the vile waiting game or dickhead dealers

[MrsGamp]

hahaha i have access to 0.5mg fentanyl vials and sometimes i add em to the morph to give a kick to the rush. it only lasts 20-30mins tops but it makes u nod like hell haha. Those vials of morphine are fucking precious though. you'd faint if i told u the price of ea hahahaha

Speaking of fentanyl, that stuff does NOTHING for me at all!!

I found this out the hard way, during a colonoscopy. They maxed my dose but it had no impact whatsoever. I was literally praying out loud and screaming. In the end the proctologist lost his temper and said "fuck it, forget about it!".

And I was made to feel like a suspect shit for being immune to such a big whack of fentanyl. But at the time I never took any opiate stronger than a little codeine.

Nonetheless, I was still prescribed fentanyl as a post-surgical pain killer (I was having vaginal wall reconstruction plus haemorrhoids removed, so very painful operation). Oh, dear ... I suffered horribly overnight ....

The next day, a pain management specialist reviewed me and said the fentanyl wasn't working because my metabolism was eliminating it super-fast. This is, apparently, "a thing".

I was changed over to a Dilaudid drip (hydromorphone? I think) and after that I was fine.

I've needed several major surgeries over the last 3 years, and it's a bit of a drag because I always have to ask for hydromohone in advance.

Anyone else resistant to fentanyl?

 

[nznity]

Speaking of fentanyl, that stuff does NOTHING for me at all!!

I found this out the hard way, during a colonoscopy. They maxed my dose but it had no impact whatsoever. I was literally praying out loud and screaming. In the end the proctologist lost his temper and said "fuck it, forget about it!".

And I was made to feel like a suspect shit for being immune to such a big whack of fentanyl. But at the time I never took any opiate stronger than a little codeine.

Nonetheless, I was still prescribed fentanyl as a post-surgical pain killer (I was having vaginal wall reconstruction plus haemorrhoids removed, so very painful operation). Oh, dear ... I suffered horribly overnight ....

The next day, a pain management specialist reviewed me and said the fentanyl wasn't working because my metabolism was eliminating it super-fast. This is, apparently, "a thing".

I was changed over to a Dilaudid drip (hydromorphone? I think) and after that I was fine.

I've needed several major surgeries over the last 3 years, and it's a bit of a drag because I always have to ask for hydromohone in advance.

Anyone else resistant to fentanyl?

fentanyl has a really fast half life, it only lasts actually like 15 min. It's a shitty drug anyway haha

 

[MrsGamp]

pregabalin is pretty sedating, weird that u didn't like it. Doesn't feel like pentin at all for me.

Pregabalin is indeed weird! One thing I noticed was how quickly one gets tolerant to it. After only a few days of taking it you need more. Or I do.

At the same time if I take too much it actually makes me feel panicky, racing heart beat, etc.

It's pretty nasty, IMO. But must be good for some people, as a lot of drug dealers sell it illegally now ....

 

[Flower Fairy]

Speaking of fentanyl, that stuff does NOTHING for me at all!!

I put a patch on my arm once it didn't do anything so I cut half off and chewed it, made me gouch out/nod but didn't stop my thoughts like I'd want out of a downer

Nonetheless, I was still prescribed fentanyl as a post-surgical pain killer (I was having vaginal wall reconstruction plus haemorrhoids removed, so very painful operation). Oh, dear ... I suffered horribly overnight ...

Oh dear that's horrible hun, OUCH, not nice having surgery down there, had some on my cervix a few times for pre cancerous cells and now I know how painful the anesthetic injection is so I have to be knocked out cold under a general anesthetic when it's normally done under local lol

I've needed several major surgeries over the last 3 years, and it's a bit of a drag because I always have to ask for hydromohone in advance.

I request pre op benzos and its a nightmare trying to even get those, they have your notes they should know, but different parts of the hospital don't talk to each other, I requested the benzos but had to chase them up, it was in my notes but wasn't confirmed with another part of the hospital or something like that

I'm bringing my own if I need more cervix cells zapped

 

[nznity]

Pregabalin is indeed weird! One thing I noticed was how quickly one gets tolerant to it. After only a few days of taking it you need more. Or I do.

At the same time if I take too much it actually makes me feel panicky, racing heart beat, etc.

It's pretty nasty, IMO. But must be good for some people, as a lot of drug dealers sell it illegally now ....

Yeah tolerance to gabapentinoids raises so FAST. That's y i only use them sporadically like once or twice a week. The wds from tthem are nasty aswell. They are indeed weird drugs, hard to explain their effects since they are anxiolytic, downers and uppers at the same time.

 

[Flower Fairy]

But must be good for some people, as a lot of drug dealers sell it illegally now

Yep, there's a good documentary on YouTube about the pregabalin crises in Belfast, they love it over there

But even here in the UK it's sought after, my mate says his son gave him a strip and he sniffed 5 or 6 and it made him feel drunk

They are indeed weird drugs, hard to explain their effects since they are anxiolytic, downers and uppers at the same time.

