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BDD Social/Info Thread v22 - It's Caturday, Why Are You Sober?
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BabyGurl3171
Bluelighter
Mornin BL'ers!
Ordered 100 mgs of Etizolam and at the dr's gettin my oxy refill. Life is good
Trips, you're gonna be about 2 hours from me! Lol
Ordered 100 mgs of Etizolam and at the dr's gettin my oxy refill. Life is good
Trips, you're gonna be about 2 hours from me! Lol
Tripman
Bluelight Crew
Sounds like we should hang and you should refill me with oxy 
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Oooooooh yeah.
.Oooooooh yeah.
Mmmmmmmm oxy 
A pigeon flew into my room earlier haha :D not sure who was more surprised, I was far too opiated to deal with that! Waved a wooden spoon at it (don't ask) and it flew out again. Still giggling now hehe :D
Gorgeous and sunny here, might go for a wander
A pigeon flew into my room earlier haha :D not sure who was more surprised, I was far too opiated to deal with that! Waved a wooden spoon at it (don't ask) and it flew out again. Still giggling now hehe :D
Gorgeous and sunny here, might go for a wander
Morning
Today and yesterday i hace started to feel amazingly/ suprisingly fucking great. Its been months since last sub and a bit over a month off of xanax..i think.
I was feeling depressed/withdrawn and generally shitty.
Suddenly i feel fckn great. Its like my real personality is back. Glad im allergic to alcohol cant get addicted to that and i cut the doctor out. So hopefully i dont get conned by a doc to get on daily meds. Its just crazy how much my personality and energy was surpressed by druugs. Yuck but big BUT i am not cutting drugs out completely the only think out is alcohol. Like a dumb add i tried to drink a beer thinking maybe its just liquor. Fuck that was stupid. Its like the reaction gets worse each time. I used to be able to drink w an inhaler i know stupid w/e. now even from a half a beer i go into extreme pain all over and my throat closes. I rather die then have that happen again. Eh
This week end im meeting my new piercer i am getting my cheeks pierced and two microdermal antieyebrows :"- yay also thinking about getting snake bites when those are healed. Everyone is telling me ill fuck up me face but really i dont care who thinks im pretty. Its just what i like and i fckn like it. Tell me what u think...
Today and yesterday i hace started to feel amazingly/ suprisingly fucking great. Its been months since last sub and a bit over a month off of xanax..i think.
I was feeling depressed/withdrawn and generally shitty.
Suddenly i feel fckn great. Its like my real personality is back. Glad im allergic to alcohol cant get addicted to that and i cut the doctor out. So hopefully i dont get conned by a doc to get on daily meds. Its just crazy how much my personality and energy was surpressed by druugs. Yuck but big BUT i am not cutting drugs out completely
the only think out is alcohol. Like a dumb add i tried to drink a beer thinking maybe its just liquor. Fuck that was stupid. Its like the reaction gets worse each time. I used to be able to drink w an inhaler i know stupid w/e. now even from a half a beer i go into extreme pain all over and my throat closes. I rather die then have that happen again. EhThis week end im meeting my new piercer
i am getting my cheeks pierced and two microdermal antieyebrows :"- yay also thinking about getting snake bites when those are healed. Everyone is telling me ill fuck up me face but really i dont care who thinks im pretty. Its just what i like and i fckn like it. Tell me what u think...
aveoturbo
Bluelighter
Drug buying time!
Waving wooden spoon > pigeon? Incredible!
Kayla-do whatevs you want
Trips coming to America :D
Waving wooden spoon > pigeon? Incredible!
Kayla-do whatevs you want
Trips coming to America :D
Escapedysphoria
Ex-Bluelighter
So the conclusion: K>MXE. Although, I still need to try some quality MXE.
Currently railing lines of K at school, ahh bliss and relaxation via dissociation.
I haven't even took my daily dosage of bupe. Took 1mg clonaz + gabapentin
Currently railing lines of K at school, ahh bliss and relaxation via dissociation.
