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I know man, I've had them for a year and a half lol... So glad to be rid of that shit. It's awfull and at its worst when you actually need sleep aswell :S
 
I dont really get them but Ive had a few during class though lol... you know, where your hearts beating fucking FAST and your anxious as shit and feel horrible.. almost scared. And all for no reason :\
 
The kind I'm talking about is where you're involuntarily 100% convinced you're going to have something fatal like a heart attack or seizure happen and there is no way to get out of thinking that way without using a drug to counter act it.

Longer lasting stims like Adderall XR or vyvanse have given me 10+ hour panic attacks. It usually comes in waves, but it's hell nonetheless. Yet the experience can be positive as it teaches you how valuable life really is.

And at the peak of the panic episodes its hard not to call an ambulance. Scary shit.
 
Yeah Ive never really had anything that bad... theres been times where I though I would have a heart attack (the time I did 120+mg crystal methamphetamine "molly" and took 2 meth bombs comes to mind...) but I mean, if Im not actually getting any symptoms of a heart attack, I just try and distract myself until its over...


Also a good thing to note, when your hearts beating that fast its not good to just sit there. Try going for a walk or something, not anything too strenuous like lifting weights or something though.
 
That's always a good point, I rarely get them whenever I'm on the go. Only when I have time to myself and my racing thoughts focus in on how I'm going to die. Fortunately L-tryyptophan, melatonin, benadryl and a little alcohol has cooled the fire.

I need to rethink my stimulant game.
 
Yeah dude, if that was happening to me regularly I wouldn't even take the risk.

There are plenty of other type of drugs than stimulants :)




But yeah, when your heart is beating fast and your not doing anything, that puts a big extra strain on it... that was advice I was given when I used to drink a ton of energy drinks to get high lol, Im sure it applies here as well.

Next time, try going for a walk around the block. The fresh air will probably help too!
 
Yeah there are. Sometimes my condition cures itself and its like old times where I'm able to just keep getting higher on stims.

I dunno, I can't replace stimulants.

Anyway the panic went away. Time to get supah-baked.
 
Renz Envy said:
I dunno, I can't replace stimulants.
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Dude I feel you... I mean they dont hold ANY of the power over me that they used to, but every once in a while I still need that dopamine rush haha


I just always make sure to watch myself, I know I have problems with drug cravings now... that knowledge by itself is all I need to keep myself from having those problems again
 
as for the drugs should be available to someone legally.

I wish that was the case, id buy just 1 vial of ketaset every month. I'd be sorted haha
 
Another sped up day...


Trying to get this project done (scraping that popcorn shit from a ceiling) today, hopefully I can.

Now I take a break to smoke some weed, a bit of hash oil and shoot my friends silenced+cut off+ front railed .22 =D
 
Been on G the whole day. Suddenly every girl I'm texting is like my best friend.
 
^ haaaa I know the feeling, usually leads to the girls seeing me talking to another girl, her getting mad or whatever and me alone :!


Now a girl wants to have some no strings fun... thats exactly what I need lol. My switch has officially switched from relationships to pussy
 
I have a few friends like that, but most of the time the girls that are available as "Fuck buddies" are not the classiest. Though I'm starting to think sex may be a good idea.
 
Folley said:
Dude Im 16, I still live with mine lmao...

but they dont really care that much about drugs, they know I do them safely so as long as Im not fucked off my ass everyday they dont bother me. Thats the benefit of having old hippy/stoner parents :D
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Fuck off you're only 16 LOL. Wow.

On a note to a later post, I also really wana do shrooms. Done acid but not shrooms, it's the last on my list.
 
only 16... damn that makes me feel old ... i have been rolling as long as you have been alive folley lulz...
 
snowboarder7791 said:
i have been rolling as long as you have been alive folley lulz...
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I bet you've had some good beans :! any amazing 90s pills you feel like telling us about lol? ;)


But yeah, 16 is young. I feel old already though lmao, like I've already hit my peak. Hopefully the stupidity of my past wont haunt me for the rest of my life, it would sure suck ass to have fucked up my serotonin system from developing right...

I do seem a lot older than I am though, especially on the web lol
 
Folley said:
I bet you've had some good beans :! any amazing 90s pills you feel like telling us about lol? ;)


But yeah, 16 is young. I feel old already though lmao, like I've already hit my peak. Hopefully the stupidity of my past wont haunt me for the rest of my life, it would sure suck ass to have fucked up my serotonin system from developing right...

I do seem a lot older than I am though, especially on the web lol
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really the only difference is in the mid to late 90's is you didnt have a whole of shit pills if at all... prob around 98 there were some shit pills but still not nearly as bad as it is today.. but i suppose that was becuase the scene started to really blow up and go mainstream then... i didnt start testing till about 2000 ..i did have a whole lot of good pills... white porn stars was one that i still remember to this day... that was a crazy ass rave lol... tell you the truth though i still maintain that my fav press are still the mints...
 
Im rambling, read at your own risk.

Renz Envy said:
Yeah I always thought you were around my age; like 19 or 20!
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Being mature and (at least SOMEWHAT) intelligent can do a lot to make you seem older lol... it goes backwards more often than forwards though :\

Back when I was like 10-11 (for real) and played a ton of Computer games (CoD1/2, BF2, Americas Army, so on..) I convinced one of the "clans" that I was in that I was actually like 18, and that I had joined the USMC, served a tour, was shot through the calf and came home. Was a test to myself to see if I really knew enough about the Marines, they never showed any suspicion so I guess I passed haha =D



But yeah I like people thinking that Im older than I am lol... and not to mention you can always pull out that card for some extra respect =D I feel like a Einstein around the ignorant ass kids around here... even today I spent a good 10 mins explaining to a E Tard that "double stacks" are bull shit lol..

I think he is still convinced that a bigger pill means more chemicals... I told him it just a tactic used by dealers and that it just means more filler, to which he replied "Yeah, but it also means more MDNA or whatever"

Then I tried to tell him about Chitown Mints, and I think he though I was lying :! 8)


dezz said:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUT2TCe7IXU&feature=related oh dutch tv, your so fun XD
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all I saw/understood was "SCHPPEEEEEEDDDD" whats he saying?



^ Yeah, I know that as time goes along more and more bunk is replacing MDMA, but was there anytime where MDA/MDE was common or something? Stuff that blows regular MDMA out of the water...

Ive seen some MDMA+MDA+MDE pills on ED that made me drool...
 
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