Hello my dear friend Yuba,
I'm doing well, some days are better than others, I'm often bored,but I have also done a lot of things that I never would have while on my medication. I isolated a lot and put a lot of things off. Relationships, housework you name it...
Each day continues to get better. I like feeling real emotion now, do you find your feelings and emotions are more intense now? I totally relate to that numb feeling you mention.
I like that you realize that it's up to you whether to use or not...You are one tough guy Yuba and I know you will continue on this great path you've made for yourself!!!
Always very proud of you, here for you always.,
your friend,
Ash.