lol oh my...what an amazing chemical this is. After waiting a little over a week and a half, I finally received my 1g of methoxetamine three days ago on Friday, just in time for the weekend The first thing I did was a taste test to check for the slight numbing sensation that many here have talked about. It did indeed numb my tongue but not as much as any of the *caine anesthetics, I also counted this as an allergy test and there were no negative reactions. I was now positive that I received legitimate MXE. I have never dabbled with dissociatives before so this was something completely new to me. My experience with psychedelics are limited to mescaline containing cacti, psilocybin mushrooms, and some suspected 5-meo-dipt containing pills a few years ago. I've also had legitimate MDMA, something that is quite hard to come by here in the US. I've also had 4-MMC and bk-MDMA, as well as just about every opiate there is. I can see now why so many people are having trouble trying to explain what it feels like to be on this chemical, but I after going through a gram with two of my friends this weekend, my conclusion is that this stuff is extremely physical, almost like a cross between the body highs of psilocybin and mescaline, minus the visuals(visuals as in everything swirling and moving) The only visuals that I received while dosing up to 100mg, insufflated(spaced out over a 2-3 hours) were brighter, yet softer colors and the sense that I had the eyes of a new born, almost as if I were seeing this again for the first time. I also felt very enlightened. I also felt like I was in a bubble and I repeated this over and over again throughout the night. Walking was incredibly fun and I wish that I would have had a trampoline to jump on. I felt very powerful and the weirdest thing is that I had very little to NO anxiety. I am diagnosed with ADHD and I have moderate anxiety. I can't consumed cannabis because it makes me extremely anxious and over-analytical. I can see people freaking out on this stuff at a higher dose. The more I dosed, the heavier I felt when I would sit/lay down, but when I would stand, it was always the same "weightless, fluid, bubbly feeling." It felt so amazing to fall down to a push-up stance and crawl around on just my hands and feet. Again...I felt sooo incredibly powerful, I felt like I could do hundreds of push-ups. Oh, and this stuff mixed perfectly with the Playstation Move and the archery game that comes with it. While playing the game I would have these really deep thoughts about "thinking" and "how the world works" but I never "lost the plot" once, even though I'm sure I would have if I would have dosed again. I had the normal "how in the world will I be able to function once I return back to baseline?" thought, but was oddly reassured that I would be ok. Please start low like I did and I would NOT recommend people to go out in public on this stuff due to how vulnerable you will be. My friends g/f did freak out a tad bit for a split second when someone texted her phone from a number she didn't recognize and she looked up and said, "how are they talking to me? they aren't alive, who are they?" My best friend quickly assured her that she was ok and to turn off the phone. This was not meant to be a trip report, just my views about this new chemical. I will be writing a trip report soon. Oh, and you can fall right asleep after doing this stuff! Amazingly beautiful, fluid and blissful :D
This is "the one" i reached the pinnacle. 50 mgs I can only describe it like 100 or so mics of L, 80 mgs mdma, 60 mgs of ketamine, and a slow constant stream of n2o symergizing PERFECTLY.
Without jaw tension
i can relate to both of these posts. a very good drug indeed. its almost perfect. but can also turn into a proper mindfuck, a few of us did it recently in a flat and it was like we were all in a nuthouse losing our minds or something. quite a confusing situation. very dose and setting dependent. after quite a lot i felt like i had body armour on and i was in a comfortably numb state of bliss and mild insanity... but it completely killed all anxiety, so i didnt give a shit
im gonna try it on my own next time and see how that turns out... i can imagine myself being in a comfortable cosy warm state of fuckedness listening to music and chilling... everything feels and looks new on mxe which i love... but i can also picture myself wondering around losing the plot. apparently at the flat i kept wondering in and out of the living room unresponsive for 5 minutes... very odd. it wasnt even a high dose to start off with. i recall losing my watch at one point... and someone handed it to me... but everything looked so new i couldnt even tell if it was my watch or not. crazy shit
Have to admit I do like dosing mxe and then just being taken into another world, all the mania , no fear or anxiety... Wonder drug
The telltale dissociative vibration was humming along nicely by now. It's a synaesthetic sensation that straddles the feeling of biting a Styrofoam dental tray, listening to bees through a tin can, and the smell of cardboard and metal in a walk-in freezer.
ive not been to that stage yet. no breakthough... been quite far though, everything was flat and wide, felt like i was tripping my face off. think ive been close. what do you experience when you break through? im familiar with DMT breakthoughs and ego death, its amazing
When snorting it how long does the drug usually take to peak?
What about Sublingual, IM, etc.
Also i hear a lot about sublingual, what about just swallowing it?
Doesn't sound at all ridiculous. I know exactly what you are talking about. Sometimes it feels that you are God itself, but there is no freak-out involved due to the ego dissolution. Other times it is as if one is becoming different persons/characters, sort of like trying on different personas like a change of clothes. Quite remarkable%)Other times, there is a distinct feeling of not being alone. I feel as though I am a collective of people, the population of the world. This tends to be the most euphoric. It feels as though we are all drawn together in a celebration of life, soul and music. Feels somewhat as though the time has come for humanity to transcend our Earthly form, emerging into a heaven of pure energy.
For any curious heads out there, I just sprinkled about 40-60 mg of MXE on a joint of some sour diesel. I have been insufflatting MXE previously to this smoke, so it's hard to say the effects are due solely to that. However, I can say that I think smoking MXE is a viable ROA. Please use caution though, keep in mind this is just one anecdotal report.*
*the joint was shared between two people.
Doesn't sound at all ridiculous. I know exactly what you are talking about. Sometimes it feels that you are God itself, but there is no freak-out involved due to the ego dissolution. Other times it is as if one is becoming different persons/characters, sort of like trying on different personas like a change of clothes. Quite remarkable%)
Oh, and with IM you have just a few minutes, between 5 and 10 approximately, depending on dosage. Ketamine takes about half as long
Other times it is as if one is becoming different persons/characters, sort of like trying on different personas like a change of clothes. Quite remarkable%)
I also had the physical sensation that I was God for a little while even though I was consciously aware that I sadly wasn't. It was nice to ponder about for a little while but I just eventually just came to the conclusion that this was just what God most likely feels like.
This substance is SO much different than anything else that I've ever done and I'm sure that anyone else here who has done just about everything besides dissociatives will be in for a completely different, unique experience.
After reading multiple posts about people comparing MXE to Nitrous Oxide, I was sort of nervous because I couldn't imagine having to stay in that state of consciousness for 3-4 hours. I honestly couldn't compare MXE to Nitrous Oxide at all, other than that they are both dissociatives.
all dissociatives certainly have the ability to sent people to the asylum for a bit, dunno if this one is more prone to that than others.
I suppose one could make that observation about most drugs in general though
What music does everyone listen to when breaking through??...