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Heroin Social: Version 5

Nah it wasn't a pensioner it was some dude, there was no way I was going to hand that in! %)

Man I know I could have just blown it all, but fuck it. I really wanna go to Bristol to see my mates. :)

I was fucked last night..... im not finding it that hard not to blow it, cus I know il regret that! Im probs going to keep 50 quid for buying some gear in bristol if I know its alrite stuff.

I have no guilt with this sorta thing either, says a lot about me I guess.
 
Good to see you about cherry! How's your script working out for you? Ive found that being script led really helps to stabalise your life.

How's the lovely kittens doing? Still sleeping on you?
 
Yeah,I spilt coffee on my laptop keyboard so I've been unable to type and i've been waiting for a new one turning up, it finally came today! I'm doing okay, had a bit of a relapse this week, but not a catastrophic one. I'm away up North to spend Christmas with my family next week,so the break will do me good and be perfect for breaking the cycle i've sort of fallen back into.

My script is going well, i'm on 50ml and it's fine. Just need to get the doctor to sort out transferring it up north with me, i'm flying so will probably have to pick it up from a chemist when I get there.

I've stopped the kittens from sleeping with me during the night, but they are both curled up fast asleep on my lap at the moment :)
 
Don't be too hard on yourself for a little relapse, it's easily done!

Going up north to see your family will be lovely, and as you said a good break in the cycle!

Glad to here your script is working out for you, is 50ml holding you? Isn't nice to wake up in the morning and not have to worry about how your gonna raise some cash!

I remember when I was first scripted and it was so nice to be able to have a lie in and do simple things like watch shit on the tv without having to worry about anything!

Its so cute when the kittens are curled up sleeping together, is annoying when they are sleeping on you at night because you don't want to move and disturb them!

Has your stalker left you alone yet!
 
Personally,if I find a wallet with cash in,if it is obviously belonging to someone in view,i would give it to them-maybe they would be grateful enough to offer a reward.
Taking it when you have seen someone losing it is too much like theft for me-something I could never do
If there was nobody about that it might belong to,I would pocket the cash then hand the rest into the police station
I think anyone who lost their wallet would expect the cash to be gone
But having lost my purse before(as most people have at some point),the real killer is having to cancel all your cards etc
So,I think that person would be unsurprised at losing the cash money but glad to get their cards back
 
I was once waiting behing a guy at the cashpoint and he got all shouty and walked off, \i was about to draw out my last 20 quid then face the dreaded wd's un less something turned up once that had gone in my arm when his card popped out as did 370 quid, I could see the fella getting in to his car about to drive off and led only by instinct I ran over to him gave him his card and his dosh. I often think back to that and can still not figure out why i did what i did cos if would have asked me what i would have done then deffo take the cash - ah well
 
brimz said:
Yeah so anyone else familiar with this Toblerone gear ? I've had it before and its always been good , this stuff is as wellk.

As i said it looks like the chocolate bar , hence the name .

Dark brown with white speckles , n runs dark , a cooks dark as well .
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I got some of this Brimz. I had no idea what you meant at first by that description but now I've seen it your description is actually a very good one!! It's quite nice stuff too actually, nicest I've had in a while, actually got a nod off of it without having to take a huge amount!
 
I'm starting to worry about my heroin use! I thought I had it under control, I already knew how it could take control of your life! I've only been using a week straight so I know if I stop now it won't be too bad, today is gonna have to be my last day!

It's just such a great med, it allowed mento go into town this morning and do my Christmas shopping! I have a few subs so I'm going to do a quick taper, this last week of usage has scared me and reminded me how easily chipping can go wrong! I don't think I'll try chipping again, so I think at least I'll take some positive from this last week! It's so hard to use when you don't have a script!

I just hope that someone might read this post and think twice about trying to use heroin recreationally!
 
Acidtek said:
I'm starting to worry about my heroin use! I thought I had it under control, I already knew how it could take control of your life! I've only been using a week straight so I know if I stop now it won't be too bad, today is gonna have to be my last day!

It's just such a great med, it allowed mento go into town this morning and do my Christmas shopping! I have a few subs so I'm going to do a quick taper, this last week of usage has scared me and reminded me how easily chipping can go wrong! I don't think I'll try chipping again, so I think at least I'll take some positive from this last week! It's so hard to use when you don't have a script!

I just hope that someone might read this post and think twice about trying to use heroin recreationally!
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That's wishful thinking. They won't. No more than similar posts deterred you.

But now you need to be tough with yourself. ( on smack, one tends to be the opposite.) 'Kicking' now will be a bit of a drag but won't totally annihilate you. The longer you leave it, the more it'll hurt. It's up to you; get a hold of yourself now and in 72 hours it'll all be over. The art lies in finding something else to do that holds your full attention; if there is nothing, you'll probably start again and will have suffered your withdrawals for nothing.

