Psychonauticunt - How are you finding the oxazepam generally? Does it take ages to take effect for you? And do you find it to be less or more 'abuseable' than lorazepam? And what about sedation? One thing I do like about oxazepam is that it seems to make me less 'foggy' than other benzos - like I can still more or less think.
It was a poor choice for me, I talked to the doctor to have it changed although she hasn't gotten back to me yet since she wants to consult a specialist (she's a GP).
It takes about 2-3 hours for effects to be felt (and the effects, unless doses are high or anxiety is particularly high, are quite subtle). This is bad, because I would prefer to have relief for only a small portion of the day, and this is usually the morning (when I have my lectures), so I need to wake up an hour or two earlier just to take my medication so I can go attend my lectures without losing it.
I find it to be maybe equally abusable with lorazepam - really no good on its own, you won't feel a thing until you've taken too much and do stupid shit, and alright for boosting relaxation in small amounts with small amounts of opiates/alcohol and cannabis. So basically, it has more or less the same (lack of) recreational value and abuse potential. Many people would claim lorazepam is more abusable, but it is decidedly un-recreational for me so I hardly have any temptation to take them for anything other than what they're prescribed for (except curing comedowns, hangovers etc).
It is much weaker than the clonazepam, and a mild benzo in general, but its effects profile is also more balanced than that of clonazepam in my opinion, and that includes greater sedation. So to achieve the same degree of anxiolysis and panic attack deterrence as with clonazepam, the corresponding dose of oxazepam is
more sedating. This is clearly bad. It made me more "foggy" at the levels needed to reduce anxiety than clonazepam did.
I mentioned lorazepam to the doc, but she said that according to her knowledge it is generally considered one of the more sedative benzos, and is frequently prescribed here as a hypnotic (funny - in Finland it is never prescribed as a hypnotic, and exclusively as an anxiolytic, or for hospital procedures as an anticonvulsant/anxiolytic to interrupt stimulant/psychedelic overdose/psychosis). So I don't know if she'll be willing to prescribe that. In about an hour or so she should be calling back, and I'll find out what happens - she may decide to put me back on the clonazepam, since it's better than the oxazepam, but other anxiolytics prescribed here she may offer (depending on what the psychiatrist says) include bromazepam, lorazepam and alprazolam.
Despite alprazolam's massive abuse potential and the fact that I love it recreationally, I think it would actually probably be the ideal choice for me in this situation, and I would not be tempted to abuse it because I have A) REAL issues and I can't afford to run out of pills/raise my tolerance and B) I have withdrawn from benzos before and I am NOT doing it again.
EDIT:
Realized the post is kinda long and rambling, so in a nutshell, oxazepam for me:
+ Suitable because of short duration of action
+ Low abuse potential
- Not very potent, more sedative/intoxicating than clonazepam at doses providing equivalent anxiolytic relief, which impedes functionality
- Duration of onset is too long