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pharmakos said:
had a PET scan done Tuesday, my cancer is indeed in just the one spot (adrenal gland). going to relatively non-invasive surgery to cut it out. much better news than i was expecting.
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Good news mate <3
 
Yes so glad to hear that news TNW! Congrats! You've been in my thoughts often during your struggle. <3

Ahhhh I love getting nicely stoned at night and letting my stress wash away. My favorite vendor recently started carrying some AB-Fubinaca again which is my favorite noid besides 018. So potent yet has a nice mix of CB1 and 2 agonism which makes it resemble a suppppper strong indica strain. Pretty crazy it reached phase III trials with Pfizer for an analgesic medication too. That possibly some psyches and dissociative(3-HO-PCP, ALD-52, O-PCE, and 2c-E will make for a fun deep few months!)to round it out. I really need to dive deeply into my own psyche and tweak some things. Sucks because I haven't tripped in a month or so really. Can't wait until I can finally get somethings moving hopefully in the beginning or middle of the month. Nuts its almost my birthday too. Can't believe I'm turning 28 in a week and a couple days!
 
and now today they called me and said they can bump the surgery up to next Monday if i want

i don't think they wanted to do it quicker because they're worried, i think they just had a last minute opening in the surgery schedule
 
Took a pressie last night that I knew wasn't MDMA, but was from a reliable enough source to hope it was an FA or similar.... Turns out it was meth or d-amp. I didn't sleep for almost 11 hours, and then woke up after 2 and am still gurning and wired. Ugh. I fucking hate amphetamines too. I feel like such ass.
 
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Look at that... after almost a year of having forgotten my password, it just popped in my head today. How's everyone doing? I'm back to working 60 hour weeks w/ no aid but caffeine, nicotine, and booze. Can't wait to enjoy a good psych again here soon. Was sad to learn that Laika passed away. :(
 
^Good to see you JAG. Lots of downs in my life personally but trying to keep a level head. 2018 has been a rough year.
 
Right on, CG -- level and steady. Hope things improve for you. I trained for a few weeks in Florida to recertify some trades licenses, and the sunshine helped me out. Since I got back to the midwest, SADD hit me a bit, and these long working hours, but this morning the sun is shining. :) Peace
 
dreamflyer said:
My dad passed away on Tuesday, February 6th!

We're not exactly sure what caused it because he had a lot of health problems, but I think that he had acquired a kidney infection that wasn't responding to treatment, and his body wasn't strong enough to fight it off.

I found him turning blue on the floor and called 911 while my mom tried to administer CPR. The sound of her screaming, "Please don't leave me!" over and over again will haunt me for the rest of my life.

I've been awake for about 96 hours now, even though I'm taking about 16mg of Ativan a day.​
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2 years ago almost exactly , same exact scenario, my dad died........

Hear you....was there like you RIGHT THERE , my mom there too, seeing the denial/disbelief in her face. People said was heart, seemed more like stroke to me.

IMHO nobody hears you unless gone through it themselves......

PS: and now vortech too? That was too fast, maybe a medical screw-up? dang pass me the opiates
 
Aww shux, samm2 -- until I saw your post I didn't know that our friend Vortech has passed on. RIP, Vortech. :( Fuck cancer.
 
Yep, cancer is a cruel bitch...

Hey JAG, nice to see you. :)
 
Crashing said:
Serotonin is like conscious currency. Use credit, owe the bank!
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It took me nearly a week to recover and I still don't feel right in a way. I'm good from that, though (apart from my finances lol). I use it once a year so I'm not worried about (too much) brain damage from hitting it hard one random day. It's one of the few euphoric and abusable drugs that I can have laying around and not use, as well. It was a wonderful experience and worth the crash. Really introspective, in fact.

I almost ran out of benzos, though, for the first time in many years of using high doses of them. Happy I didn't have a seizure, I had to go from a minimum of 20mg xanax daily to 10mg valium every 12 hours, with a couple other sedatives and a tiny bit of etizolam since the weekend. Just got a bunch of xanax. I have learned that the same principle applies to Gaba receptors - too bad I'm a panic freak.
 
Way yun tzi (cloud mushroom) turkey tail supplements. They contain PSP & PSP-K

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This place looks as good as any to get info, but do you research on what is a good product before buying on
 
pharmakos said:
and now today they called me and said they can bump the surgery up to next Monday if i want

i don't think they wanted to do it quicker because they're worried, i think they just had a last minute opening in the surgery schedule
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Thought they were going to be able to do the surgery laparoscopically/minimally-invasively, but there ended up being too much scar tissue from my old tumors in the area. Made it 80% through the surgery then they had to cut my abdomen open. Took six hours total.

Been in a lot of pain since. Took 32 staples to close my incision. They don't want to give me too much pain medicine because getting constipated after a surgery like this is pretty bad.

Won't know til at least next week if I need to do more chemotherapy or if the surgery was good enough.

Still laying in recovery at Detroit Medical Center. Will probably be here at least another day if not more.
 
Damn man you've really had to go through a lot for this... wishing you a speedy recovery and a lack of further cancer...
 
Man, too much pain and suffering for everybody this year. Now my mom's having gallbladder/pancreas and possibly colon issues (not sure what yet) and I'm friggin' terrified after losing my dad a few weeks ago. She's the cleanest-living person I know, too. Doesn't drink, smoke, take drugs, eat junk food, etc. Gets plenty of exercise. She's the last person that should be having problems like these.

Pharmakos, etc.: Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

Much Love,
Dreamflyer
 
Good to see you too, Xorkoth. God bless you, Pharmakos. I lost a good friend in January to cancer. I served with him in the army back in the old days. Started in his tongue and spread throughout his body. Not even 40 years old. But you can make it. I've had friends that went into remission decades ago, and are still truckin.
 
My prayers and blessings and three words to you pharmakos-RICK SIMPSON OIL no dabs,no refineing out elements either.
Used since the time of Moses---stuff going on that modern science can't comprehend nor will admit they can't comprehend(ever notice (most)doctor's never admit they don't know)
Please research this...could of helped my dad but was too scared and brainwashed by anti-drug propaganda bullshit.....young people have an advantage. Kick that cruel bitch in the ass.
 
Hey Swirlys <3 I wanted to alert everyone here of a fantastic study going on at Johns Hopkins university studying the experiences of people that have interacted with beings whilst on DMT. As you know, research benefits Bluelight and of course adds to our general knowledge which is what HR depends on so it is a win/win for all. Here is the link:http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/841028-Johns-Hopkins-DMT-Entity-Encounter-Survey


And samm: my husband has Peripheral T-Cell Lymphoma. He has been doing a locally produced organic CBD oil every day for the last 3 years. This is a cancer that should have been a 2-5 year death sentence and yet the markers in his lymph nodes, spleen and bone marrow show that it is being held steady and his team of specialists at Stanford say the exact same thing every time: "We don't know what you are doing but keep doing it." Of course they do know what he is doing but through the same ridiculous lens of propaganda, they dismiss this as some kind of hippie bs--harmless at best.
 
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Hey herby. :) Cool, I wasn't aware of that study, this is definitely a good place to share it. I've interacted with spirits once on psychedelics, 2C-I of all things actually (it's actually corroborated by my sober ex-wife and is my most convincing and unexplainable supernatural experience), but not on DMT.
 
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