I care
I care about meth addicts. It is a very destructive drug. I thought however i was being very constructive while using it, but its not my drug of choice. I have a good friend who is a 45 or older year old male. He uses major quantities of good quality meth. He still works as a painter each day, I don't know how he does it, but he works his ass off, literally; he's about 85-90 lbs and 5'5. He plays after work with his little hobbies. He is very talented as a musician. But he knows the meth is killing him. I feel for him, but I can only help him to an extent. I tried to turn him on to opiated. I gave him onlt 1 mg of suboxone and he was so nauseated and hated it. I did feel badly because he had hurt his neck by falling off a ladder on the job and had asked me if I had any pain meds. Well everyone is different. I personally realize that it's a fun high for a season, but I cannot do it only maybe 2x every month at MOST. I just know it's psychological for me and I sleep it off. Some people seriously go through major depression and anxiety. But my best advice is porbably going to piss you off, but truly, you can eat more, force yourself, drink LOTS of water, and try a few valium or other benzos. You will sleep through the hard part and then the rest is that you need to change your whole lifestyle, who you hang with, where you go what triggers tou, and find out why you turn to meth, If you want to quit, you can There are thousands of us who have, but you need supportive people who have been there, I suggest Narcotics Anonymous, or a Pentecostal Church, anything positive and different than the usual routine, I knoe=w it is a lot harder to do while you r in it. But I can almost guarantee you will look back at this experience and laugh at how it once had control of you. But do not fool yourself either, any addiction is more powerful than us alone. We need to hit bottom, humble ourselves, never condemn yourself, but ask for help Hope this helps. ~ Opiaddict