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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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Can't stop sweating! I think i may be in minor benzo wd's since i couldn't get to the pharmacy to pick up my script but now i got my script so we will see if that is the problem. Or maybe it's just me :\

Other then that i actually feel good for a change. No depression which is a great change from waking up yesterday and cursing myself and everyone around me :\
 
Feel better soon n3o, i hate anxiety I've been getting it more often lately.

I'm feeling tempted today. Thursday's are my weak days
 
worried: have an xray tomorrow even though it won't show anything... We have to do it before the mri so our insurance doesn't charge us 100% stupid me probably tore something in my knee and now I need to get a knee brace for now and then I get to see if I need surgery... I had a problem with my discs being mishapen in my knees since I was little but now I just fucked them up... And I still skateboarded after and shit. My doctor told me he was going to kill me lol
 
Its a bittersweet feeling. Memories of the happiest day Ive had in years, shared with someone I truly care about.
 
better

i went on a 5 mile bike ride after class today and it seems to have changed my mood quite a bit. i know exercise helps, but i just wish i had the time to do it on a regular basis rather than just sporadically.
 
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worried: have an xray tomorrow even though it won't show anything... We have to do it before the mri so our insurance doesn't charge us 100% stupid me probably tore something in my knee and now I need to get a knee brace for now and then I get to see if I need surgery... I had a problem with my discs being mishapen in my knees since I was little but now I just fucked them up... And I still skateboarded after and shit. My doctor told me he was going to kill me lol
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yeah sometimes drs are the real oxymorons.
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^ That sucks feel better soon <3

I'm abit down to be honest and bored. Ive been down alot as of late which is starting to suck big time! The thing is i don't have alot of reason to be depressed. It looks like as soon as i get sorted out i am out of here and off to live with my lovely beyond words g/f :) . But this place just get's me down and there is nothing for me to do. I am definitely getting cabin fever and i am doing way too much of the sleeping away as much of the day as possible bit.
 
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