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Harm Reduction OD SOCIAL THREAD----Info. Support. Good times.

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nicce dude! what nugs do you have??? i just obught an ounce of amnesia haze, only went through one middleman and got it the same price as he did. :D

today/tonight i have had the usual BDD combo: tagamet, suboxone, adderall, xanax, klonopin, alcohol, DPH&ginger root (for nausea) and weed. i just opened up my 2nd freezing-cold beer, courtesy of my freezeer hahaha, tastes so damn good %)


what have you been up to CH? are you still on sub, and how much do you usually take a day?
 
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This is probably the slowest OD social I've ever seen. Not that it's necessarily a bad thing.

take into account the holidays for mail going extra-fucking-slow. Always happens.
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I don't know how he shipped it, but USPS sucks balls.
 
Yeah, USPS. I've used this vendor before and I spoke with im via email, we came to the conclusion it is most likely due to the holidays being close. If it doesn't come tomorrow, then I'm going to get nervous. He got a 9.74 on safeorscam so he is certainly legit, and responds to my emails within 15 minutes always.

I just want my 4-fa!

Now I'm craving opiates!

FUCK
 
if you got a tracking # and it's out, it's not the vendor at blame quiet yet. I wouldn't be worried, he is right, mail slows down past usual speeds during the holidays. I run an online pawn shop thing via eBay and when shipping priority I generally get shit from the east coast to the west coast in 3 days delivered... closer to December it can take up to 5.
 
Yeah according to the tracking number it left the sort facility in Virginia the night of the 7th, so I'm hoping for tomorrow.

bah I was so hoping for it to come today, when i went to get themail and it wasn't there it was like waking up christmas morning with no presents. OH wait that has happened the past 2 years as well, since myd ad passed away. That's another story.

Hopefully tomorrow !

More soma it is, then.. bah humbug.
 
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Yeah according to the tracking number it left the sort facility in Virginia the night of the 7th, so I'm hoping for tomorrow.

bah I was so hoping for it to come today, when i went to get themail and it wasn't there it was like waking up christmas morning with no presents. OH wait that has happened the past 2 years as well, since myd ad passed away. That's another story.

Hopefully tomorrow !

More soma it is, then.. bah humbug.
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Suck to hear that man, if it makes you feel any better, my POS dad hasn't bought me a damn thing since I was like, 14? Walk out. Not to compare or anything, just you ain't alone my friend.

Stay off the oppies mang, you can make it! :)
 
Ah, sorry my man. After my dad died Christmas in my house has been basically bullshit. I'm not materialistic really, though it IS nice to have a fucking gift under the tree when you wake up, ya know? It's just my Mother and I now, and financially it isn't feasable to buy Christmas presents. I don't hold it against her, it's just depressing, ya know?

I have a serious problem with soma. I got 60 on wednesday morning. I gave 2 away. Guess how many I have lefft?
 
lol, don't feel to bad about it... I blew through SO MUCH XANAX when i quit dope. I swear the first month, i musta been taking like 3-4mg each day (now/normally maybe 6mg a month).

And I feel yah, I've been living on my own for several years now (bought a car when I was 16 and drove off), Christmas and thanksgiving can get depressing :/ It sucks to hear your situation. I just try to get whatever money I can to buy my own shit, lol. I'm living with 4 other guys right now in a 5BR 4 story house (a lot like a frat) and we're all doing 50$ secret santa, so that should be pretty cool at least. One of my roomies doesn't have family either, so he and I will spend the holiday together, then find the best prospects for new years partying :)
 
Right on, that sounds cool man. Yeah thanksgiving and christmas are depressing for me. This year I spent thanksgiving in jail, and christmas is just going to be like every other day. My mom has no money and my extended family doesn't give me any since they know of my past junky history. It is what it is.

I just fucking hate going onf acebook on christmas and seeing 92038 posts from people like OH I got this awesome new TV! or OH I got this awesome new Car! Well fuck you.

Meh.

20 days off of heroin. Happy fucking birthday to me.
 
you'll find you stop counting the days once you make it past 2-3 months... might sound like forever, but it goes by fast. At least I did... and trust me I def miss that sweet sweet oxymorphone and fent. There's no way getting clean is going to make the holidays any easier for you, I can understand how fucking shitty that is.

Is it actually ya b-day? if so maybe grab a drink or pop an extra soma and rip a bong? I'd do anything to get your mind off it, i know I would sometimes drive myself insane, and then at 4:30AM be searching the whole house for any opiate like a crackhead
 
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though it IS nice to have a fucking gift under the tree when you wake up, ya know? It's just my Mother and I now, and financially it isn't feasable to buy Christmas presents.
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Sometimes a hug and some quality time spent in someones company is worth 100x more than what any present can achieve. This is coming from (an extremely broke) student that is not buying a single present for xmas this year and is instead giving out xmas cards as invitations to people he wants to spend time with :) Same as last year.
 
I retract my previous statement, hood, PM me for contact details.

In other news. My package has reached the USPS facility in NJ tonight so it wil definitely be here tomorrow.

Fucking 60 soma gone since wednesday. Beb. No it isn't actually my birtthday. It's not til January.
 
What's the difference between 4-FA and 4-FMP? only asking because i went on Erowid to look up 4-FA and they have 4-floroamphetamine(sp?) which i thought would be 4FA but it said 4FMP.. i read a trip report about it and am just curious now. I don't know much bout stims.. im a downer person.

EDIT: just read somewhere they are the same thing. Not sure if it's true or not but it makes sense if it was the same just with 2 diff. abbreviations.
 
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Yeah, 4-fmp is just another name for 4-fa. 4-fa just makes more sense, 4 - fluoro - amphetamine. Not to be confused with 4-fma, 4-fluoro-meth-amphetmaine, a totally different chem.
 
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Sometimes a hug and some quality time spent in someones company is worth 100x more than what any present can achieve. This is coming from (an extremely broke) student that is not buying a single present for xmas this year and is instead giving out xmas cards as invitations to people he wants to spend time with :) Same as last year.
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Haha I like that idea!

I'm ridiculously skint this year too but got about 30 scotch bonnets and a load of cayenne peppers I grew over the summer so thinking chilli sauce/jam for everyone, fuck it if they don't like it ;)

I am dreading Christmas too this year, first one without my boy :( fuck it.. few weeks and it'll be over.

Congrats on 20 days clean BdP! :D
 
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