The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo) 2 - Tory Britain in Flames

[matt<3ketamine]

Overanalysing shit
I just want to get some questions answered but it never really happens, feel invisible here

 

[knock]

Who said that?

Have you been asking questions and not getting answers?

I remember doing your birthday thread not so long ago. You're not invisible!

 

[matt<3ketamine]

I'm tellin ya, my heads wrecked after just one Diaz the other night

 

[Allein]

I'm tellin ya, my heads wrecked after just one Diaz the other night

I'm not doubting your diagnosis but it may be worth considering what has been going on with you of late, I could accept Diaz might be a trigger but in itself its unlikely to cause you significant issues with mental health.

With drug related episodes my approach is to pretty much disregard the suspect substance and just deal with your current state of mind, neither you me or any doctor will know for sure all the reasons why you are where you are now so don't dwell on it.

If you feel significantly unstable or are having thoughts and feelings that are upsetting and disturbing you seek medical advice ASAP, you don't have to mention the Diaz, the proposed treatment would likely be the same anyway.

You seem to be suffering anxiety, possible triggered by Benzos, maybe not and from there on in you can end up convincing yourself of allsorts and those worries just feeding back into the whole unpleasant mess, I've been there more than once and I'm sure many others have also,

You seem coherent and rational, please don't think I'm patronising you, I'm in no position to do so but hang on in there, you're tougher than you realise.

Feel free to PM me if things are getting worse

ATB

 

[matt<3ketamine]

I've had anxiety since I was 13 smoking weed, that's when I first noticed the mood swings and mental health going a bit, well, mental, so it could be down to that also
Can get paranoid too which some of my mates have had to deal with being the subject of, but I can tell myself more now that I'm being paranoid and need to chill out, I just sometimes snap

You say you are in no position to talk, have you went or go through similar issues? I don't think the diagnosis is anywhere near correct as obv there are underlying problems in daily life but I feel benzos have brought it more to light, maybe not caused it exactly

 

[karmanaut]

I've had anxiety since I was 13 smoking weed, that's when I first noticed the mood swings and mental health going a bit, well, mental, so it could be down to that also
Can get paranoid too which some of my mates have had to deal with being the subject of, but I can tell myself more now that I'm being paranoid and need to chill out, I just sometimes snap

You say you are in no position to talk, have you went or go through similar issues? I don't think the diagnosis is anywhere near correct as obv there are underlying problems in daily life but I feel benzos have brought it more to light, maybe not caused it exactly

Benzo's caused me a lot of problems mate including immense mood swings going from completely depressed to raging at people like a maniac for little things done wrong. they did seem to exaggerate the extreme ends of my behavior

Not only that, the constant worry that i was an addict certainly took its toll.

 

[matt<3ketamine]

Hope your better now man! Just get the acid into ya, weird to say but doesn't melt my head as much as other substances :D

 

[TheSpade]

£587 isn't that bad in my view, I could live quite well on that tbh

You could LIVE off £587 per month in the UK?

I think maybe if you are a single guy who's getting help with your rent or living with parents you can SURVIVE off that in the UK but nothing more.

I spend between £700-£800 p/m living in Bangkok and it's dirt cheap here.

 

[Bodda]

You could LIVE off £587 per month in the UK?

I think maybe if you are a single guy who's getting help with your rent or living with parents you can SURVIVE off that in the UK but nothing more.

I spend between £700-£800 p/m living in Bangkok and it's dirt cheap here.

Yeah I live on my own, no kids or wife etc.
I can live cheap, very cheap I tend to survive off red bull & smack diet

 

[koneko]

Pretty sad to be reading that so many of you have experienced so much tragedy over this last year. The good people of eadd have taken a hard hit and I know nothing any of us can say or do can really lesson that pain.

I'm so sorry to hear about your losses - Marmz and Shammy And the troubles, pains, fear and chaos hitting too many of you

Keep on keeping on x

 

[parttime crackhead]

Yeah I live on my own, no kids or wife etc.
I can live cheap, very cheap I tend to survive off red bull & smack diet

Surely about half of that would go on rent though?

It's gonna cost me a minimum of £250p/m to share a flat with someone else. Closer to £400p/m if I was looking to rent a place on my own.

 

[Josh]

On Saturday I bumped into a girl who I used to work with and fancied who I haven't seen for pretty near exactly 10 years. 10 years ago she was in a difficult relationship with someone else so nothing serious ever happened at the time, we drunkenly kissed a couple of times but that was it. I always kind of regretted not taking things further, or maybe I wouldn't have been able to. Anyway, seeing her the other day sort of brought all those feelings back and they've really been dominating my thoughts since then. She didn't seem to have aged or changed one bit! She is now married to the same guy with two kids though, and seemed happy. I guess that 10 years down the line I can definitely say that that ship has now sailed though!

