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tripping so nice now. I forgot how good this stuff feeels.. <3 good evening pd :)
 
Happy tripping drugs dude. Nice name btw lol, very representative of the subject matter.

Of course, high voltage w/ low current won't kill you -- it will just make you wish you were dead. :D Seriously though, that was remarkably painful.

It's what's great about alternating current. You let go before any damage is done. DC makes your muscles stay clenched and holding on. I've never worked with DC powerful enough to do that, just 12V car stuff which isn't enough potential to start the current.

Household 120 I always found just shocks the bejezzuz out of you and makes your arm hurt.

Oh god, I just remembered something from when I was in an electronics lab way back when. We were working with IC's, at the beginning of the semester they had us all make our own curcuitboard with a programmable IC on it. The base power supply was 120 of course. Anyways the teacher was helping out someone next to me when I saw him jolt back, the guy asked "What was that?", teacher harked "A big ass shock, that's what!" :D

He was an old Scottish guy too, accent and all. I can't think of it without chuckling up. :D
 
Damn. I had a £300 graphics card die on me last year, not fun :( Replaced it with a better one for half the price though, which was something at least :D

Congrats, that's good to hear! :D

I'm pretty good, basking in the afterglow after last night's trip. Unfortunately I'm really tired now, which sucks because I've yet to even eat dinner - so I'm either going to drag through a few more hours exhausted, or skip meals so I can sleep. Oh well, until I decide either way I'll lurk BL and play some games :)
 
Oh afterglow, always requires diazepam and B12. ;)

So I've been boycotting the new theme, on principle... but damn does the search feature display bullocks. Oh well.

Anyone see Hugo yet?
 
I think pharmacokinetic factors probably play a huge role in the qualitative nature of the experience-- especially with a pharmacologically promiscuous drug like MXE. IIRC the faster you increase the plasma concentration of the drug, the primary receptor targets will reach saturation at a faster rate, and receptors that the drug has lower affinity for will get hit quicker, and since there is physical coupling and cross-talk between most receptor types (especially 5-HT and NMDA/AMPA via the glutamatergic pyramidal cells), the way that the secondary messaging pathways are effected will differ based upon the rate at which the plasma concentration of the drug increases. If someone with some O.G. pharmacology knowledge wants to chime in that'd be cool, because I'm by no means a pharmacologist I just know a few tidbits here and there from medicinal chem. courses and random papers I've read etc.

Oh, I see, very interesting. I guess I've had a very 2-dimensional view of Pharmaka-eh Drugz ;)
This give redosing, a whole new perspective
 
^ I prefer the new theme, maybe that's just me. All I've taken today is a bunch of magnesium, because my left eye has been twitching occasionally for the past few months, and since my 6-APB experience with lots of nystagmus it got a lot worse. It seems to be getting better slowly :)

Happy birthday tweakyb :D <3
 
But is it even possible that a drug can have a qualitative difference when taken by another ROA? I mean, something else than different onset, come-up, plateau, overall intensity etc.
there is always the 5meo dalt example, that is a really different experience when smoked than when taken orally. im sure there are other examples (mdpv iirc, though thats not techincally a psych)

tweaky! happy b day man. enjoy whatever it is youre doing for it :)

winding congrats for being clean that long! and i hear hugo is a really nice movie, 3d and all.
 
^ I prefer the new theme, maybe that's just me. All I've taken today is a bunch of magnesium, because my left eye has been twitching occasionally for the past few months, and since my 6-APB experience with lots of nystagmus it got a lot worse. It seems to be getting better slowly :)
jesus, youve got to put these side effects down mate, in the proper thread i mean. nistagmus getting worse after it can be pretty damaging to the couple of days after an experience. does it impede your driving?
 
In retrospect, the ride has been mind-shatteringly interesting, but also kind of pointless... except of course for the intrinsic value of having experienced it all.

Precisely... I think, in a way, the subjective psychedelic experience of oneness and true peace, love, joy, beauty in the world, etc., is representative of the final and ultimate human value. These feelings are the reason for everything we do, and they are the "point" of anything that has one. They don't, however, have a "point" themselves because they don't lead to any extrinsic source of value. Although this is quite arguable.
 
Happy bday for another 20 minutes!

It's so weird, its your birthday and I got a gift in the mail today: a free dose of magic truffles as a promotion thingy. Doesn't make sense. ;)
They are called Psilocybe Hollandia sclerotia and are apparently what they bred from other Psilocybe types to make it as strong as possible.
Im gonna dry them though because I will not be using them while they stay fresh - crosstolerance for one reason. They turn hard as gravel when you dry them which made me think I was basically fucked the first time I dried truffles... but you can rehydrate them.

Just grilled me some chicken wings to go with some beers :)

+ a big fat whazzap to the rest of PD of course
 
jesus, youve got to put these side effects down mate, in the proper thread i mean. nistagmus getting worse after it can be pretty damaging to the couple of days after an experience. does it impede your driving?

No there was nystagmus during the experience, none afterwards. Basically though, my left eyelid muscle has been twitching on and off for the last several months, probably due to how much time I spend on the computer - and because of all the nystagmus (eye rolling for anyone who isn't sure) it irritated the twitch and it seems like it got worse. However a week and a half later and it seems to almost have completely disappeared, if not completely since it actually hasn't twitched since this morning. I'll post it in the side-effects thread anyway but I think it's a combination of the drug, lots of lack of sleep, too much caffeine, and excessive computer use - rather than the 6-APB itself :)
 
Christ, man, it's so ferociously windy where I live right now! It's almost a little scary. Even inside the house you can hear these booming, roaring gusts of wind. Feels like the walls are gonna topple over, mang. :D

Honestly I love the wind though. It just has this really unique ability to make you feel like you are completely powerless against the forces of nature, which is exciting and liberating in a way. A lot of people whine and complain about the wind messing up their hair or blowing dust in their eyes, and I just roll my eyes.
 
