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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

The BDD Social & Information Booth v17 - Bewildered? Drugged? Discuss.

hahah :)

Figure the car weighs 1,000kg (it's completely bare - I'll PM a pic), and each dolly can hold ~600kg, so I figure that 3 will hold and distribute the weight evenly and properly.

I drove the car 460mi home spring '11 (after a one-way flight), to detail it the following day and find major rust, failed heater core, and a mess of other issues. Thank god I LOVE working on cars (when I can feel my fingers and toes anyway...).
 
^ hell yeah, AIM it up! :D

Lucky you love working on cars indeed. I love my job too. Makes life a hell of a lot nicer...
 
Narcotics, mmmmmmm... hehe

Chocolate milk's pretty good too! Maybe some kind of opioid-based chocolate milk.. that would be pretty fucking awesome. Although opioids taste disgusting, haha..

Mind you fent pops.. wonder what they taste like!
 
Idk Effie, I really enjoy the taste of some opiates. And this is before I got the "positive activity" reinforcement :p
 
I get major positive reinforcement now, I swear I can feel the opioids attaching themselves to my receptors as soon as I taste the CWE water, hehe..

Still hate the taste though ;)
 
What do you mean by "positive activity reinforcement"?

A negative activity with positive outcomes (snorting something, slamming, heck - some people enjoy hunting for drugs). So to say, something that once would cause a negative emotion is now linked with a "feel good" of some kind.
 
Aha, I know the feeling effie. Molten fentanyl plastic is the best taste in the world. But on the flip side of the coin, I can no longer start racking up stims without needing to do a massive shit :p
 
Similarly, every time I prep and sniff that lovely oxycodone, it's immediately followed with a lovely, purging deposit to the porcelain gods. Odd considering opiates cause constipation in some...
 
I've always thought so - but opies always worked a bit different in me anyway. They're highly stimulating on my body, and a wonderful motivator / anti-depressant. Stimulants just make me feel like a cracked out sketchball. Really dislike amphetamines in particular (except once I get to a high enough dose - usually 30mg+ IR insufflated) I'll get the euphoria that's expected (and I don't come down too hard, just stay up until I can get some sleep - though I always had opiates on hand to mix with the adderall).
 
I just want some more drugs now the CWE has worn off.. *sigh*

Time to fucking clean. Hell yes, what a way to spend a Fri night. At least I'm off out raving tomorrow :D
 
:p I thought that was for tomorrow?

I wish DHC / any active opiate was avail OTC in the US... :\
 
In some states, codeine syrup is technically OTC. But pharmacists never give it out. In Virginia, codeine syrup is technically under "pharmacist discretion", which means it could be OTC.

But, nonetheless, its not really OTC.

That being said, its time for a bit fat line of buprenorphine.
 
Hey BDD, what's up? How's everyone doin today?

I ain't too shabby myself, could be worse I suppose. :P

Just got a rather large bag of Kratom in the mail today...hoping to be able to be done with these damned poppy seeds for awhile. Between the cheapness and the local availability, I've managed to dig myself into the opiate hole pretty deep (again) and could use a break to say the least. haha.
 
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