Cyanoide
Bluelighter
Yesterday I was trying 4-MePPP which was nice and then I did a very stupid mistake. First I took 10 mg ethylphenidate which did nothing really. Then I snorted another 20 mg and I got an extremely strong anxiety and would have got a panic attack but fortunately I took a copious amount of clonazepam (~10 mg but I have a very high tolerance) and 600 mg Lyrica which calmed me down. Very stupid of me to combine two stimulants when I'm sensitive to them anyway.
Today I'm going to take ethylphenidate only in small bumps, 10-15 mg. Honestly I don't feel much with those doses, but ethylphenidate seems to produce panic attacks in me if I take 30 mg or more. Kind of strange because I can take quite large amounts of speed (d-amp) and MPA without any anxiety or panicky feelings. The 4-MePPP I took yesterday didn't provoke any anxiety either, it was when I added EPH that things got seriously wrong. EPH just seem to be a compound my brain can't handle in any large amounts.
I've got tons of things to do today becuase I'm moving to a new flat and have to go through all my stuff, throw away unnecessary stuff and pack things. 10-15 mg bumps taken 2-3 hours apart is quite good for functionality, but I can't go over that dose. It's just a compound I seem to be hypersensitive to. I'm hypersensitive to caffeine too. No idea why, when amphetamine(s) don't produce any negative feelings if taken in moderate doses (I never take large amounts of stimulants and only use them for functionality).
Oh, and EPH doesn't burn at all with 10-15 mg insufflated for me. 20 mg burned a little, but it wasn't bad at all. The stuff is completely white crystals which I grind to a fine powder before snorting it.
Today I'm going to take ethylphenidate only in small bumps, 10-15 mg. Honestly I don't feel much with those doses, but ethylphenidate seems to produce panic attacks in me if I take 30 mg or more. Kind of strange because I can take quite large amounts of speed (d-amp) and MPA without any anxiety or panicky feelings. The 4-MePPP I took yesterday didn't provoke any anxiety either, it was when I added EPH that things got seriously wrong. EPH just seem to be a compound my brain can't handle in any large amounts.
I've got tons of things to do today becuase I'm moving to a new flat and have to go through all my stuff, throw away unnecessary stuff and pack things. 10-15 mg bumps taken 2-3 hours apart is quite good for functionality, but I can't go over that dose. It's just a compound I seem to be hypersensitive to. I'm hypersensitive to caffeine too. No idea why, when amphetamine(s) don't produce any negative feelings if taken in moderate doses (I never take large amounts of stimulants and only use them for functionality).
Oh, and EPH doesn't burn at all with 10-15 mg insufflated for me. 20 mg burned a little, but it wasn't bad at all. The stuff is completely white crystals which I grind to a fine powder before snorting it.