 

[matt<3ketamine]

On Saturday I bumped into a girl who I used to work with and fancied who I haven't seen for pretty near exactly 10 years. 10 years ago she was in a difficult relationship with someone else so nothing serious ever happened at the time, we drunkenly kissed a couple of times but that was it. I always kind of regretted not taking things further, or maybe I wouldn't have been able to. Anyway, seeing her the other day sort of brought all those feelings back and they've really been dominating my thoughts since then. She didn't seem to have aged or changed one bit! She is now married to the same guy with two kids though, and seemed happy. I guess that 10 years down the line I can definitely say that that ship has now sailed though!

I hate the 'what could of happened?' thoughts, I feel for ya, all the possibilties go through your head and down the toilet when you realise whats happened, chin up, get the bait on the hook and cast away, plenty of fish in the sea

I still pine over my ex girlfriend but got asked if I had the chance to go out with her again would I?
I wouldn't, wouldn't want to put someone I love through that pain again, so if that means I can't see them or speak to them, I'm happy as I'm not hurting them anymore, still hurts a bit..

 

[Mental Kenny]

I spend between £700-£800 p/m living in Bangkok and it's dirt cheap here.

Does that include prossies?

 

[Josh]

I hate the 'what could of happened?' thoughts, I feel for ya, all the possibilties go through your head and down the toilet when you realise whats happened, chin up, get the bait on the hook and cast away, plenty of fish in the sea

Health to sort out first, but then yes definitely this.

I still pine over my ex girlfriend but got asked if I had the chance to go out with her again would I?
I wouldn't, wouldn't want to put someone I love through that pain again, so if that means I can't see them or speak to them, I'm happy as I'm not hurting them anymore, still hurts a bit..

Of the two serious relationships I've had (i.e. more than 2 years), I wouldn't say I pine over either, but would consider re-establishing a relationship with one, possibly? Or maybe that would be a stupid move. I didn't end either of these relationships, and in both cases they were unhappy being with me whereas I was happy being with them, so I guess I will never have the chance to find out anyway heh.

 

[matt<3ketamine]

I didn't end either of these relationships, and in both cases they were unhappy being with me whereas I was happy being with them, so I guess I will never have the chance to find out anyway heh.

exactly how I feel, but I was a fuck up in my eyes and didnt deserve them

 

[hexagram]

starting to realize that even though she likes me, i'll still never compare to my girlfriends ex in her eyes.

and my ex-girlfriend won't even talk to me as a friend.

 

[Sammy G]

starting to realize that even though she likes me, i'll still never compare to my girlfriends ex in her eyes.

Self-fulfilling prophecy, my friend. Lots of women use that tactic, and it usually masks raging insecurity on their part, specifically that they won't match up to your own ex.

Don't make any rash displays of superiority over the ex - he's her ex for a reason; remember that. Try to forget about it, be yourself and tap into your inner reserves of charm. You won't fail.

and my ex-girlfriend won't even talk to me as a friend.

Mine neither. Which makes me sad every day. She was a crap girlfriend, but a great friend. But then hey, the door was left open and so far she's chosen not to make contact. So what can you do?

Just enjoy your new relationship for what it is. And have fun.



Disclaimer: Romantic relationships are obviously doomed, foolish bollocks, and the above is written firmly 'in character'.

 

[Septonn]

^^ Yeah bollocks to relationships. Met a fantastic girl this summer, but when things started getting serious we both started getting doubts as to whether it was a smart move. We called it quits but now her coping strategy seems to be pretending I do not exist. Hurts far more than I'd like to admit and she's on my mind every day.

 

[TheSpade]

Yeah I live on my own, no kids or wife etc.
I can live cheap, very cheap I tend to survive off red bull & smack diet

Isn't it expensive having a smack habit?

Surely about half of that would go on rent though?

It's gonna cost me a minimum of £250p/m to share a flat with someone else. Closer to £400p/m if I was looking to rent a place on my own.

UK is too expensive.

Here £200p/m gets me apartment and bills in the centre of town with pool, gym, poolside bar, 2 restaurants that deliver to my apartment, mini market and more close to bars, restaurants, transport etc

Does that include prossies?

Why bang prossies when you are banging early 20 student birds and all you have to do is buy them an ice cream, Maccy Dees French fries or a couple of cheap drinks.