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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo) 2 - Tory Britain in Flames

TheSpade said:
Why bang prossies when you are banging early 20 student birds and all you have to do is buy them an ice cream, Maccy Dees French fries or a couple of cheap drinks.
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Looking at a 6 month sanction, just found out.
If it happens I really think it will be the end, I simply can't survive.

I can't cope with this shit, I missed the 27 club but the 32 club is quite empty.
 
Don't be silly. Life begins at 33. That's when the real shit starts to happen.

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have they really ended crisis loans now? for fucks sake, they want to put people in prison and grease up g4s and serco and of course her majesty.
 
Bodda said:
Looking at a 6 month sanction, just found out.
If it happens I really think it will be the end, I simply can't survive.

I can't cope with this shit, I missed the 27 club but the 32 club is quite empty.
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What are you (not) doing to satisfy the JS agreement?

It's your 2nd one now (recently) IIRC?

I know they're utter cunts and try it on all the time in relation to sanctions, but passing their criteria is generally a piece of piss, even if you're actively trying not to get work. There's the continual worry and whatnot and the constant threat of being sanctioned which isnt pleasant, but 6 months ffs.

Will you have a good enough defense/reason to appeal?
 
pinkpapaver said:
have they really ended crisis loans now? for fucks sake, they want to put people in prison and grease up g4s and serco and of course her majesty.
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Yes they have, welcome to Tory England 2013.

Marmalade said:
What are you (not) doing to satisfy the JS agreement?

It's your 2nd one now (recently) IIRC?

I know they're utter cunts and try it on all the time in relation to sanctions, but passing their criteria is generally a piece of piss, even if you're actively trying not to get work. There's the continual worry and whatnot and the constant threat of being sanctioned which isnt pleasant, but 6 months ffs.

Will you have a good enough defense/reason to appeal?
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Tell me about it Marmz, I am gutted.
Yeah today was my 1st signing off a sanction & I get hit again, all over 1 job too which imo seems crazy.
I am going to appeal, I have to otherwise I am screwed, I really don't know what I will do as the lady said it can be upto 6 months which is too much.

So wish I had stayed in education & have a nice, secure job like everyone else, I guess fate had another plan for my life path.
 
Sammy G said:
You've got every right to be bummed out about this, but are we reading the same forum?
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Well Knock is rich, we all know this, Spade is living the highlife in Thailand from selling 2nd hand porn, Bearlove....well I dread to think what he does =D
You got a nice job doing whatever your wage is for & post alot on here so it can't be that hard to do, the list could go on & on.
 
There are plenty of people who don't work around here who'd love to have a job. I know that much.

Maybe it doesn't seem quite that way if you're out of work yourself.
 
I'm sad things finally looked like they were getting better, but turns out they're not. My father's back in the hospital, my slip on heroin a few days ago has thrown me back into PAWS, life has no meaning and I just want to get into bed and stay there til I die.
 
I find PAWS can be worse than the actual kick, I can deal with the poo & lack of sleep etc but it's the mental issues that push me to near breaking point.
I feel for 'ya Pagey.
 
Thanks Bodda. Yeah PAWS are an absolute nightmare. Was doing so much better and ever since they've come back I've just wanted to put a gun to my head. Fuck this.

If my dad dies this time I just...Ah fuck.
 
I know the feeling too well, no joke I wish you the best :)
I've been so bad before I've erm.........yeah you can guess as I said about it before.

Keep your head up, Godspeed to a better place.
 
Pagey <3 it's temporary, just a slip. I read a post of yours from not long ago where you were the happiest and most positive I've ever seen you. Hopefully that wasn't concurrent with your last heroin use :D So if that wasn't just the drugs talking, you were clean and extremely happy, so it will come back, as it is a natural state for you to be in (I hope!).
 
Haha, no I wasn't high when I wrote that. Yeah I was feeling great at the start of the week but ever since learning about my father (part of the reason for the heroin relapse...not that I give a fuck if he dies, but my mother and my siblings will never be able to handle it, no matter how horrible he is) and the subsequent heroin use it's like this past month of staying clean and getting my life back together has just evaporated. All I want is to stick a needle in my arm and hope I never wake up from it. Bleh. I'm sorry I'm being so grim. Feels like I'm stuck in a loop where every time I think things are looking up they just have to come crashing down even harder.

Thank you <3
 
Came here to whinge about relatively trivial stuff, but I'm not gonna now.

Really sorry you're having a bad time Pagey and Bodda. Things will get better. <3
 
Thanks swampdragon, I always felt you would be glad I was in a mess, guess I was wrong.
Thanks for the kind words.
 
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