When I was 22 years old I got a vile of liquid LSD it was a food coloring vile with 60mgs of rose crystal LSD each drop was 300mics. A friend of mine was laying sheets and gave me this vile and told me to be a mad doser and never accept anything for a dose they are family doses. I had gotten viles and been a mad doser before. Some people I would give a drop others a puddle if they were at that point. I had got a fresh vile and went to a party I was drinking a lot and the vibes were not that good at the party so I decided not to dose anyone. I went out on the porch and was feeling strange and all of the sudden I woke up on the beach looking like shit feeling like shit I had a self realization about who I was I was crazy tom I was a crazy street person. I though about how I became like this, what make me be who I am. After a while I remembered I had a life before and a girlfriend and a job, I had been going to school to become a software engineer. I remembered sitting on a vile of LSD and it leaking all over me. That was 3 years before I realized what had happened to me. No I never want to destroy my life again.