O how a decent shot of high purity cocaine would be good right now. I can feel the euphoria right now. Going to heaven for 10 minutes and having that memory last forever. Why do I crave it so bad, after being sober for over 2 months, because its that fucking good!
or
Sitting in a hot tub, high on 10oz of delsyum, with 300 mg of trazodone (I know serotonin syndrome), whilst smoking tobacco and weed laced with cocaine. I feel like I am on mars and I am ringing the pleasure bell in my brain with every hit of coke.