My reply
The only rebuttal I can make about this whole situation is that ya, someone put a lot of thought and effort into a gag. good for this person. I hope it makes a lot of people laugh and makes the person who did it feel better to laugh at someone else.
5 Months ago, I tried to take my own life(100 ibuprofen, 25 alieve, alcohol and antidepressants) and its times like these its not hard for me to remember why. A lot had to do with a girl that I had dated for 2 years cheating on me with a much older person and then hating me and shutting me out of her life, but also, the lack of respect I feel in general from my friends, family, and peers. I registered on bluelight to try and make friends with people who have had similar experiences and feel the same way I do.
Yet already, after only a few days, I have received nothing but ridicule, been the victim of someones well thought out prank, and Have received no helpful advice of any kind. I do believe that this life isn't worth living, and I know that life will only be more painful and unfair as it continues. I hope everyone did get a good laugh at my expense, yet I know all of u people have feelings and emotions as well. I dont know what to say about the ims i have been sent or anything like that, but I do know that bluelight is obviously not a site i belong on and is not the helping site it was before i registered. i hope the replies and ridicule continues, for it is simply a great analysis of how all of the true relationships in my real world are. I wish u all the best and i can only say that, ya, it hurts a lot to be treated like this. I hope u enjoyed reading it and i hope that tomorrow i find the same thoughts that have kept me going since the day she told me i was nothing to her. To be nothing to the most important person in your life is a million times more hurtful than any stupid sex prank on a website.
I am still open to cordial conversations and helpful advice, but no longer can i trust any of the people that i meet on this website. It is too dangerous, and with the instabilities I have in my life, this kind of bullshit will only point back where i came from. where i dont want to be again. Im sure none of u will read this, u will only read hilarious conversation and throw all the shit i said however true or false it may be in my face. Well, keep doing it, one day, someone will break u, and something like this will seem trivial and so unimportant to u.