I haven't even took my daily dosage of bupe. Took 1mg clonaz + gabapentin
Nice plans for the piercings Kayla! I'm planning on getting some dermals soon, I really want a corset piercing although might get my tattoo and a cheaper piercing instead, hmmm. My mate has her cheeks pierced, it's one of my faves and my sis used to have an anti-eyebrow surface bar (it grew out and scarred though, microdermals would have been a lot better).
I've got tragus, conch, couple of regular cartilage, double lobe piercings on one side, triple lobes on the other and I maaay get my tongue redone soon although the last piercer fucked it up
Good to see you in here again love glad you're feeling well! How are you Louu, aveo?
I've got tragus, conch, couple of regular cartilage, double lobe piercings on one side, triple lobes on the other and I maaay get my tongue redone soon although the last piercer fucked it up
Good to see you in here again love
glad you're feeling well! How are you Louu, aveo?Thanks, im glad to ve back thats fckn awesome.piercings And thanks for the encouagement. I really want a corset piercing i have been devating that one for about five years now. I would prob walk around in a bikini forever lol i think they are so very beautiful. I also thought about getting the ones down my sides and some pretty pink ribbon.
I am getting told some very stupid shit. I am doing it for myself ya know not for attention from strangers... Im always by myself anyways so its truly just for me.
I had my nips pierced but took them out and they closed fml prob do that again i like them cause i never wore a bra and it just was awesome. Anyways im prob going friday after i see my lawyer. I am getting the cheeks and spider an snake bites. I was thinking about my septum to....
I told my piercer after doing research on him. Im going to be getting a whole lot done.
Why did you tongue close? I want to actually let this one close and get each side of my tongue pierced instead.
I am actually drawing up my sleeve. I am putting so mich detail and lots of color into it.
What kind of tattoo are you getting? I am actually doing a tattoo today. this guy has a crooked name and its annoyin me so im fixing it lol i need to order the glow in the dark ink, everyone aroud here wants that and organic ink now... Organic go figure...
thats fckn awesome.piercings And thanks for the encouagement. I really want a corset piercing i have been devating that one for about five years now. I would prob walk around in a bikini forever lol i think they are so very beautiful. I also thought about getting the ones down my sides and some pretty pink ribbon. I am getting told some very stupid shit. I am doing it for myself ya know not for attention from strangers... Im always by myself anyways so its truly just for me.
I had my nips pierced but took them out and they closed fml prob do that again i like them cause i never wore a bra and it just was awesome. Anyways im prob going friday after i see my lawyer. I am getting the cheeks and spider an snake bites. I was thinking about my septum to....
I told my piercer after doing research on him. Im going to be getting a whole lot done.
Why did you tongue close? I want to actually let this one close and get each side of my tongue pierced instead.
I am actually drawing up my sleeve. I am putting so mich detail and lots of color into it.
What kind of tattoo are you getting? I am actually doing a tattoo today.
this guy has a crooked name and its annoyin me so im fixing it lol i need to order the glow in the dark ink, everyone aroud here wants that and organic ink now... Organic go figure...Snake bites are awesome too, woo! Septum as well, my last bf had his done and one of my friends got hers when I got my tragus. Hehe if I got a corset piercing I'd live in a bikini too :D when it gets to summer haha, bit too chilly at the moment.. I'd need to enlist someone to lace it up but I'm sure I could manage that
I thought about getting a few dermals at my nape too but I wear my hair up for work and not sure I'll get away with it..
My tattoo is going to be a chestpiece (kinda - more front of shoulders, under clavicles but nothing in the middle of my chest as it has to be easily hideable for work) - I want two oldskool swallows, one on each side. My bf who died knew I wanted a swallow tatt and got me a birthday card with one on last year, so it's based on that.
Like this but higher up (and imagine it on a girl haha :D )
Organic ink ey, not heard of that!
My tongue, ack.. basically the piecer fucked it up, it was at an angle and rubbed on my tongue web causing an ulcer, also the piercer caused a lot of trauma when she did it (I bled ridiculous amounts haha). It hurt like fuck for 3 months then I took it out My bf who had his septum had two tongue piercings, it looked really good
Tell me about your sleeve plans :D
I thought about getting a few dermals at my nape too but I wear my hair up for work and not sure I'll get away with it..
