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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

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yup. there is nothing like needing a poo on the loo on a dissociative trip. somewhow. its never ended badly (messy) god knows how.. but some self preservation instincinct kicks in. unlike piss heads who get drunk and wake up covered in shit and piss...ive not had this problem on drugs.

however

there was this one girl in school who was an UBBER bitch.. and one night at a rave she took LSD> for the first time. she shat herself...publicly and was sat in her own shit tripping balls for the night.

turned out. ever since. that public humiliation made her a nice person and shes a great friend since. she stopped being a dick. "only happens when your tripping" is a life long catch phase

Totally feel ya there. On the can't believe I haven't pissed myself yet and the can't wait to see some people I know who deserve it get ego death parts both equally. haha!

had so many profound beautiful experiences on this stuff, such an awesome substance, and the afterglow is golden. i love music and dont think any drug has allowed me to connect to music like MXE, headphones on, tunes up, takes me on a ride. its also opened me up, epiphany
Soooo beautiful. Loving the current batch. I'm not even gonna photograph it because I'll probably consume it all first. lol

I'm gonna go drug free today... hopefully. I am thinking about doing some drugs tho lol.

Lol I talked myself into getting high last night talking about how MXE makes me feel and how to do little amounts of it until you get to the hole.

Another reason to weigh it out just in case:

I got a couple micro scoops that I know the smallest to generally get between 40-50mg, second smallest between 90-110mg, and I don't use the bigger ones for obvious reasons. Well, had already consumed about 40mg of mxe and decided to make two more bumps to go to town. Accidentally got the 100ish mg scoop instead of the 40ish mg one. Was kinda effed already so didn't check the sizes of the piles I put out until I did them.

So instead of consuming about 130-150mg, I consumed around 240-260mg. Wowaweewa. It ended well in the end but I remember playing Daft Punk's Alive 2007 album (excellent music for any trip btw), and at the peak I took a rip of nitrous (found a charger in my room). Time literally slowed to a crawl and everything became in freeze frames. Even the music sounded like it was playing slowly on some strange demonic organ or that a DJ had just put his hand on the record and was manually slowing it down and speeding it up.

Anyway couldn't sleep for the next 6 hours. It didn't go badly, but it was very, very intense. The only thing I've ever done that compared in intensity as a ~700mg DXM trip when at the peak, I accidentally grabbed a piece of chewing gum that I'd hidden a tab of (I'm estimating) ~200mcg lsd on (oops).

I was seriously worried I was so fucked up I might get up and break some of the valuable equipment I have in my room - that was my main concern. A few valium helped with the rapid heartbeat I noticed.

ALWAYS WEIGH SHIT OUT PEOPLE, EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW WHAT'S UP :)

Daft punk is so sick. I'm a DJ myself and I spin Daft Punk and music like them. I Co-DJ'd new years even on MXE playing them and many more like them! So fun!

I hear all kinds of weird techno loops going on in my head while on MXE and I don't even have to listen to music to do it.
 
Yeah I make dubsteb in my mind when I'm on MXE you can just hear stuf whop whop whop whop you almost want to add a baseline and some drums and a little synth.

you can totally understand dubsteb and start dancing with glowsticks after you have taken MXE. Big energy release feels so good. Turn out the lights put on the iphone strobe and the black light and throw some glow sticks around.

I been playing that Zelda game Ocarina of Time.
If you do a quick youtube search for "Lost woods Dubstep" You'll be about on the same page of music as me.

That game is pretty insane for someone using psychedelics to be playing too. It's all normal and ok at first and half way through everything gets really shroomy and tripy and the world goes wonky. They put you into complex puzzles that you have to solve but they are kinda easy in a way, and all the background graphics and animations of the walls and symbolisms and weird things is pretty far out.
 
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someones gotta try it at extreme lengths for health reasons (and a giggle) big old gram insufflated after not having it for weeks, not long to go now, i'll report the experience later of doin a stupid amounts... For health reasons may i state

No! No!

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Now now, no need for language... um freezer... burn... screech...? :p
Whys that guy saying no to the puppy when hes wagging his tail? No happiness allowed?

I don't know whats all the fuss with the animals. I love pets, but the last thing I want is for people over the internet to be mad at me for a little mistake. Sometimes I hit my puppy when hes being bad, hes eaten worst things than MXE (like my headphones, parts of a couch, buttons, soles of shoes, nutella). Its good to be sensible and not encourage letting pets eat your drugs, after all they are expensive and pets shouldn't be allowed to do drugs... but if it accidentally happens just say that was dumb, don't let it happen again, surely y'all don't have to berate the person enough. :|

I think having a pet for that reason is good, because it teaches you to be a cleaner person, but at the cost of the pet's health. This post will get buried but I feel like it had to be said.
 
