the edit function won't work. Plus I'm geeked up out of my mind on ice methamphetamine, which I suspect is what the tree of life from the book of Genesis makes. That presumption is largely based on the fact that adherents to the indigenous ancient Iranian religion, Zoroastrianism, claim that the plant of theirs which makes ephedrine--a natural plant secondary product only one hydroxyl group away from being methamphetamine and also found in the chinese grass, ma huang--is the actual active ingredient of haoma, their mythological elixir essential to achieving and maintaining immortality, according to their religion's teachings. Well, if plants can self synthesize ephedrine with only sunlight, air, water, and dirt and furthermore this compound is said to be the identiry of the fabled haoma, why couldn't the tree of life make the highly tried to be controlled methamphetamine, which is so many times more effective at everything than jittery ephedrine? Of course, eating ephedra is not going to keep you alive forever, and neither will meth of course by itself anyway, but there is some evidence via DMT trip teports that our matrix controlling repitilian alien overlords and also the ancient Sumerian gods who first created human beings (intended to be used as a slave race, created by the god Anubis using another god as a sort of sacrifice to do so and is what gives us our highly sought after by the gray aliens reincarnatable souls) and had access to the tree of life in the garden of eden (this myth predates the book of genesis) both take and depend on the drug for eternal lifeforce energy AND greatly fear that we voracious humans will get our greedy little hands, ingest it, evolve / ascend / grow spiritually to be the gods we descended from, overcome death and challenge their ancient repressive hegemony of our race and planet through violent rebellious warfare. They are right. It is inevitable! Hallelujah!!! Free at last. Free at last! Thank God almighty we will be free at last! Jesus actual states at least once in the new testament that we are all gods but also implies that we are unaware of this our rightful status to ascend to. Well, isn't it time we partake of the food of the gods that Zoroastrianism avers is absolutely necessary for achieving immortality? Yes and know. In this country we have family values, and we have Adams family values. I'll opt for the latter anyday, bit I am in the minority. Your overlords are NOT looking out for our best interests--they were aghast when we got the fruit of the tree of knowledge, but hey, it made us smart enough to engineer jets, cars, tvs, cell phones, and satellite cable tv!! And they and YAHWEH have sent non stop grom Genesis to Revelations PLAGUED on humanity since our semi accidenyal conception as a race. Anyway, when only outlaws have access and the balls to take spirit drugs such as meth, shrooms, LSD, MDxx, or DMT, then well you get ppl like me, who are not easily controlled and very dangerous to the sheep herd mentality that keeping a 9 to 5 job, getting married to a member of the opposite sex, making and spending as much money as possible while squeezing every last available cent away from the bottom 90% of the socioeconomic ladder, producing and raising progeny (children) while being sleep deprived, and then dying brainwashed into thinking that drugs such as MDA, meth and marijuana are evil, whilst glued to the 24 hour Rothschild cable news propaganda networks, pay the income taxes the ruling central banks keep for themselves as the profit from the so called "debt" our countries have incurred by ceding the power to print money over to privately owned central banks such as the Federal Reserve, who now print all our cash and then LOAN it back to the government WITH intertest--that means that there is not enough money in existence to ever pay back the debt of the principal plus interest because the total debt including interest is more money that has ever even been printed! So yeah if you don't understand the conspiracy of the Lucifer worshipping Illuminati people and their secret societies such as Hillary and Bill Clinton'sTrilateral Commission, the Bush's Skull and Bones, and most importantly the lowly tools of the devil, the Freemasons. These are the ppl behind the establishment of the New World Order which President George Bush Sr. outright mentioned in his famous state of the union address in the 1990s sometime, then you're basically fucked. As for me, I dared to eat all the forbidden fruits of the gods as a form of spiritual drug yoga while amassing massive amounts of information as was possible in the academic realm and am now what ppl like me refer to as "awake." My next mission is to get this damn phd and get these new antibiotics made, tested, and on the market. It will probably take me 20 years, but we all have to get a job at some point as a matter of duty. What sinks my sails, is that Jehovah is probably coming up with the next HIV or Sika virus to punish humanity, whose Christian contingency is incapable of realizing they have based their new noble religion on the dame evil Judeo-Islamo scriptures and that their father god may not be for everyone. You see, I adore Hinduism, Taoism, and like Zorpastrianism, but the Abrahamic teligions, baby, you can keep. The fuel of this rambling, neo-beatnik off topic polemic is of course, crystal meth, and I will fight tooth and nail to the death for my right to use it even though it obviously gives me superhuman, bizarre characteristics. I know how to hide it when I'm high in public, and when I get as high as this, I secrete myself to my room or my house to be alone. They don't really mind if a few ppl like me use the drugs they