My tattoo is going to be a chestpiece (kinda - more front of shoulders, under clavicles but nothing in the middle of my chest as it has to be easily hideable for work) - I want two oldskool swallows, one on each side. My bf who died knew I wanted a swallow tatt and got me a birthday card with one on last year, so it's based on that.
Like this but higher up (and imagine it on a girl haha :D )
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Organic ink ey, not heard of that!
My tongue, ack.. basically the piecer fucked it up, it was at an angle and rubbed on my tongue web causing an ulcer, also the piercer caused a lot of trauma when she did it (I bled ridiculous amounts haha). It hurt like fuck for 3 months then I took it out
My bf who had his septum had two tongue piercings, it looked really good Tell me about your sleeve plans :D
BabyGurl3171
Bluelighter
Lol Trip. By the time you get here I may be on the strongest opiate I can get lol. Seriously tho, my dr said the boot I was in, that he put me in, caused damage to my PT tendon makin it swell and hit my PT nerve. Grr. But now he said I have no support for the outside where I have no ligaments. He pressed my skin all the way in, ick! He said he's just waitin for it to snap Might end up in surgery after all. Boo!
That's funny as hell effie. I had a baby bird that got in the door, flew upstairs and hide behind my dresser lol. Took hours to get it back outside.
Kayla, congrats on gettin off the drugs! I need to do that. Probably why I have no energy!
Lou, I musta missed something happenin to your brother, sorry!
Might end up in surgery after all. Boo!That's funny as hell effie. I had a baby bird that got in the door, flew upstairs and hide behind my dresser lol. Took hours to get it back outside.
Kayla, congrats on gettin off the drugs! I need to do that. Probably why I have no energy!
Lou, I musta missed something happenin to your brother, sorry!
BabyGurl3171
Bluelighter
I'm sorry Pj. Anything you wanna talk about? Remember we need & love ya here!
That would be a Really awesome tattoo. Nape dermals would be really hott to. My ex also had his septum and labret and he wore a long spike webt with his hair he grew out chin.
Crazy te piercer fckd that up. Mine still every once in a while it tears chips my teeth and gets generally sore. I have to constantly brush my teeth and use mouth wash daily to prevent the soreness.
I wanted a chest piece so bad. Im a tattoo artist so i dont have to worry about what i get done ya know.... My dad is a tattoo artist(taught me) he had tongue labret eyebrow and septum and ge is covered from his chin down his beck tops of hands and feet full of tattoos. He had no skin except his face. I love love it.
In texas it stays hot so i could prob pull off wearing a bathing suit most of the year jkjk ha
I have been waiting only cause i needed money to be able to get these done. And after paying my lawyer 750 fck. Ill be able to spend an extra 100 bucks on some piercings. Income tax time
Have you ever see someone suspend? Freakin cool lookin.... I couldnt do it but ill get all the piercings lol
I think w my piercings tho ill do colors instead f all metal ya know.... I also want to tattoo my spine all the way down and get dermals along my spine. Diamonds would be awesome i think.
Crazy te piercer fckd that up. Mine still every once in a while it tears chips my teeth and gets generally sore. I have to constantly brush my teeth and use mouth wash daily to prevent the soreness.
I wanted a chest piece so bad. Im a tattoo artist so i dont have to worry about what i get done ya know.... My dad is a tattoo artist(taught me) he had tongue labret eyebrow and septum and ge is covered from his chin down his beck tops of hands and feet full of tattoos. He had no skin except his face. I love love it.
In texas it stays hot so i could prob pull off wearing a bathing suit most of the year jkjk ha
I have been waiting only cause i needed money to be able to get these done. And after paying my lawyer 750 fck. Ill be able to spend an extra 100 bucks on some piercings. Income tax time
Have you ever see someone suspend? Freakin cool lookin.... I couldnt do it but ill get all the piercings lol
I think w my piercings tho ill do colors instead f all metal ya know.... I also want to tattoo my spine all the way down and get dermals along my spine. Diamonds would be awesome i think.
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