing cardio and then minor weightlifting and she really toned herself up to being like super fit (almost too fit muscular lady status). But other than being a little obsessed with it I noticed a huge spike in her energy and positivity.

As for me I am content, today we picked out a really great curtain set for our room (to replace these ugly plain tan vertical blinds that came with the house). Tomorrow we are going to pick out paint for our bathroom. I am thinking orange.
 
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i've been in kind of a bad head space as of late...i don't want to go back to where i was.
 
^^ You'll be okay sweetheart, try to put in place all the methods you've got to work your way out of the dark place. PM if you wanna talk, any time, k? Much love <3


I am feeling fantastic. Feels pretty good :)
 
Spork, I have been there too. It is so scary to feel like you are falling back into it. I hope you can stay afloat. Think positive <3<3

N3o, you are getting along as a single independent woman!? Look at you ;) <3<3
 
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I love working out late at night, but unfortunately this means that I can never get to sleep until a very late hour. I wish that I was a morning person so that I could, in a positive mindframe, get up and lift before work. I've tried for years to convert to a morning person, but it just does not want to happen. I am addicted to getting up as late as possible right before work. I could get a job where I would go to work at 1:00 and within a bit of time I would be waking up at midnight everyday. :\
 
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