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someones gotta try it at extreme lengths for health reasons (and a giggle) big old gram insufflated after not having it for weeks, not long to go now, i'll report the experience later of doin a stupid amounts... For health reasons may i state
Someone already beat you to it, and bested ya, by two grams too. He's a danger to himself and others, an intrepid dipshit without parallel in the dissociative world, and he goes by the name phatass. Let's take a look as his thread:
i think I should report that the last two times i did MXE it left me in a coma first time for a few hours, and the second time for about 2 days, followed by 8 days in hospital due to kidney failure nesseciting constant IV medication... granted the first time i did about 3 grams combined with 20mg 25C-Nbome and 50mg 2C-P... and the second time i did 100mg sublingual and 100mg intranasal... i had prior to these times done doses of up to 500mg in an evening... so what the fuck happened to me? why the kidney failure?
So there you have it. Your stupid reasons just got stupider, and you're not even remotely special ta boot! Even though it's MXE, I think you deserve a ketamine horse sticker. You can go about town sport'in it on your dialysis bag!
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Right. apparently its all coming from the same factory still, so this "bad batch rubbish" anyone got any ideas?

it does feel like titalarmin (or whatever its spelt..that weak crap stuff that gets palmed off as MXE / minx) ...the weak not quite there stuff. .... ive had it before ...a few months ago ...and it feels like that.

Please can someone test the stuff thats going around at the moment.
 
Daft punk is so sick. I'm a DJ myself and I spin Daft Punk and music like them. I Co-DJ'd new years even on MXE playing them and many more like them! So fun!

I hear all kinds of weird techno loops going on in my head while on MXE and I don't even have to listen to music to do it.

Haha word yeah I hear music on it too. I was DJing actually back in November after taking some MXE (~40mg). I was able to do surprisingly well actually haha I was pulling off mashups and shit and then suddenly noticing that it was 10 min later, but people were still raging out so I was somehow stringing the set together. =D
 
whoseanb: I do about 30-35 mg, orally, at work. It makes it less boring, keeps me more interested in doing work and not surfing the internet or browsing BL. If I do it early (like 1pm) I redose around 3:30pm, same amount. Then I'd generally redose again around 6:30 to avoid coming down till I'm going to bed.

Just gave up my sobriety after about 48 hours. Took 32mg MXE just now, tried sublingual to see if any different from oral, expect not but will report back. Also curious to see if 48 hour break changed tolerance in any significant way (i.e., will 32 mg kick my ass now?) which again I do not expect.

The varying effects of MXE are interesting. I have sometimes gone to a drunk / mentally incapacitated place where I definitely was not okay to drive. However, most of the time, I find myself sharper in some ways, more focused.

Actually, one of the main effects I notice is OCD. Anyone else? As I got through my house, I'll straighten furniture, do dishes, etc., to get my place clean. Then I'll go a step further, stare at a room for a minute or two, then rearrange all the furniture in a way that works better and I wonder why I did not see it before. I'll also come up with ingenious solutions to little issues, like the perfect way to reoganize my spice cabinet, or how to easily affix the switch on my bedroom lamp (on a cord) so it is inconspicuously set under the lip of my nightstand. I don't know how many hundreds of nights I struggled to find that damn switch right before bed, and now it's like it is built into my nightstand. Basically, I become an efficiency expert with OCD. This even affects the way I move -- from a certain place in my kitchen, I may always turn one way to get to the fridge, but then on MXE, I'll just intuitively spin the other way which puts my inertia in line to help pull the fridge door open. It's like a fucking ballet of efficient movements. I'll even work in exercise to help stay i shape if I haven't gone to the gym lately (which I haven't; it's been about 6 years). I also work yoga into basic movements, like squatting to get out a pan.

Anyway, it's like I become a more optimal version of myself, at least in some ways. This is sort of the "sweet spot" for me on MXE. I never try to hole it or anything. I don't notice it causing much obvious euphoria, but I feel happier when I'm being so optimal (though I know, in fact, the MXE is having some direct euphoric effects, like opiates, from what I've read on here, so I'm not kidding myself about that).