Tramadol is like that too, first it's like a mild upper, then after that has passed it becomes a downer if you've took like 6 spread out the day

 

[nznity]

Yep, there's a good documentary on YouTube about the pregabalin crises in Belfast, they love it over there

But even here in the UK it's sought after, my mate says his son gave him a strip and he sniffed 5 or 6 and it made him feel drunk



Tramadol is like that too, first it's like a mild upper, then after that has passed it becomes a downer if you've took like 6 spread out the day

ugh the other day, i bought 3 100mg tram Ampoules OTC.i shot em up and had to lay down for 40 mins or i'd have puked. gross, never again.

 

[Flower Fairy]

i bought 3 100mg tram Ampoules OTC.

Tram ampoules are sold OTC where you live, what on earth lol, that's insane

 

[MrsGamp]

I put a patch on my arm once it didn't do anything so I cut half off and chewed it, made me gouch out/nod but didn't stop my thoughts like I'd want out of a downer



Oh dear that's horrible hun, OUCH, not nice having surgery down there, had some on my cervix a few times for pre cancerous cells and now I know how painful the anesthetic injection is so I have to be knocked out cold under a general anesthetic when it's normally done under local lol



I request pre op benzos and its a nightmare trying to even get those, they have your notes they should know, but different parts of the hospital don't talk to each other, I requested the benzos but had to chase them up, it was in my notes but wasn't confirmed with another part of the hospital or something like that

I'm bringing my own if I need more cervix cells zapped

OUCH! (Cervix zapping). Fortunately I've escaped cervical misadventure. My problem was that even though I have only had one child (now 17) , her head was so huge, and her delivery so fast, that my ob-gyn couldn't get there on time so there was no episiotomy or anything to take the pressure off. For about a year after giving birth, my vulva felt more like a football.

The surgery sucked too. Some sort of mesh was put in as reinforcement. Was meant to last a lifetime but as soon as I started having sex again it came unstuck. There's been a big class action by lots of women against the mesh-purveyors. Sadly too late for me to get in on it ...

Oh dear, too much info! Excuse me if so. Does get me down though. I'm so demoralised by my vagina that it would be hard for me to start a new sexual relationship. I feel it's become "like sleeve of wizard" down there!!!!

 

[MrsGamp]

Yep, there's a good documentary on YouTube about the pregabalin crises in Belfast, they love it over there

But even here in the UK it's sought after, my mate says his son gave him a strip and he sniffed 5 or 6 and it made him feel drunk



Tramadol is like that too, first it's like a mild upper, then after that has passed it becomes a downer if you've took like 6 spread out the day

Re tramadol, weirdest thing: there's a generic brand of it called Tramedo that works really well for my pain. But all others are bollocks.

Chemists say "it's all exactly the same" but it bloody well is isn't!

Another eg: generic brand Lovan made me feel sick but name brand Lovan didn't.

I'm sure other people have their own egs of this phenomenon. I wonder what causes it?

 

[Flower Fairy]

There's been a big class action by lots of women against the mesh-purveyors. Sadly too late for me to get in on it ...

As soon as I read "mesh" I was going to warn you, I seen a documentary on that, it attaches itself to other organs, I think its hard to remove as it sticks and embeds in wombs or bladders and things, it also used to help incontinence and stuff, after I saw that I'd rather wear a babies nappy

I'm so demoralised by my vagina that it would be hard for me to start a new sexual relationship. I feel it's become "like sleeve of wizard" down there!!!!

Oh hun, that's terrible, I'm so sorry to hear that, one of my neighbours had something similar happen

maybe become the best at blow jobs so a new bloke won't even want sex as you know men at BJs

I was worried I'd shared to much info so you're all good, the men are probably freaked out at our convo though lol

 

[G_Chem]

One of my best ever "dickhead dealer" experience: I was sharing a house with my cousin who owed her very pushy, occasionally spooky drug dealer some money. It wasn't that much money, and the DD (Dickhead Dealer) in question had ripped off my cuz many many times on a small-to-medium level ( never quite enough to completely the relationship ... it was always "just a mistake" or "out of my hands").
Anyway the cousin owed this lady $40. And was nowhere to be found. So in the meantime I got stalked for about a week ... phone calls ...texts.... the lady didn't believe my cousin was AWOL.

She started coming round, banging on the door, sometimes at about 6 am. I just pretended not to be home. But one night I was returning from work, really buggered, after dark, takeaway chicken and chips and my favorite show about to start on TV, and of course the cousin's pissed off drug dealer is lurking outside my front door. Without "declaring war", I could no longer ignore her.

