None at all, except in the case that being a dick points to the obvious and can be really amusing to incomparably more people than it's not. I, too, am very high.
The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread-11th Dose-50 grams and a kidney later..
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Well of course it's amusing to people not directly involved in the conversation.....
I'm really no longer very high. I camedown from adderall taken earlier and have taken 1.5mg of xanax. If anything, I'm just tired and have to wake up in less than 4 hours for class.
Better than still doing MXE every night I guess.
I'm really no longer very high. I camedown from adderall taken earlier and have taken 1.5mg of xanax. If anything, I'm just tired and have to wake up in less than 4 hours for class.
Better than still doing MXE every night I guess.
but what if its funny? doesnt that justify it?
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IME, maybe three weeks of every weekend use... that's about the point where I start thinking "maybe a wednesday night IS an okay time to have some MXE!"
at this point i'm just trying to reserve it for use in combination with 5-HT2a agonists. That is, by far, the most worthwhile way to use it, for me.
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I used daily for a month, didn't happen. The high was always interesting, and changing music, playlists and lighting in the room made an enormous difference in the kind of trip I got. When you're doing MXE it's all about the vibe IMO.
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^lol looks like i totally misunderstood the question 
i would say three consecutive days of daily dosing... the loss of magic happened actually very slowly and gradually for me, and i wasn't using it daily, so I'm not truly able to answer this question (i now realize). fwiw, i have never taken more than three days in a row coz the negative effects stack up pretty high for me at that point (shit sleep being the biggest problem).
i would say three consecutive days of daily dosing... the loss of magic happened actually very slowly and gradually for me, and i wasn't using it daily, so I'm not truly able to answer this question (i now realize). fwiw, i have never taken more than three days in a row coz the negative effects stack up pretty high for me at that point (shit sleep being the biggest problem).
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How many days after doing mxe would it be safe to do mda? Would I be fine doing the mda the day after or would you recommend taking at least a few days off from the mxe before dosing the mda?
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As many people including me have combined these two, I would say a day off from mxe will be just fine for an MDA experience.
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Has anyone mixed MXE with 25C-NBOMe?
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Yes I have mixed MXE with 25I and 25C, and in both cases MXE seems to synergize with the 25 by smoothing out the waves and improving the 'clarity' or what I call the signal to noise ratio. Pharmacologically though I think most people will say to tread with caution because of little-understood interactions between 2 relatively new compounds. I would at least mention possible cardiac issues because MXE can raise blood pressure and 25s are also vasoconstrictors. I took aspirin with it on one occasion as a way to theoretically balance the vasoconstriction with the vasodialation effects of the aspirin.
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I'd say about three days or so, but that's held true with most drugs for me.
MXE is different though..I get to a point where I really don't enjoy the effects anymore but will take more anyway. Last night I decided to try to reach the hole and ended up dosing 5 or more times over the course of the night. As you can imagine this became harder as the night went on. I started by plugging, but eventually that became too much work so I switched to taking it oral (in a shot glass mixed with water).
I got to the point where I wasn't keeping up with how much I was doing, and since the scale was becoming hard to use I was just eye balling doses (bad idea). I did eventually reach the hole 5 hours after the initial intake but I learned a lesson: weight out what I'm going to use at the start of the night and put the main stash way out of reach. When I woke up this morning I had taken way more than I planned on.
I am amazed by this substance though...I swear it can't decide what it is. It feels like it goes through stages...it as felt like every drug I've used in my past. Sometimes my heart races and I feel like I'm on speed or coke, sometimes I feel like I'm nodding out like I'm on opiates, I get forgetful with the short term memory issues and I'll feel like I'm on benzos and the list just keeps going. Last night I was smoking cigarettes while tripping, and upon noticing I was running low I thought "Oh well, that poor guy <my name> is going to be pissed that I smoked all his cigarettes". "I" didn't exist in that moment, instead "I" was thinking of myself as a third person...if that makes sense at all. >)
I also recall getting up to use the bathroom at a few points during the night and thinking of my body as something that was acting on its own. It was taking care of me in other words...it knew when it was full of liquid and needed to piss, it knew how to walk up and down those stairs without falling on its face, it knew when it needed water and would fetch itself some...I was just a long for the ride. It was funny actually...if anyone would have seen me they would have thought I was going crazy.
