nopipesdfw
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As somebody who has done thousands of whippets on psychs/dissociatives/mdma combos, I can say that few things confuse me as much as the impossible feeling visuals and level of playing with my head that result from nitrous anasthesia when tripping. I get back to the same place every time, even more specifically shaped around the experiences of what ever previous substance I am combo'ing with once again.
The deja vu is bizzare as hell as I feel like I learn a few ultimate "facts" or ideas instantly when I am in the process of passing out that tend to just flash back later at some point soon after and hit me all at once. (Until that point I usually have just gotten back to reality and am just feeling euphoric and things still look traily, pulsy, and patterned.) When I remember my experience once again it tends to hit me in shock as I feel that what I thought was so real. At that point I realize (very quickly after learning how nitrous is now) that this was some goofy ass nitrous delusion I had that tends to include ridiculous visuals. (Not even visuals in terms of patterns or trails, I feel like somehow nitrous is trying to seriously FUCK with my head, I feel like impossible stuff is happening and see it before my own eyes.)
As weird as it feels, each whippet seems to dig it deeper in a night. Recurring themes are right back there like they are being forced back into my mind by the nitrous every time.
2C-I (15insuff) + MDMA(~160mg) + nitrous oxide (30 bulbs) + cannabis + DMT (2 breakthroughs at 60mg) = Holy shit. Everything tends to get pulsing and dancing in geometric details while on whippets, and the same goes for dmt entities with the music. I partied with weird blue ghost guys to some tunes while doing whippets and my world was torn apart like a normal breakthrough times ten in the process. This was also the most colorful thing in my life, period. I'll make TR some time.
Bingo. But shiit, 2c-i and nitrous or gascid are my favorites for this process exactly.
The deja vu is bizzare as hell as I feel like I learn a few ultimate "facts" or ideas instantly when I am in the process of passing out that tend to just flash back later at some point soon after and hit me all at once. (Until that point I usually have just gotten back to reality and am just feeling euphoric and things still look traily, pulsy, and patterned.) When I remember my experience once again it tends to hit me in shock as I feel that what I thought was so real. At that point I realize (very quickly after learning how nitrous is now) that this was some goofy ass nitrous delusion I had that tends to include ridiculous visuals. (Not even visuals in terms of patterns or trails, I feel like somehow nitrous is trying to seriously FUCK with my head, I feel like impossible stuff is happening and see it before my own eyes.)
As weird as it feels, each whippet seems to dig it deeper in a night. Recurring themes are right back there like they are being forced back into my mind by the nitrous every time.
2C-I (15insuff) + MDMA(~160mg) + nitrous oxide (30 bulbs) + cannabis + DMT (2 breakthroughs at 60mg) = Holy shit. Everything tends to get pulsing and dancing in geometric details while on whippets, and the same goes for dmt entities with the music. I partied with weird blue ghost guys to some tunes while doing whippets and my world was torn apart like a normal breakthrough times ten in the process. This was also the most colorful thing in my life, period. I'll make TR some time.
Each time I do nitrous oxide it seems I enter into the exact same place that I go to all the other times I have done nitrous oxide.
and the build up to the epiphany continues from where it ended last time. it seems each time i do nitrous I get another piece of the linier puzzle and i am getting ever so close to the ultimate epiphany just round the corner.
So each time I do nitrous in my head I go through all the insightful puzzle pieces I have already achieved and get even closer and I remember thinking how obvious it all is, how can I not understand this when I'm straight, the answer has been there all the time but before I fit it all together its over in a flash and all feeling of insight fades, and one is left staring vacantly at a few disjointed words and phrases.
Bingo. But shiit, 2c-i and nitrous or gascid are my favorites for this process exactly.