okay well if u want the truth...
I had 2 dodgey pink hearts which had a lot of speed and possible another stimulant in them along with small amounts oif mdma. One pill didnt do much in the mdxx department. so i double dropped... we all know 4 NDs can keep u up, plus speed, mdxx and what i suspect was bzp or alike because they burnt so god damn bad, exactly like piperazines do... i desperately wanted sleep. after 60mg or more of stilnox, lots and lots of benzos and 2 bottles of vodka no sleep... i wasnt even feeling drunk,. i was just pissing it out every 2 miunutes.
so i did something silly.. i thought some ketamine would trance me out and make the downers kick in (note, alcohol and ketamine is a very bad potentially dangerous mix).. so i found 2 unlabled baggies, both a point in them.
i did a taste test <testers were at another house> (cos 2c-b has a really distinct taste for me... and i marked it... the other bag was K.. i rolled up a note, snorted half the bag... wondered why it was burning so much. well i notice theres no markings on the bag... 50mg of 2cb up the nose..,.. HURT! BAD! I panicked and wondered what i should do... i remembered reports of someone accidently snorting 250mg of 2c-b once thinking it was methylone or something. and thought.. i should be okay iuts just going to be one hell of a trip.. i quickly marked the bag.... and stashed them away.. which ruined the marker ink a bit...... i tripped very hard and had more benzos to try and stop it.. it was full blown delusional world.. couldnt see or anything.. just in my bed going through fast tunnels and hearing very loud high pitched noises... i take enough benzos to stop the trip a bit... but then i thought... k will make me not worry.. i get the bag.. my distorted colourful waving smlting vision thinks thew 2CB bag is the K again.. snorted the rest of the 2c-b.. FUCK.. tried to snot this one out.. but nothing was coming out.. and it didnt burn as much, maybe a sign i swallowed it more insteasd of absorbing the 2cb in my mucus membranes.... anyway my tolerance from 2c was there so i didnt trip THAT hard... but then all the stupid time-re;ease 12.5mg stilnoxxes started kicking in and i was finishing off a bottle of straight vodka in a glass i forgot to put OJ in.. thought it was water... thats how distorted everything was.. started coughing, couldnt spew.
people found me on the floor in a wreck and took me to hospital. i told em i'd hadd too much 5-htp *hence the dialated pupils, and just drank too much alcohol, stilnox and benzos.... they blood tested me.. my liver was fine. my blood test results after like 12 hours came back.. no trace of 2cb, mdma, meth, anything in the ND's./. just a really ridiculous amount of alcohol , stilnox and benzos... they thougfht it was suicide. i was just trying to sleep and made mistakes cos of a comedown.
i was on a fluid drip for those 12 hours... going in and out of consciousness, in a fucked up way... i dont mean to offend but at one point i had realistic hallucinations of mentally challenged people using new scienetif methods of treating downs syndrome by attaching giant rubber bands to their head from their feet and for them to do sit ups... along with some friends i hadnt seen for ages coming alonmg and visiting me. when hooked upto ECG, a doctor or nurse would walk in my room and my vision would skip back and forwards in time... this only happened on ECG. like thewy would visually and physically to me, be newar me thewn dissapear and then re-enter the room..... it was too real. finally they get me a shrink and she asks me "were u trying to kill yopurself?" i said no... and i said im ouitta benzos and she wrote me a script and said you better not be back here again the next day if i give u this script.
I do believe the NDs had a lot to do with th4e comedown mixed with speedf, which made me use a load of downers to kill the high, thats why i include ND's as being hospitalized. If i didnt have them i wouldnt of taken all the alcohol and other downers. the comedown of those things are baaaddd over 1-2 caps.