Good luck, Acitek
 
Thanks for your best wishes Charlie! It means a lot, I know you are right! I just need to bite the bullet now and get it over with! You know what it's like mate, I've had a major habit before then had a two year break and thought I could handle occasional use! This drug certainly has a way of creeping up on you! I know the withdrawals won't be that bad but I'm still scared if that makes any sense?

My biggest problem with this drug is that it completely alleviates my depression and social anxiety so I find it really hard to stop using it, I was fine when I was on subutex with not using as that helped my illness too, but I don't really want to go down the script route, because by the time I could get scripted my habit will be that much worse!

I'm all for heroin on prescription, it really is a wonder drug!
 
MMmmmmmm heroin a recreational drug, never thought of it like that - of course nearly everyone here started on the same route did it once or twice , liked it decided to be 'sensible' and keep it to weekends maybe only some weekends then you save a bit for monday morning.... a week later your wallowing in your own filth having sold your kids toys to get a fix and getting your missus out on the game to pay for your 5g a day habit.
Of course if we didnt have these pesky drug laws we could take gear everyday and be 'normal' same as many people drink and smoke everyday - but thats a dream that will remain unforfilled.

BTW got some wikid gear yesterday v expensive but strongest Ive had for a while.- brown rather than beige or tan coloured, even the tooter residue ran like gear up and down for ages.
 
i was on a .8 a day for about 10 days straight until monday , i'm in Madrid know n haven't had anything except my methadone n about 100mg of diaz a day n haven't felt bad at all .

I'm temepted to get something tonight when i see my friend but i'm not feeling rough , just goes to show that when the gear is not easily availible & you got other things to do its easier to get through it , n the gear i was getting was decent the Toblerone stuff i commented on earlier .

NO DOUBT when i get home i'll be buying some more but yeah , amazing what a change of enviroment can do for you
 
Hope your having a lovely time out there brimz mate! I wish I had the money to go away someone and change the situation I'm in! Again, have a lovely time :D
 
I am also having a bit of a break
reason #1 is that all the moneys I get fro now on,needs to go into Christmas
reason #2 is that addiction services have finally laid down the law and told me it is time to be giving some clean samples,which for me,with my ultra slow metabolism means abstinence is the only way to achieve this.
I actually managed to not use for 2 days so far
what I been doing is waking up and taking 120ml of meth straight away so it is pointless me scoring with that much in me
it's hard having money and not spending it on gear
especially as I managed to find some better gear recently
Not amazing kit but better than the frosty shit I had been getting
Only available in bags but these days that is expected from gear of any quality
 
brimz said:
i was on a .8 a day for about 10 days straight until monday , i'm in Madrid know n haven't had anything except my methadone n about 100mg of diaz a day n haven't felt bad at all .

I'm temepted to get something tonight when i see my friend but i'm not feeling rough , just goes to show that when the gear is not easily availible & you got other things to do its easier to get through it , n the gear i was getting was decent the Toblerone stuff i commented on earlier .

NO DOUBT when i get home i'll be buying some more but yeah , amazing what a change of enviroment can do for you
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Hello mate

I lived in Madrid back in 87 when you could buy gear on a sqaure just outside a metro station cant remember the name of it but people just use to shoot up in the street - always v good gear - then the rastro on a sunday to buy hash, proper morrocan kit. LOve spain lived there and other mainland places plus 4 yeras in tenerife.
 
brimz said:
i was on a .8 a day for about 10 days straight until monday , i'm in Madrid know n haven't had anything except my methadone n about 100mg of diaz a day n haven't felt bad at all .

I'm temepted to get something tonight when i see my friend but i'm not feeling rough , just goes to show that when the gear is not easily availible & you got other things to do its easier to get through it , n the gear i was getting was decent the Toblerone stuff i commented on earlier .

NO DOUBT when i get home i'll be buying some more but yeah , amazing what a change of enviroment can do for you
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100mg of diaz a day is a lot
but I am very careful with my benzo use as I really don't need another habit
I am scripted pretty much as much as I need(take 1 when required)
but my doctor knows that if I take any,I will then leave it for 2-3 days before using them again
I have never done a benzo rattle,but from what I have heard,it's not one I want to try
 
I been out this weekend having xmass drinks, i hardly drink anymore except for xmas time! The hangovers are just not worth it! Am in a heap to~day! I'd love to go out & score now to ease this horrible hangover, but i'm due in the clinic on Friday & i don't want to test positive for opiates again! The gear is not good enough to risk been dirty over!

I hate having this slow metabolism, i have to stay clean for at least 10 days to give a clean sample, were my boyfriend could use to-night & easily be clean by Friday! But the Sweetheart that he is he doesn't use if i'm not using! I don't think thats fair on him, but we have always used together, we started using gear together way back at the start & we never score with out each other, i don't enjoy a smoke with out him! I wish it didn't take so long for gear to leave my system, its a real drag.........
 
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