Regarding the bodyload of the NBOMES; they don't cause me to feel nauseous like some psyches. But the bodyload is manifested in a different way.
Survived Abortion said:
This is the shittiest, dirtiest feeling psychedelic I have ever taken. My body doesn't like this stuff at all.
Please give more info, dose/route of administration, etc. What other psychedelics produce similar dirty feelings, etc?
Pardon me, I should have elaborated on this. I am going to write a trip report, but for this thread I will just briefly summarize what happened with more details, and why I felt my body didn't like the drug so much. This is not a trip report, and is focused just on the body-element of the trip.
I took 750μgs, suspended in 0.3ml vodka, sublingually/bucally. I brushed my teeth, gums and tounge before hand. I held the solution in my mouth for 45 minutes, by which point my mouth was full of saliva. To maximise absorption, I swished it about inside my mouth as much as possible, forcing it through my teeth and on to my lips and cheeks for the entire 45 minutes. After 45 minutes I spat it out.
It came on gently but swiftly, and I was already well on the way to the peak by the time I spat it out. At this point, the drug felt remarkably benign on the body, and the only physical effect I noted was a marked stimulation. It was incredibly stimulating to the muscles, I was stiff as a board for the duration of the peak.
After the peak I was feeling a distinct lack of empathy and compassion. Music wasn't moving me in the same way it would normally. I felt cold and analytical. Discovering this, I pondered over the notion that this may be what psychopaths feel like, and wondered whether the state that 25C-NBOMe elicits allows us to experience that condition transiently. I believe this may be the cause of the following disturbance in bodily sensations.
During the plateau I was bothered by profuse sweating. Now, on psychedelics I normally experience a slight increase in perspiration, but this was above normal. At the same time, I felt really grimey and icky, as if my body was full of toxins. I remember actually thinking that I wanted nothing more to do with this chemical, so it must have felt pretty rough. The most likely explanation, however, is that it was a psychosomatic reaction from my disturbing revelation that I was feeling no empathy.
It could also be that the 25C was allowing me to feel the toxins already present in my body, and that I need a general bodily detoxification. However, this is the dichotomy that always seems apparent with psychedelics; that you're never quite sure that what you are directly experienceing is the 'lesson', or if it is a reflection of the equal and opposite force of that particular phenomenon. Maybe I need to go the sauna.
