Yeah something with a longer half life too(on etiz). I can get diclaz, but i dunno, seeing a psych for this soon vs sefl medication. Diazepam is ideal.
A tank for nitrous. My chem buddy, in a diff state, has one: 10lbs. Fuck opening 7-8 chargers at a time, I want that size balloon set and on demand. On queue ideally.