well not so much a dealer as a friend I have an arrangement with ... I buy shit for him in my "good" money week, and he then reciprocates in his "good money" week.
so today is his turn. 4 hours ago he said he'd be coming soon in a cab.
I know him well enough to know this means two hours of bollocks and doubt.
recently read it's good for addicts to exercise their "I DONT WANNA" muscles so nervously killed some time washing dishes and clothes.
had bath. even masturbated (sorry if too much info, but masturbation is another time killing strategy)
overwhelmed with despair, lay in bed and started counting...OMG he is here!
so today is his turn. 4 hours ago he said he'd be coming soon in a cab.
I know him well enough to know this means two hours of bollocks and doubt.
recently read it's good for addicts to exercise their "I DONT WANNA" muscles so nervously killed some time washing dishes and clothes.
had bath. even masturbated (sorry if too much info, but masturbation is another time killing strategy)
overwhelmed with despair, lay in bed and started counting...OMG he is here!