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SamhainGrim said:
BCF - obviously it's not ideal but anyone who's worth it will be worried rather than pissed off at you if you're acting in such a self-destructive manner. Were you doing it every week they might get a bit sick of it, but as long as you don't do so (and you make it clear you're working to phase out such behaviour, preferably through actions and not words) then any decent person should forgive you given time.

Sounds like your girlfriend puts up with quite a lot. I'm sure you care about her but remember to make that clear at times other than when you're utterly out of it. Otherwise I'll see you on the park bench in a few years' time. I'm joking. Aren't I?
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Nah man you really are right there, i love her to bits, prob don't show it enough though :| and yeah the others are fine with me, i just cant look em in the eyes as of yet lol! next blow out will be my birthday but im planning on an almost drink free night, maybe some coca to keep me in control, but cant do a repeat of the last few weeks as neither the gf or the flat can take it! lol, she was so pissed off with me and i cant remember a thing, but when i woke up and she saw the damage i'd done she felt pity moreso then anything, i cant lie down in any position comfortably, feels like i have been fully beaten! walking around work as white as a sheet unable to do fuck all and the rest of em picking up the slack hasnt made me very popular at work but all is good, not there to make friends, just the money please :)
 
Mr Smokes Blunts. said:
How rough will I feel after a few 100mg bombs do you reckon? I've got lots of magnesium so my jaw doesn't go haywire as per usual. Got plenty of blues for the comedown, but i'm pretty sure blues make me sad once I stop taking those too. I guess that's why they say don't take more drugs to get out of problems that drugs have created lol.
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well id say if your mixing em put 80mg of mda into a 100mg bomb of mandy and then top up with another 100mg of mandy later on if needs be, thats the glory of mda, once consumed no need to really top up as the toxic effects just get worse the next day, a sensible number of blues on a real bad comedown wont kill ya, no more then 20mg though if you aint got a tolerance and you should be fine :)
 
breakcorefiend said:
well id say if your mixing em put 80mg of mda into a 100mg bomb of mandy and then top up with another 100mg of mandy later on if needs be, thats the glory of mda, once consumed no need to really top up as the toxic effects just get worse the next day, a sensible number of blues on a real bad comedown wont kill ya, no more then 20mg though if you aint got a tolerance and you should be fine :)
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My plan was:
0h - 100mg mandy
1.5h - 100mg mandy
2.5h - 50mg mda + 50mg mandy

Win?
 
breakcorefiend said:
well i would do 50mg of the mda with 100mg of the mdma then top up with 100mg, i find redosing anymore is just a waste, no more nice feelings just drawn out comedown ime
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Hmm, so don't do 3 bombs then? I scheduled the MDA to the end because I like to hallucinate at home, it freaks me and others out in clubs lol.
 
Been rough as fuck today, had a few drinks yesterday but nothing crazy, woke up this morning feeling sick, banging head, been an anxious mess all day, no appetite. I'm off the booze, it's not worth it.
 
Mr Smokes Blunts. said:
When I was 17 I found a bottle of sambuca at a party and my last memory of the night is lifting it to my lips lol. I woke up covered in bruises, apparently I kept rolling down the stairs for fun. I also threw up purpley red shit (possibly blood) all over my mates bedroom, which he wasn't pleased about. All my mates convinced me i'd pulled some random bloke who had turned up at the party, which made me start questioning my sexuality big time lol. I was like 'im sure i'm not gay, but then I did kiss a bloke, so I don't even know who I am anymore'. Good friends aye! Luckily one of them had the heart to tell me they were fucking me about, but not before i'd rang my mum nearly in tears saying i've kissed a boy hahaha.
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First time blacking out on drink is always a mad one, when I was about 14-15 I used to drink half bottles of vodka all the time. Happened many a time and waking up back then was like after being on a valium/blues and drinking session. I'm glad I can't drink stuff like that anymore haha.

Monday evenings, has the weather turned to shite anywhere else. Not a great topic of discussion like but it's been pissing down constantly for about 5 days now!
 
Good ol' blackouts....many nights lost to too much drink!

Right ladies and gents, I'm off to bed now! I know it's early but I'm feeling like shit and think I have a bad case of man flu coming. Everyone knows that man flu has been known to kill in some countries so I'm taking no chances here!

Night night all, I have an easy day tomorrow, only got to go and buy a new suit and the rest of the day is mine so I may well waste some time on here! Enjoy your evening people! :D
 
Glitched said:
Right ladies and gents, I'm off to bed now! I know it's early but I'm feeling like shit and think I have a bad case of man flu coming. Everyone knows that man flu has been known to kill in some countries so I'm taking no chances here!
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It's such a same that our best Mod has already come down with such a life threatening disease / illness, take care man, we can't afford to lose you.

Sleep well and get better.
 
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Fantastic. There's no stopping you is there? :D

Couldn't have done a more evil job myself. You even slipped in a nearly-authentic "take care man".
 
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Haha, glad you like.... I'll work on editing some of Spade's posts tomorrow now I have had some practice!!

Right I really am off to bed now! Night all!
 
Sleep well and get better sir. ;)

Benzos are bastards for blackouts, alprazolam for me in particular. Enough booze will see me right though. I've exposed myself (to friends) in a pub, gone out for a fag, then walked 'back' into the wrong pub only to find I didn't recognise anyone. That's just the tip of a horrible, grubby iceberg.
 
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Nice one glitched - nighty night :)

2nd episode of Walking Dead - absolutely shit. So disappointing, thankfully Boardwalk Empire made up...eeky stuff.

Benzos n' booze n' blackouts = nasty trinity.
 
Benzos always give me black outs, I normally wake up two days later only to look for more and find out I've got through about thirty! Not good
 
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