Tric- fuck meth did you see what happened worst relapse of my fuxking life!!!!!!! I wrote my story in BDD.
I took those xanax remember inwas talking to you? After that i started smokingthat meth i had left and then weed and then i blacked out woke up naked and my bf flushed everything except my weed. He found my stash and flushed my acid!!!!!!!!!
I wanted that meth gone it was not for me. I dont know why people get addicted to that shit its just like adderall.....Im so glad thats gone. My bf hid my xanax and i sorta need that right now.... But i dont blame bim because after my black out i ended up taking a total of 20mg of xanax and i havent done xanax in months so mixed wih weed and meth i was fuuuuuuu ked up.
I am staying clean for as long as i can i dont want to relapse anymore. I feel so fucking guilty!!!!! I wish i never tried meth for the first time the other day you know i always said i would never do that shit ugh.....
At least i didn relapse on my DOC heroin then i would be really fucking screwed right now..... Bc i know i wouldnt be able to stop.