2mg couldnt quite hold me today so I had to dose the other 2 for a total of 4mg tonight, but this is the worst day of H withdrawl so I am hoping to taper downward tomorrow by 2mg again. This is still a 2mg taper from my first full day of W/D so it will be a continuous taper by day 6.
W/D symptoms have remained bearable, but I am very ready to get rid of this terrible anxiety.
Reading in a warm blanket has helped, and constant hot showers, but I don't want to have to take any more sub than what I am on so I am just going to continue toughing it out if I can without raising my dosage any.
I don't want to substitute one habit for another, just get off H and jump off subs then ride out the last of the w/d.
I did this using methadone once and timed it just right to not get any wd at all. Sub HAS to be a better option for this, the trick is getting off at the right point. When the H w/d is gone and no tolerance has yet built for the subs is where I am hoping to come out at the end of the week.
Pray for me please. I am winning this battle but I know the hardest part will come once I AM clean.
W/D symptoms have remained bearable, but I am very ready to get rid of this terrible anxiety.
Reading in a warm blanket has helped, and constant hot showers, but I don't want to have to take any more sub than what I am on so I am just going to continue toughing it out if I can without raising my dosage any.
I don't want to substitute one habit for another, just get off H and jump off subs then ride out the last of the w/d.
I did this using methadone once and timed it just right to not get any wd at all. Sub HAS to be a better option for this, the trick is getting off at the right point. When the H w/d is gone and no tolerance has yet built for the subs is where I am hoping to come out at the end of the week.
Pray for me please. I am winning this battle but I know the hardest part will come once I AM clean.