Well that is by no means the only stupid thing I have done drunk. Alcohol and me were always a bad mix. I blacked out way too often and I wasn't one to just pass out on a couch, I kept going but was a mess.
Yup. Still temp banned. Here is the infraction point system so you can see how long temp bans are depending on how many points one has, which can be found out by looking at a users profile and clicking the infractions tab.
Chapo gets cracked.
Next day connect in Columbia is dead.
Now ole boy is flat.
No dinope in my part of Tejas until a new plug us found.
That's cool I have to be clean for court anyways.
Cool story I know, but shit is shook in my nook.
I think I will be crossing my fingers that the new tar is decent.
also:
called my counselor from the clinic today to tell him i have a surprise for him next week. he already knew what i was talking about apparently and was like "good, i would love to see that clean urine screen". which is why i called him. my urine screen next week SHOULD read NO BENZOS and NO OPIATES as the benzos should be out of my system by thursday and today should have been the last day for the opaites. im getting there and getting the hang of it. it seems 50mg is that dose for me. i just feel fine.....dont crave, not sick at all, just dont even feel like fucking with it. pretty proud of myself atm tbqh. told my counselor yesterday that quitting weed isnt even on the table as an option atm. he just said i would never get take homes....which is fine by me atm even though every time i go in there when i have only had like 3 hours of sleep and still wreak of restaurant smell makes me want to quit weed just for the take homes and knowing i can sleep in atleast 2 days a week. we will see. like i told my counselor, once the benzos are gone i am hitting the ground running and will get the opiates out of my system too, just gotta give me time and let me work this shit out but the weed is a completely different subject, one i am glad to tackle once i get everything else in line.....knawmzayin?
also:
called my counselor from the clinic today to tell him i have a surprise for him next week. he already knew what i was talking about apparently and was like "good, i would love to see that clean urine screen". which is why i called him. my urine screen next week SHOULD read NO BENZOS and NO OPIATES as the benzos should be out of my system by thursday and today should have been the last day for the opaites. im getting there and getting the hang of it. it seems 50mg is that dose for me. i just feel fine.....dont crave, not sick at all, just dont even feel like fucking with it. pretty proud of myself atm tbqh. told my counselor yesterday that quitting weed isnt even on the table as an option atm. he just said i would never get take homes....which is fine by me atm even though every time i go in there when i have only had like 3 hours of sleep and still wreak of restaurant smell makes me want to quit weed just for the take homes and knowing i can sleep in atleast 2 days a week. we will see. like i told my counselor, once the benzos are gone i am hitting the ground running and will get the opiates out of my system too, just gotta give me time and let me work this shit out but the weed is a completely different subject, one i am glad to tackle once i get everything else in line.....knawmzayin?
Ya man. It's been a long ass winter. Snowed a bit today and we're supposed to get more on Sunday. I'm sick of this shit. Everyone is.
Yesterday was incredibly cold, and now we're getting another 6-12" of snow this weekend. This fucking winter can not end fast enough.