I remember thanking my body throughout the night and telling it "You're a good body, good body...always by my side!" like it was a pet dog. :DThankfully I managed to integrate last nights trip well. I even came up with a great idea for a cartoon on my peak and I'm planning on going forward and trying to put together a pilot episodes of it to upload to youtube. Currently hashing out the details..:D
Anyway I love me some MXE and will have to be careful around this stuff for sure. I don't want to order anymore than a gram at a time...but if there is even a small hint of a ban in the states I'm going to have to order a big supply of it for sure. I'm also even more interested in trying K now but I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. At any rate even begin an RC I feel safer taking MXE than I do taking DXM sourced from cough syrups. I can't even tolerate DXM anymore anyway, just the sight of it makes me want to vomit and I only did it maybe 5 or 6 times (only two of those begin "break throughs").
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Get a grip, you're delusional
It was the same for me. But i wasn't really that impressed with K and as said before, i like MXE far more. Seems more of a hedonist drug than K, which has also some interesting properties.
On a sidenote i wanted to add, that people here talking about having good ideas/plans but are unable to realize them. Well, i found that i'm very productive on lowish doses, i even can play the guitar better somehow because i don't think that much, i'm just doing it.
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Get a grip, you're delusional
Haha maybe!
I should have added that since a very young age I have wanted to create a cartoon. In the early-mid 90s I was a kid, so I grew up during the "silver age" of animation when good cartoons were on every channel. These days its all educational programming (aka bullshit) and there are no longer Saturday mornings filled with new episodes of the latest and greatest.
Anyway, I still watch cartoons (no Ponies I promise!
) and I'm a pretty big fan of the "Regular Show" on Cartoon network, along with most of adult swim of course (the live action sucks though). Check out the pilot the guy that created the Regular Show made, its about two guys tripping acid on Halloween at a gas station: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y894QNtX0VACan you believe someone at Cartoon Network saw that and said; "Hey, you know this would make a great show for kids!!". Its not really for kids though...well it's kinda like Rocko's Modern Life was back in the 90s. Kids laugh at jokes intended for them while five or six sexual/drug references fly right over their head.
Its perfect like that...keeps your kid laughing and maybe learning a thing or two about life but just enough in there that you can laugh at it without worrying about the kids picking up on anything too bad.So even though I can't draw I wanted to "organize" something and put it together xD. I had two good ideas for a show..one is about living in the part of America that just doesn't mature....the hillbilly world in other words.
I thought about calling it "The Red State" and just making characters based on the people I know IRL. Trust me...if I turned those crazy adventures into a 'toon I'd bet you'd watch it! On MXE the idea I came up with was about drugs (surprising I know...xD), basically I wanted to base characters on the personality certain drugs have. I took it a step further and thought...why not have "races" of drugs all in some kind of social setting. I thought maybe these "drug people" would be running some kind of "escort service". Its all a jumble of ideas...still hashing it out.
At any rate this has driven me to do something about it. I gotta at least try and produce something..I could care less if it flops and no one watches it.
Maybe I am a bit crazy...but a little crazy is a good thing...as long as I manage to stay out of the padded room I think I'm alright. Update:
I got myself a new job.
A consistent one, for now until I start working with my father in March. I got a source of income and have been very productive lately, working many hours, working out physically and doing good mentally. Despite this, I have stuck to my MXE habits. I ordered 2 grams last week, and went through it in about 4 days (a usual for me when I have low amounts). I went to work one day on about 150mg, a little more than I intended on doing as I only needed it for stimulation. When I got there, I was a little disoriented from the brutal cold weather and the 4am meet up time. Fortunately the hour van ride to the job site with my crew sobered me up, along with a redbull. I will take note to not do that again as I was a little concerned for my job when I started my shift. Not a good idea at all despite my confidence in being able to handle myself on any substance.