I also become a better parent in the sweet spot. I overcame my son's refusal to eat anything but french fries and pancakes. I react to the kids' tantrums in a very empathetic and calm manner, teaching them why things are a certain way, and explaining it so they understand. I like to think I do this anyway, but frankly I get tired and impatient and moody and stuff. In fact, I became a daily MXE user starting out after work, just so I'd be more "on" for my family rather than dragging ass after a long day at work with no quality time for them. I would not do that if it made me feel drunk / inebriated / out-of-it to a significant degree. On the contrary, I'm lucid, coordinated, articulate, and I invent awesome new games that teach the precise moral lessons my kids are dealing with.

So, yeah, I expect some will not like the idea of drug use around kids, let alone intentionally doing drugs when you plan to spend time with the kids. When I first started doing MXE, it was after they went to bed. It was only as I started finding my sweet spot and thinking this might give me some better quality time with them that I started taking it earlier and then every day.

Finally, let me again say this is hit or miss. I have had times I did feel drunk and not really much good to anyone on MXE, not articulate, not optimal, just kind of altered. There were a couple times I made a trainwreck of a bedtime story due to this. But there were other times I invested whole new bedtime stories that were supercool because I was in the sweet spot. I think it so far has balanced out with more positives than negatives, but for the health issues I've had.

Well the health issues and the psychological dependency. Because, if I'm the kind of person I want to be when I'm on MXE, in that sweet spot, the real work is getting myself into that sweet spot sober, because it's not like I'm that far from it. It just having more energy, being more aware, more thoughtful. Maybe some more sleep, less work, a few days at the gym, and a regular meditation / yoga practice would get me there, too. So, I do see an MXE negative to the extent it is a crutch that may keep me from finding a path to the sober version of who I want to be. I guess when that realization sinks in deeply enough, or the health issues get severe enough, I'll quit for good (or at least for a good long time).

~psychoblast~
 
but if it accidentally happens just say that was dumb, don't let it happen again, surely y'all don't have to berate the person enough. :|

The language & berating were not so much to bash the guy who admitted doing it accidentally, I am a compassionate person and realize shit does happen. It was intended more as a deterrent against those idiots out there who might actually be contemplating giving an animal psychoactive human drugs on purpose, and BELIEVE ME, they DO exist... sort of an advance chastisement on behalf of their potential victims, to prevent it from occurring... should have been more explicit about the intention, so apologies to whoever that was.
 
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I had an amazing experience last weekend. I took a hit of a new batch of LSD that I just got to test. Only took one so I could judge if I wanted to get quantity. It was solid, probably in the 80-100mcg range. About 5 hours in I started doing small bumps of MXE about 10mg each. Started in about 10:00pm on the MXE and did close to 100mg in small bumps throughout the night as I came down from the acid. I watched a couple Grateful Dead and Phish DVDs and it felt like I was truly there. I have had similar engrossing experiences on psychedelics but nothing that seemed so life like. I then turned the TV on and the Two Towers was on Cinemax. Never really liked the Lord of The Rings series but again I was inside the movie. I felt I was part of the battle. I stayed up until 6:00 am in a fantasy trip. The LSD could be felt the entire time, well after it should have worn off. It added an extra cosmic sparkle to the MXE expirience. It was quite an amazing night. This combo was every bit as amazing as LSD+K but totally different.
 
Hey fellas, would I still feel the full effects of MXE if I did 2c-e tonight and MXE tomorrow? My fucking MXE didn't arrive today like I was hoping it would so now I'm stuck with dealing with the infamous 2c-e body load tonight. I just know if my MXE arrives tomorrow I'm most definitly taking it and I don't want my first experience to be weak due to me taking the 2c-e the night before.
 
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You will feel the MXE just fine. I don't think there is any cross tolerance.
 
Oh yeah, dissociatives can go GREAT with trips... love the nitrous of course, and back when I had some GHB used to LOVE taking it when approaching the peak of a shroom trip... seemed a total antidote to any possible darkness and weirdness that shrooms sometimes give and make the whole experience a guranteed joy-ride! So I can well imagine how nice MXE would be.
 
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yeah i left my body and became a dark morphing landscape of eyes. does DXM mix with mxe? I want to get a good long lasting hole witht his mxe without destroying the rest of this gram

Edit: btw I fucking love vaping methoxetamine! it's such an underrated ROA. I just use a lightbulb/popcap/straw machine and put 1:1 mxe:baking soda in there and vape! I always end up just mouth breathing inspecting the lighbulb and it's glory lol
 
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Vaping gave a nice rush for me but after that wore off I'm not sure I liked the effects as much. Felt a lot more speedy and jarring.
 
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