K-Dazed
Bluelighter
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Here's an analogy I came up with earlier. I love analogies. I know drugs and their effects usually can't be compared, but I like trying sometimes anyway.
Amphetamine euphoria is like getting a massage.
Psychedelic euphoria is like finally learning a song on the guitar that you've been trying for years to learn.
A massage is easy. An external source is making you feel euphoric, a kind of "Oh I feel so good right now" kind of feeling and you don't have to do anything to get it. The feeling is instantaneous, and happens constantly and intensely for a while....however it ends just as quickly and abruptly as it started. When it's over, you may have a short-lasting feeling of satisfaction, but that will soon go away simply leaving you wanting another massage. You can keep going back and getting more massages, but they get less and less satisfying every time, and eventually they will either lose their value completely, or worse, you won't be able to get through the day without a massage. In the end, going for massage after massage gains you nothing but a hole in your wallet.
However, if you learn a song after trying for so long, you get a euphoria that comes from the inside, a kind of "I'm so happy right now" feeling, and you feel like you earned it. The initial heightened state of euphoria will wear off after knowing the song for a while, but it will never completely leave you. You can't unlearn the song, and simply knowing that you know how to play that song will induce its own euphoria any time you think about it. You will also feel encouraged to learn more and use this new knowledge and experience to achieve new goals and reach new levels, like playing with a band, cutting your first album, playing your first show, etc.. There will be a new euphoria with each new experience, each time better than the last and each experience will contribute to the next.
You're making out MDMA euphoria to simply be a physical thing with this analogy - it isn't. The fact that I favour MDMA euphoria over psyche euphoria is because I can connect to others better, and have more deep conversations whilst on MDMA. The euphoria I get from stimulated conversation, the physical sensations, and the loving sensation I get make me love MDMA euphoria more.
Again, I do love me my psyches though. But, I like to dose fairly high to get beautiful visuals and to tackle my mind more "deeper", but when I do these high doses I become introverted and don't have deep conversations like I would want to.