Chillibambilly
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So Ive been smoking weed for about 10 years, about 2-7g a day.
It is maybe worth noting that I am 25 yrs old and struggled with depression like symptoms for like 13 years. (Never went to a doctor though)
Now Ive decided to stop for obvious reasons, for example the fact that you kinda wanna smoke to "be happier"(to put it in an easy way) but longterm it just fuels your depressions cause you are lazy and tired as fuck.
Another reason is an upcoming test for work which kinda forced me to just stop from one day to another.(and i want to get my shit together anway).
But after some days of not touching any weed ( i did even drink and do coke without relapsing) I get some crazy panic "moments" , not super hard panic attack shit but still very irritating, and i feel like nothing is fun or worth doing anymore. And naturally i am in fear of relapsing, which is no option if i wanna get that job that was offered to me.
My First question would be, how did you deal with recovering from a weed addiction?
What to use best to ease the stress?
And yes, even though its not some opiate or benzo, i do think it is a serious addiction which can ruin your life if you get lost in it.
Second point:
I got my hands on some xanax and some stilnoct and went out to get some cbd (mainly to deal with the "joint smoking" part of the addiction, which honestly is one nasty habit even though i also smoke cigarettes).
Usually id only take 0.5 of xanax to ehnhance the chill like once a month, but now i find that even 1 mg will not really calm me down, it just kinda makes my muscles a bit sleepy (which could also just be the cbd im smoking).
smoking cbd joints helped at first but now it only feels like an expensive cigarette with little to no return.
So theres the stilnoct left which i haven tried yet, and have no real idea how to dose.
Is xanax+stilnoct working?
Is adding cbd joints/oil a good idea?
I mean too much muscle relaxant doesnt sound that smart to me. Especially with benzos in the mix.
Maybe you guys have some thoughts to share. I'd be glad to hear some different opinions.
It is maybe worth noting that I am 25 yrs old and struggled with depression like symptoms for like 13 years. (Never went to a doctor though)
Now Ive decided to stop for obvious reasons, for example the fact that you kinda wanna smoke to "be happier"(to put it in an easy way) but longterm it just fuels your depressions cause you are lazy and tired as fuck.
Another reason is an upcoming test for work which kinda forced me to just stop from one day to another.(and i want to get my shit together anway).
But after some days of not touching any weed ( i did even drink and do coke without relapsing) I get some crazy panic "moments" , not super hard panic attack shit but still very irritating, and i feel like nothing is fun or worth doing anymore. And naturally i am in fear of relapsing, which is no option if i wanna get that job that was offered to me.
My First question would be, how did you deal with recovering from a weed addiction?
What to use best to ease the stress?
And yes, even though its not some opiate or benzo, i do think it is a serious addiction which can ruin your life if you get lost in it.
Second point:
I got my hands on some xanax and some stilnoct and went out to get some cbd (mainly to deal with the "joint smoking" part of the addiction, which honestly is one nasty habit even though i also smoke cigarettes).
Usually id only take 0.5 of xanax to ehnhance the chill like once a month, but now i find that even 1 mg will not really calm me down, it just kinda makes my muscles a bit sleepy (which could also just be the cbd im smoking).
smoking cbd joints helped at first but now it only feels like an expensive cigarette with little to no return.
So theres the stilnoct left which i haven tried yet, and have no real idea how to dose.
Is xanax+stilnoct working?
Is adding cbd joints/oil a good idea?
I mean too much muscle relaxant doesnt sound that smart to me. Especially with benzos in the mix.
Maybe you guys have some thoughts to share. I'd be glad to hear some different opinions.