^I find being outside in the wind somewhat unsettling. I do like being inside when the wind is howling, a certain cosy feeling. I find the wind really eerie on majorly hot days. We had an epic fire day a few years back, unbeareably hot and dry; around 4pm the wind just swung around and the already burning bushfires went crazy. It was such a strangely apocalyptic day...And moreso, because we could all smell and see the smoke even though we were about 10-20 kms away...

My thoughts on wind.
 
I used to be all about taking massive doses of LSD and dissolving my mind into a sea of pulsing electricity, but its just too damn far out for me these days. I can't really handle mushrooms anymore either, although they've never been my favorite, they have that "vibrate into another dimension" quality that is so present in DMT, but it lasts hours instead of minutes. Nooo thanks.

I find all my real tryptamine/LSD trips do that. I don't have much DMT experience but lots with mushies/4-AcO-DMT/4-AcO-DiPT. 1/2 hour in I get that wa-wa-wa-orb-orb-orb vibby vibby... here it comes and I can't do a damn thing about it feeling. It's at that point if I'm not able to take it, I'm in for hell. When that 'vibration' and tuning into your inner carrier wave starts happening it can take you to some cool places but, like you say, completely incompatible with regular consciousness and thus extremely exhausting and in the end, useless.

I feel like in the last year or two I'm in a state more capable of accepting that vibby orbing but I haven't been seeking it like I used to when I was in a state less capable of accepting it.

I think there's also the sense that when I'm in that vibby state I'm totally alone, as in, I know there's know one I can relate this to, or knows what I'm experiencing. I can't converse about it after the fact and the utter alienness of it all makes me feel like I've experienced something no one else I know has, and creates a gulf between us. Like talking to family/friends a day or two after an experience like that, I can't connect with them normally because in a sense I'm still sort on the non-regular plane.

It's that state i don't like so much and phenethylamines don't do that. They deal in the tangible world; psychedelic experiences that deal with relationships and something you can integrate with daily life.

About that vibbing and orbing. Two experience stand out for me. One with 200 mics, where my inner carrier wave was auditorily manifested and it was visually manifested via pulsating waves of colour coming out of objects and the walls. Man that was incredible, all I could do is lie on the floor and take it all in. 4-AcO-DiPT was another. It was possible stronger than that acid trip was. I forget the dosage; but I remember it being very trypty-vibby without the intense fear that accompanies mushrooms for me. If you're looking for that hard carrier wave trip with an 'up' signature I highly recommend 4-AcO-DiPT.

I think I'm going to go for a real immersive psychedelic trip over christmas break, though-- I'm thinking 4mg of DOM, followed by a few strong hits of LSD several hours later, after I've had a chance to relish the pure DOM experience for a bit. :)

Let me know how DOM is for you. I have samples of DOM, DOC, and enough DOI to lace the water cooler in the physics department. So far I've done DOC and DOI. DOC at ~2mg was too strong for my set/setting, I took some diazepam because the body load was killing me, once it plateaued it was so pleasurable though. DOI, wasn't dosed high enough to trip but made for quite the wank session. Almost like aMT but more tension and less euphoria.

The DOx's interest me but it's hard to get the right setting for them. You have to have a long time where you know you're going to be free from any obligation and not going to be contacted. Often when given such a situation I'm more tempted to dose opiates :\

For my next 5-HT2a trip I'd like to try something novel. I might not have the available time for a DOx. I would really like to try TMA-2 or TMA-6 though. Moreso than DOx's, those are on my list of 'must tries'.

Precisely... I think, in a way, the subjective psychedelic experience of oneness and true peace, love, joy, beauty in the world, etc., is representative of the final and ultimate human value. These feelings are the reason for everything we do, and they are the "point" of anything that has one. They don't, however, have a "point" themselves because they don't lead to any extrinsic source of value. Although this is quite arguable.

Uh oh, sounds like some pretty philosophical fancy talkin' ;)

Sorry, with the shit I had to read for my Bioethics course I've decided there is no way in hell I'm taking another philosophy course. The language is so messed up and convoluted. Everything is also very argumentative and adversarial. It was the only compulsory philosophy course for me and I'm glad it's almost over.

I can't believe people actually write that garbage for their careers/enjoyment.

No morning class tomorrow. Diazepam, oxycodone, etizolam, and sublingual o-dt. I've been taking o-dt daily, first thing every morning for a while and I think it's turning poison on me. I feel good while it's coming on and for the next couple hours but it's downhill from there, it also has a 12 hour duration so it should still be benefiting me, but I find it just messes me up more and takes away my motivation. I started using it because it gave me a sense of calm motivation but that's all but gone now. Time for withdrawal me-thinks.
 
sup crackaz?
i iz tryin to be doin drogz next in a little over 2 weeks.
goin to see DJ hype, yall cracka know i be bringin the molly in force.
 
Christ, man, it's so ferociously windy where I live right now! It's almost a little scary. Even inside the house you can hear these booming, roaring gusts of wind. Feels like the walls are gonna topple over, mang. :D

Honestly I love the wind though. It just has this really unique ability to make you feel like you are completely powerless against the forces of nature, which is exciting and liberating in a way. A lot of people whine and complain about the wind messing up their hair or blowing dust in their eyes, and I just roll my eyes.

It's windy here too, though I guess we're located within the same state, possibly the same larger segment of it? Who knows.

I do not like the wind, well not when it's all gust-y like this, especially when I'm inside, it unnerves me. Also it messes with pipe/cigar smoking and makes the cold even less tolerable.
 
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