I felt a bit sorry for her, in a way....until she began this ridiculous weeping routine, begging me to tell her where my cousin was, "for real", because she was (like a lot of dickhead drug dealers) a psychic, and and "had a feeling" that cousin had been killed/raped/abducted ..

It was the worst fake crying I've ever seen. So I said, "look, you're not going to go away til you get that $40 obviously. So here it is."
She cheered up instantly of course.

Moreover, she said since I'd paid debt, she would sling me a discount. So a week or so later I arrange to meet her. I wanted a few Dex. The "discount" had entirely slipped her mind. Actually she wanted more $$ than usual. I reminded her. about the $40. But it was one of those things and just "out of her hands".

Because she could be a bit scary when in a bad mood, I coughed up. And when I got home I discovered that she had substituted about half the Dexedrine for white 2 mg Valium.

I DID challenge her then, albeit just over the phone.

She denied everything and cried. She put her boyfriend on and he kept calling me "baby cake" and "doll" as if that would compensate for their disgraceful and transparent antics.

Feel free to share any similarly annoying stories!

I’m sorry but dealers can smell weakness a mile away, you giving her the 40 showed you were an easy target and then trying to buy from her she knew she could then pull anything over on you.

People in this game want to act scary but most of them are pussy’s. Especially on that level of “dealer.” She’s not really a dealer, just another addict middle man.

Honestly if someone jacks me around not showing up on time, they will hear about it and I may not ever purchase from them again. I’ve had times where I’ve told dealers what’s up in situations that would have other folks shitting their paints and often you garner more respect if you do it right.

That said, you gotta find real dealers or people who really care about the product they push. Not addict types that use more than they sell. Someone that will reimburse you even if your just dissatisfied.

-GC

 

[BK38]

I’m sorry but dealers can smell weakness a mile away, you giving her the 40 showed you were an easy target and then trying to buy from her she knew she could then pull anything over on you.

People in this game want to act scary but most of them are pussy’s. Especially on that level of “dealer.” She’s not really a dealer, just another addict middle man.

Honestly if someone jacks me around not showing up on time, they will hear about it and I may not ever purchase from them again. I’ve had times where I’ve told dealers what’s up in situations that would have other folks shitting their paints and often you garner more respect if you do it right.

That said, you gotta find real dealers or people who really care about the product they push. Not addict types that use more than they sell. Someone that will reimburse you even if your just dissatisfied.

-GC

Definitely agree. This is obv a middle-r if they're having a cow over $40 piddly bucks. Also agree that you don't want to be a pushover, or disrespectful, but if you give it to them fairly straight about how you don't like being fucked about, ime, it stops or you just move onto a better dealer. Dime a dozen generally.

 

[MrsGamp]

[QUOTE="G_Chem, post: 14818849, member
Not addict types that use more than they sell. Someone that will reimburse you even if your just dissatisfied.

-GC
[/QUOTE]
That's kind of a big ask, isn't it?

Meaning unless you are actually dealing with some sort of bona fide "Mr Big", how can even a non-dickhead dealer control quality and availability etc to the extent of it being fair to ask to be reimbursed for merely being "dissatisfied"?

I assume you mean seriously dissatisfied, or subjected to ridiculous shit like waiting in car parks for three hours later than planned meet ...,

 

[nznity]

Tram ampoules are sold OTC where you live, what on earth lol, that's insane

I can buy clonazepam diazepam AND alprazolam too otc, good place to live in huh? Haha

 

[MrsGamp]

And btw I agree she saw my weakness - I am like that, quite easily pushed around, I admit.

It would be refreshing, though, if with such characters you could say, "okay, you own me in this situation. But I have the right to tell you that your motives and postures are totally, embarrassingly transparent. Most 3 olds are better at playing people. I'll give you your money, cos there's no -one better around, but basically you ARE a dickhead."

Or words to that effect.

 

[Flower Fairy]

I can buy clonazepam diazepam AND alprazolam too otc, good place to live in huh? Haha

Are there lots of addicts over there addicted to pills?

And btw I agree she saw my weakness - I am like that, quite easily pushed around, I admit.

And me it's us weak one's that don't stand up for ourselves that get the piss took put of us

 

[nznity]

Are there lots of addicts over there addicted to pills

To be honest, i have only met a handful of ppl thst abuse opiates. Some ppl use pills benzos but not like a Lot. There's a shit Ton of older ppl addicted to Cocaine AND the poor ppl smoke Cocaine paste.

 

[Flower Fairy]

Cocaine paste.

What on earth is that?

 

[nznity]

What on earth is that?

When they make cocaine, the first step Is to make cocaine paste that Is in base form, full of kerosene, acid AND some other shit. They refine that into hydrochloride, the powder form that can be snorted. That paste full of impurities Is what people of low income smoke in cigs. Very common in all of southamerica. One dose costs 0.30$, some ppl smoke up to 100+ in a night.