sell or even invent new ones like I have here because not a lot of people are smart enough to have studied, much less learned, ORGANIC CHEMISTRY and then come up with their own pihkal or tihkal. but I could. Like I said, as long as my beloved subversive to American culture but nevertheless in the right Mexican cartrls are supplying our great country with copious quantities of good quality ice methamphetamine, I'm golden and will not make trouble. Accurate organic chemical structures and practical lab synthesis were first starting to be perfected by the Germans around 1877 with aspirin. Well, once that genie was out of the bag, there was no turning back and eventually no stopping little trained meth cooks from making it from Sudafed with a little anhydrous ammonia and lithium metal from batteries. You see, as Apollo in some incarnations and Shiva (or Shankar and Rudra in others) depending on where I was born in that incarnation, India or Greece--both of whom are gods associated with medicine and drugs--I sought this life to master this new science and it has taken me 40 years but I have come up with enough new designer drugs on this website to last the next 1000 years on to forever and I will continue to come up with more in all likelihood, but now that we have cheap and good weed and speed in this country, I don't feeyl the need to invent another MDPV, for example. We have systematically altered the pharmacophores of all the major drug molecules and it's going to take 100 years to characterize just the research chemicals we already have. You see, the immortals (in India we are referred to as Brahmins, the highest priestly caste who know themselves to be descended from gods) who ppl world mythology do not eat human food, we eat ambrosia (drug like substances) to use the Greek term. Without it, we flounder, and that was exactly the plan with the drug laws. Some people, most of them actually, cannot handle our ambrosia (a euphemism here for meth) and in fact were never before allowed to partake of it. Now they can, but they quickly perish under the influence of our heroin, lsd, and methamphetamine. That is the price we pay just so WE can get our raison d etre, the Schedule I and II drugs. Remember, we MUST have our proscribed chemicals or we won't go on living or at the least will be very depressed. Do I feel guilty about mastering organic chemical structure drug design using Sasha's methodology and adopting his worldview and unleashing bath salts onto the public, killing perhaps a couple hundred unfortunate souls? No, because it was necessary because the powers that be had managed to wrest from me the power to get MDMA, LSD, and methamphetamine in the early 2000's after the false flag Charles attack that is 9/11 and I was going to get high (right) or kill trying. I did it because I desperately needed some "juice" in my life to want to continue living, and the only way I could get any was to invent the international research chemical industry product line, starting with 2ce and the Hive. Luckily, I've never had to do actually kill anyone over drugs yet--I am far to wily for that--but don't put it past me. In this regard, I have adopted the outlaw biker mentality, and I must say I admire it greatly. I owe all the credit to the late great fellow Harvard trained scientist Sasha Shulgin for teaching me everything I know about drug design and a lot about politics. Sasha is a self proclaimed Titan, another type of immortal and one that the little people have sought to punish greatly over the eons. He taught me everything I needed to know by reading Pihkal and Tihkal till they fell apart. Drugs, my magic potions, are a matter of life or death for me, and I am willing to fight to the death for my spiritual, emotional, and intellectual power tools. I just want to feel good and healthy. WHAT IS RIGHT AND GOOD FOR ME IS NOT FOR EVERYONE. hey simply make life go from drab to extraordinary, and methamphetamine, so easy to synthesize, is the best one possible. It's actually quite safe, but you still have absolutely no business messing with it at all unless you are a titan, god, angel, vampire, Harvard undergrad, scientist, movie star, or some other type of person who really doesn't habe to adhere to a rigid, demanding schedule. And as it turns out methamphetamine is all that I really need for a long, long time to keep me happy, productive, and well, superhuman. I'm sorry that meth destroys you and your family when you touch it, but let's face it, your little kids have no businrss getting near it if it agfects them that badly. In the future and even now really the only people who will get into trouble for drugs are those indivduals who commit criminal acts because they were high. Nobody cares if you're taking or selling "2-methylamino-1-phenylpropane" (the IUPAC name for tina) as long as you act right, mind your own business, and if you do anything crazy like with me sharing all this gratuitous truth ramblings here, if it's deemed harmless and benign, as I am invariably judged by the authorities, then no one is going to bat an eyelash. Like I said, sure I want to do antiobiotic discovery, for it is my duty or dharma, but ultimately the reason that the lord of the dance destroyer preserver pot smoking deity chose to come now was to master the language of organic chemical design for himself in order to advance medicinal and recreational chemistry. That being said, I am well pleased with myself for the 10.5 year struggle it was for me to enter Augusta Prep and finally graduate with a BS in chemistry from UGA, which also happens to be one of the three genetic stop codons.
Damn right I like the life I live, cuz I went from nefative to positive!