well, you just did a step 1, you admitted that your life was unmanageable , and i am here to tell you brother that there is a way out! and you can do it! just like I can. you shared about it, and you told on your addiction, now for some action
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i'm no AA guru or whatever, now try looking into finding meetings in your city, and at the beginging of the meeting raise your hand and introduce yourself, and spill the beans like you did here, after the meeting pull up on someone(that isn't a chick) and exchange numbers, and get with that person and start.
i'm glad that you posted that because you and i are alike in so many ways, and now i'm happy to say that i have almost 80 days sober from ALL mind/mood altering chemicals, it's possible man. and if no ones told you that they loved you today then I love you whosajiggawaaa
. and I am so fucking proud of you man, it takes a man to do the shit we are doing, and I wish only the best for you!!
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