As many of you know, I have been using, or rather abusing this substance for close to a year now (March will mark the one year anniversary with my MXE wife). I've gone through well over 50 grams in my time of using this substance. I've honestly noticed no long lasting side effects. Most notable at the peak of my abuse? High blood pressure, chest pains and exertion of physical strength, all of which were reduced and returned to normal with time and patience, sobriety. Most notable change in my body function? Blood pressure. I have noticed my blood pressure's chemistry has changed slightly over time, though I have ALWAYS had low blood pressure, I know maintain some what high blood pressure during times of usage. No ill effects to be noted though, except for minor chest pains when my body is pushed to it's limits (Working a tough shift, drinking redbull to stay awake, using nicotine intake, etc) though I try my hardest to keep this to a minimal as I know my bodies limits.
Will be ordering 12 grams in the next two weeks for myself. I see myself using this substance till I die or it makes a major impact on my health. No bladder problems, no kidney problems, except when used in excess. Must make a doctors appointment once a year at the LEAST to keep my physical health in check. Fears? Kidney and bladder damage, as well as slight lung concern through inhalation of so much material over time though no ill effects to be noted.
Overall, very satisfied with this substance. Will continue to use and abuse till it is banned, even then I will find alternatives. Perhaps total disregard for my own well being? Maybe it can viewed so to others, but to me I am intelligent and in control of my body, my usage, my knowledge of this chemical is vast and expanding. I take notes, and keep my body in line. Doing well, delusional at times but on track and on point. Productive as a motherfucker lately. Emotional, unstable, at times...wouldn't trade it for the world though, perhaps I would in a delusional ego-driven MXE state of mind but right now on 100mg? Never.
Much love, I will continue to sporadically update you all on my adventures. I hope my writings, for those who know me and keep track, are enjoyable and full of knowledge that can be applied to your own usage. Questions? Comments? ASK AWAY! I will be responding to those worth my time and to those questions that are genuine and legit.
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MXE is an ego driven high. Dopamine run, totally driven. On point, stimulated, dissociated, no concerned. Good for the soul? Perhaps the devil in itself. But for the human being, it is absolute. My soul is well on it's way to nirvana, my body is well on it's way to perfection. Delusional as motherfucker? Hell yeah. Confident? In control? On point? Productive? Priorities straight? Fucking-A right! I got my shit on point and I'm going in the right direction in life. Hardest part about being a user of this substance? Maintaining social relationships. People can not handle my madness. I have lost a few loved ones due to this, though it is their lose as they will lose out on the end results of my major endeavors as I do it all for them. Manic? Hell yeah! I love this world. Crazy? Fucked up? Never. Delusional? Totally. Though I know exactly where I'm headed.
P.P.S - Cognitive function is clearly affected at times. Perhaps a result of the increased mental stimulation and thought process, not enough milliseconds for the micro messages to get to my fingers to type out words fast enough, resulting in mistyped messages. Got no time to go back and correct such things, except on the come down, when I got nothing better to do. Correction = Perfection.
I got myself a new job.
A consistent one, for now until I start working with my father in March. I got a source of income and have been very productive lately, working many hours, working out physically and doing good mentally. Despite this, I have stuck to my MXE habits. I ordered 2 grams last week, and went through it in about 4 days (a usual for me when I have low amounts). I went to work one day on about 150mg, a little more than I intended on doing as I only needed it for stimulation. When I got there, I was a little disoriented from the brutal cold weather and the 4am meet up time. Fortunately the hour van ride to the job site with my crew sobered me up, along with a redbull. I will take note to not do that again as I was a little concerned for my job when I started my shift. Not a good idea at all despite my confidence in being able to handle myself on any substance.
As many of you know, I have been using, or rather abusing this substance for close to a year now (March will mark the one year anniversary with my MXE wife). I've gone through well over 50 grams in my time of using this substance. I've honestly noticed no long lasting side effects. Most notable at the peak of my abuse? High blood pressure, chest pains and exertion of physical strength, all of which were reduced and returned to normal with time and patience, sobriety. Most notable change in my body function? Blood pressure. I have noticed my blood pressure's chemistry has changed slightly over time, though I have ALWAYS had low blood pressure, I know maintain some what high blood pressure during times of usage. No ill effects to be noted though, except for minor chest pains when my body is pushed to it's limits (Working a tough shift, drinking redbull to stay awake, using nicotine intake, etc) though I try my hardest to keep this to a minimal as I know my bodies limits.
