Hi
I'm completely new to taking anything other than alcohol. Never even tried weed, smoking or anything similar or stronger, I don't take any medicin beside paracetomol if hangover . I really want to find a girlfriend and anxiety stops me from doing that. I am shy, but I do manage to walk up to girls if I am pushed to do it. I'm also worried about what other people thinks and always judging myself.
Since this may help other people from getting to sick, I will share my experience here.
12:00 Phenibut 500mg
14:25 1000 mg
20:10 1200mg
21:40 1000 mg
In total about 3,7 gram! I had in advance decided to only take max 1.5g....
Starting with 500mg (I had one small breakfast, just a piece of bread) with tea (double green tea) and didn't feel anything. Didn't feel social at all. I was disappointed. Took another doze 2 hours and 25 minutes later, orange juice, 1 gram. Didn't feel anything except a very small dizzy feeling after about two hours and I went out to get a package. Felt a little bit brave, but not any big social gain.
Waited until 8 and took 1,2 gram, along with a energy drink. Didn't feed any more social, but I did feel ligther, dancing just a little to myself, but nothing major . So at night, 2 hours later, I took the final dose of 1 g with two energy drinks. I began to feel the music was just a little bit better, but not as great as explained on gll-forum.
When I went out on the bus at 23:00 with music on my ear, I suddenly felt great! Just standing up and walking with music on my ear activated something in my. I felt really relaxed and I was moving my head to the music as I sat down. I met eyes. A girl sat next to me, even though there was available seats around me. I noticed that I just felt no fear and I was really, really moved by the feeling of greatness! I was so lucky, I could never explain it! Even when thinking about it now, I think of it as the greatest moment in my life, I could do almost anything. It removed 70% of my fear, so it helped a lot.
One thing I was in fear of, is that I would do silly things and say stupid comments. But I still felt sharp and I could still appear normal.
In short, I had a great night!
When going to sleep around 04, I still felt good. But when I waked up.. the worst hangover ever. Even worse than when I'm hangover on alcohol. Headache and tiredness. Real dizzyness. Even when I slept to 8 o clock in the night, I felt tired and dizzy. Now it is 1 o clock in the night and still tired/dizzy/headache....
So I think I have learned, not to take so much as I did.. I hope that a lower dose, just hours before I go out, would give same benefit.
I didn't feel the taste bad at all when using orange juice. Did notice it a bit with battery, but that is because I used little and battery tastes bad in itself.
My conclusion is that Phenibut is 1000 better than alcohol that same day, but also 1000 worse the next day. My plan was to go out for second time today, but no chance in hell.. I usually get very bad/ill from alcohol, but this one...