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☮ Social ☮ [PD Social General Talk Thread] Observation Tank for Fractallized Redundancy Modules

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You guys are right. I've decided against it, my girlfriend is coming over anyways. I just wish I could get some weed, this is killing me, been dry for two weeks and my desire to get high has not dissipated in the least. At least when I have weed I don't mess with anything else often... but when I can't get any I suddenly turn to horrible habits.

And unfortunately I haven't any spare cash for beer. I'm in a tight spot. And my damn job withholds paychecks for a whole month, I've been working for a few weeks and haven't seen a damn penny, it's stupid as fuck.

Also, I've never tried propylhexadrine; is it really worth ever trying? I see it mentioned from time to time but from what I've read it's pretty sub-par as a recreational stimulant.
 
^yah man. I hear when you combine it with peanut shells it really sets it off.

Propylhexadrine is alright. It's certainly a very active drug, it reminds me of meth a bit. I don't think that'll give you the fix you're looking for if you're craving an opiate. It also releases some compulsive tendencies so you may end up consuming even more substances. Possibly even some more of your O-DSMT.

Only thing I can suggest is take a small break and it'll feel even better when you do dive back in.

Or take some MXE. It seems to fulfill the urge for most drugs IME.
 
I had to leave the rest of my 3-MeO-PCP at my friend's place. It was a good decision. Feels good to be sober, actually fantastic! Like waking up from a dream.
 
Crashing said:
Well dang If you've got MXE then forget the trip to Annie's Drugs!
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I do have some MXE, maybe two or three grams... but considering that's my lifetime supply now with it being gone for good, I try not to use it but every two or three months; right now it has only been about three weeks.

What I'm really craving more than opioids is some damn weed but living here in the south is fucking me over for that. And even worse, as a substitute teacher I hear kids as young as freshmen who are only 14 or 15 talking about getting high after school, and I can't go fuckin ask them for a hook up 'cause they're fuckin kids and I'm a fuckin substitute employee, it would be almost as bad as hitting on an underage girl in the district's eyes. Agh!
 
hm my work assignment (due to in one hour^^) was easier than expected so I have some more time to kill before heading off to university... what to do? (already had a bowl) :)
 
Looks like everyone has herb these days but me :sus:

Jealous!

I do have some hash sittin 'round but I have no way to smoke it easily. It really sucks. No rig, no convenient space to smoke it, can't even just hot knife it 'cause my folks are hostile to that kinda stuff and they'd smell it. I can't wait till I have a job that can pay rent in this unreasonably expensive to live in town.
 
with hash, do you mean oil/extract or "traditional" hash? the latter I also just smoke pure in a bowl, most often I form some sort of thin "patty" out of it an put it on a screen.
 
^I mean the traditional style hash, but I don't even have a screen to put it on at the moment. I might go out and grab some screens tomorrow now that I remember I have the stuff sittin 'round, it's just hard to smoke it without wasting some so I try to save it for topping bowls usually.

I also have some tincture I made a few months ago lying around. I guess now is as good a time as any to find out how potent it is, I have yet to test it.

In the end I just want flowers again because it's such an instant 'woah I'm stoned' effect compared to other ROAs and concentrations.
 
with hash, I just put as much on the screen as I can smoke in one go, so not really wasteful in my experience :)
 
Voluntary weed break here. Feels good tbh. Turns out I CAN make eye contact with strangers after all.
 
Us Dutch people just put our hashish in a joint with tobacco, I don't think any other method is as satisfying.
 
willow11 said:
Voluntary weed break here. Feels good tbh. Turns out I CAN make eye contact with strangers after all.
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Haha! That's funny.
I ate way too much weed the other night (oops) and when my girlfriend got home from a long day of work, all i could do was apologise for being way too stoned to talk to her. Eyes red as hell. Felt so stupid!
 
^Yeah, that's a definite upside. I tend to recall my dreams pretty well, have always been a very vivid and involuntarily lucid dreamer, but no weed makes the dreams way more intense, real seeming. Totally disturbing to.