Will be ordering 12 grams in the next two weeks for myself. I see myself using this substance till I die or it makes a major impact on my health. No bladder problems, no kidney problems, except when used in excess. Must make a doctors appointment once a year at the LEAST to keep my physical health in check. Fears? Kidney and bladder damage, as well as slight lung concern through inhalation of so much material over time though no ill effects to be noted.
Overall, very satisfied with this substance. Will continue to use and abuse till it is banned, even then I will find alternatives. Perhaps total disregard for my own well being? Maybe it can viewed so to others, but to me I am intelligent and in control of my body, my usage, my knowledge of this chemical is vast and expanding. I take notes, and keep my body in line. Doing well, delusional at times but on track and on point. Productive as a motherfucker lately. Emotional, unstable, at times...wouldn't trade it for the world though, perhaps I would in a delusional ego-driven MXE state of mind but right now on 100mg? Never.
Much love, I will continue to sporadically update you all on my adventures. I hope my writings, for those who know me and keep track, are enjoyable and full of knowledge that can be applied to your own usage. Questions? Comments? ASK AWAY! I will be responding to those worth my time and to those questions that are genuine and legit.
EDIT:
P.S.
MXE is an ego driven high. Dopamine run, totally driven. On point, stimulated, dissociated, no concerned. Good for the soul? Perhaps the devil in itself. But for the human being, it is absolute. My soul is well on it's way to nirvana, my body is well on it's way to perfection. Delusional as motherfucker? Hell yeah. Confident? In control? On point? Productive? Priorities straight? Fucking-A right! I got my shit on point and I'm going in the right direction in life. Hardest part about being a user of this substance? Maintaining social relationships. People can not handle my madness. I have lost a few loved ones due to this, though it is their lose as they will lose out on the end results of my major endeavors as I do it all for them. Manic? Hell yeah! I love this world. Crazy? Fucked up? Never. Delusional? Totally. Though I know exactly where I'm headed.
P.P.S - Cognitive function is clearly affected at times. Perhaps a result of the increased mental stimulation and thought process, not enough milliseconds for the micro messages to get to my fingers to type out words fast enough, resulting in mistyped messages. Got no time to go back and correct such things, except on the come down, when I got nothing better to do. Correction = Perfection.
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I wonder if I should start a poll:
"do you regret that you ever got your fingers on MXE?"
it didn't touch my receptors for a few months and with distance I feel that this substance is ...well... overestimated.
I guess the primary effect of MXE is "there is potential". but that's it.
actually I don't regret (most of) my experiences with MXE, but did it improve my life? did it help me get my shit together? in the long run? very unsure.
did it cause harm to my wellbeing and relationship to others? yes, it did. on several occasions.
did it make me manic? yes. but often in a good way.
did it make me delusional? yes.
did I consume more than intended? pretty much always.
don't get me wrong: MXE is one of the most interesting substances. ever. the feeling is absolutely unique. and the afterglow...
but I don't think I'll obtain it again. I'm currently keeping 60mg to plug at the right moment but I think thats it regarding my relationship with MXE.
"do you regret that you ever got your fingers on MXE?"
it didn't touch my receptors for a few months and with distance I feel that this substance is ...well... overestimated.
I guess the primary effect of MXE is "there is potential". but that's it.
actually I don't regret (most of) my experiences with MXE, but did it improve my life? did it help me get my shit together? in the long run? very unsure.
did it cause harm to my wellbeing and relationship to others? yes, it did. on several occasions.
did it make me manic? yes. but often in a good way.
did it make me delusional? yes.
did I consume more than intended? pretty much always.
don't get me wrong: MXE is one of the most interesting substances. ever. the feeling is absolutely unique. and the afterglow...
but I don't think I'll obtain it again. I'm currently keeping 60mg to plug at the right moment but I think thats it regarding my relationship with MXE.
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Question to fans MXE.
What do you love more: MXE or Ketamine?
I tried ketamine, and he did not impress me - stiffness, less euphoric, almost no body buzz ...
For me MXE > K
What do you love more: MXE or Ketamine?
I tried ketamine, and he did not impress me - stiffness, less euphoric, almost no body buzz ...
For me MXE > K
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K for sure, but IM and IV K are the only ways I can get that buzz now from my MXE abuse
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