I smoked Salvia for the first time 3 hours ago.
I have been preparing for this recently - decided I am going to make the most out of things from now on, even though I was well aware Salvia wasn't supposed to be 'fun'. I'd never done any psychedellics before, only drank and smoked weed and synthetic cannabinoids. I was really nervous about this. I had 10x standardized extract, my flatmate and his gf were with me (flatmate has done Salvia, DMT etc so he sorta knew what to expect).
A lot of it was like a flash. Completely lost on me. I remember being in this universe of bright colours, everything sort of like plastecine. It was like a universe for kids, like they created it with their mind. Agree with what everyone else says, totally intense, can't even say if I do or don't remember who I was, although I don't think so. It was like everything was as it should be, but I'm not even sure I thought that. It was just intense and confusing and I was totally unaware of reality. Like being in a dream, it just seemed totally normal.
So yeah, everything was bright, rainbow-coloured plastecine stripes, part of the - whatever the fuck i was in - was made up of a skirting board and wall, and it was spiralling and recreating itself in a pattern. I couldn't say how many because to show proper respect to what I was, numbers did not exist. I'm just thinking that whoever reads this paragraph is going to laugh because it's exactly what Salvia does.
Then I was somehow on this axis, falling forward and spinning again and again and the end of the axis linked to sections that were like different universes (seperated in the same kind of segments as the spirals) and there were different choices in each one (like a gameshow or something) and then I saw my flatmate in one and was totally surprised and I said "Tim!" and him and his girlfriend were like "hey!" and I reached out to them, span round again and came back and again said "Tim!" and again they said "hey!" and then the third time round I escaped...I was back on my bed.
I felt like I had been hit by something so hard, like this mindfuck waterfall just landed on me. I admit I was scared of being dragged back into it. I was trying to ask my flatmate this but wouldn't just come out and ask, because I was scared it would enjoy hearing me say I didn't enjoy it and would pull me back in (lady salvia, or some other malicious presence), so i was like "so, that's the most intense part right?" and faded back into reality.
I did set up a relaxing atmosphere with soft lights, music and was as comfortable as I could be (I'll never be nervous when I do this shit again, if I do), flatmate and girlfriend said I stood up, jumped up and down, screamed, laughed hysterically and I don't remember a fucking thing of that. Flatmate's girlfriend did it, laughed a lot and said she saw a pink horse and was in some magical fairyland, flatmate did it and told me he was gonna kill me with my trilinear (my favourite type of pen), we had to hold him down. He later said the pen was "an integral part of the universe" and that's why he wouldn't let go of it.
Sorry to go on so much... treat this drug with respect and if you are going to start, I'd probably recommend starting with the weakest extract, but in a demented way I am glad I started with 10x and so fucking glad I have now tripped.
ps: My first post, hi everyone