I had this dream the other night where I was watching this naked, filth-covered women in a kind of dimly lit cell, chained up and spreadeagled, screaming while she gave birth to this enormous, thick torrrent of what looked like spaghetti and blood and bolognaise sauce which would plop wetly to the floor and I could see it writhing around. It was so vivid and fucked up. Sickening. :|

I had this other dream where I was basically floating in this incredibly windy, dark void of nothingness with heaps of other terrified people. With some regularity they were being suddenly sucked screaming away into the darkness. I could actually hear the doppler effect on their shrieking voices as they receded rapidly into the outer dark. So disconcerting.

spacejunk said:
Haha! That's funny.
I ate way too much weed the other night (oops) and when my girlfriend got home from a long day of work, all i could do was apologise for being way too stoned to talk to her. Eyes red as hell. Felt so stupid!
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Clear eyes, my dear spacejunk, clear eyes. I've never known a drug to have that weird awkwardness inducing feeling that weed can have. Recently, I needed to grab some cash from Miss Willow as I'd left my wallet at work. I seriously planned how I was going to ask her for about 45 minutes. I don't know why I was so awkward. Weed can make me really shy, even around my family. I can usually talk my self out of this feeling, but it makes socialising or any interaction much harder than it should be... For me, weed is something I like to do alone. :)
 
Yeah, i know what you mean.
I don't suffer too badly from cannabis-induced anxiety, but it can have the effect of taking me from feeling confident, and that everything is alright - to an overwhelming sense of over-analysis of myself and the world around me, almost instantly.
I am quite restrained with my consumption these days. I spent most of my 20s and a fair chunk of the latter half of my teens stoned all the time.
It is one drug that - for me at least - fits that old less is more adage perfectly. The less i consume, the more high i get when i do.
I think i've only bought weed 3 times in the last year. Which is great, because it used to be an "essential" part of my monthly budget.

Picked up some the other day though, a nice half ounce which i had a look at when i got home, and it was just two massive buds.
Nice.
Weed for me these days is more of a sleep-inducing agent than anything else.
I've had insomnia my whole life, but i find that if it gets to about 2am and i'm still wide awake, i'll go hit the vape a few times, go back to bed and sleep well.
When i was younger, it was more of a "wake and bake" or "smoke up before leaving the house" kinda guy.
I like that i've been able to completely modify my use - and still get a lot of benefit from it.

It also helps to have access to the right strain for the job you want it to do. This is still a bit of a luxury for us Aussies, but my main source has a grower that does crops of 'Blueberry', along with 'AK-47' and the occasional 'Super-Skunk'.
I love the blueberry because it is so sedating. Having had longterm sleep problems - and issues with benzo addiction - it's great to have a drug that i can use to get sleepy that isn't dangerous or side-effect inducing. No next-day blackouts or bullshit like that.

But it can certainly skew your outlook towards paranoia at times. Conversely, it can shift me from a bad mood to a good one quite effectively too.
While i wish the world was more accepting of psychedelics generally - i am pleased that cannabis law reform has been taking place in certain parts of the world (or at least, parts of the USA).
I'd love to see more people coming out saying "psilocin should be legalised" and such - but weed is a good start, i guess.
Hell, it's going to be 20 years since my first toke, later this year - and while i've had periods of non-smoking, and periods of over-indulging in cannabis - it is still such a versatile and useful drug to me.
Not so much a novelty any more, but it suits me more than other drugs do. Very few of my friends smoke weed - and most of them drink booze, but i'm much happier just to have a bit of weed at a gig or a party - it's a drug that i generally find really manageable.
Yeah, you can overdo it, and you can get The Fear - but at this point it is just a useful substance for me.
But i like having self-imposed breaks, too. Went about 6 months without, last year.

More clarity, and greatly enhanced effects when i do end up having a toke.
 
kidklmx said:
Us Dutch people just put our hashish in a joint with tobacco, I don't think any other method is as satisfying.
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Ewwwwww, tobacco... I've never rolled a spliff and I never plan to. Here in America I don't even know anyone who has smoked a spliff, that's a real European thing. Plus cigarettes just gross me out/make me sick.

willow11 said:
Voluntary weed break here. Feels good tbh. Turns out I CAN make eye contact with strangers after all.
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I know what you mean; as much as I miss getting high, I've been much more social these past two weeks... but in the end I don't care for that. I just wana be able to smoke a bowl at night and play video games to wind down, and there ain't any socializing going on there.

My dreams too have become much more vivid. I hate it. My subconscious mind is just as sexual as my conscious mind. All my dreams are about chasing tail and rejection. I miss weed, it would always make me dream less, and the induced self-critical nature of it always helped me frown upon my desires to run around on my girlfriend, and thus it helps keep my life in check.

I must admit, waking up has indeed been easier though. I don't know what it is, but weed makes me wana just keep on sleepin when I've smoked the night before. Probably the worst side effect in my opinion, since I just avoid going out in public when high anyhow.

It also feels like there's nothing to look forward to every night any more. When I can get stoned, I have the pleasure of knowing there's a high point to my night, that no matter what I'm gonna feel good at some point. Now I just ride a constant wave of mediocrity through my day and into my night, and it just feels so flat... I can't wait for it to be over.
 
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