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My experience with MDMA / Ecstasy !

How have you been affected from Ecstasy use/abuse?

  • I feel Ecstasy has caused me mostly suffering.

    Votes: 15 7.0%

  • I feel Ecstasy has brought me mostly joy.

    Votes: 132 62.0%

  • Ecstasy has caused me suffering, but the benefits outweigh the risks.

    Votes: 39 18.3%

  • It has caused me both joy and suffering, but the risk outweighs the reward.

    Votes: 25 11.7%

  • I have made the decision to never take Ecstasy.

    Votes: 2 0.9%
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    213
I took molly for the first time yesterday and it was awesome. But I had the strangest hallucinations i've ever had! First, me and my friend were just lying on the ground looking up at the sky, and then BOOM I was looking into another dimension. The white sky turned to snow and instead of looking up, we were floating and looking down at the ground. All the normal trees turned upside down and turned into pine trees, it was a whole other universe, i could see every tiny detail. I couldn't stop seeing the sky that way, it was sooo trippy. Then suddenly everything changed, and I was in a room, the sky turned into a wall, but there was no floor. I felt like I was falling, and kept looking down. And also, after this the trees turned into people, and they started dancing. I also saw two tigers, and they looked so real.
Haha it's kind of hard to explain, but this lasted for about 20 minutes. I'm sure it was mdma, my friend is really experienced and always buys it from the same dealer. He said it wasn't normal to have these types of hallucinations. Has anybody else experienced this before?
 
^ I've taken massive doses of LSD and never had that happen... makes me wonder what the fuck was in that "molly" :\ Sure doesn't sound like MDMA..
 
I'm a new user here, read stuff here quite alot so i decided to join in and post my expirience.
My first expirience with MDMA was in the begging of this year early feb. So after being a pothead telling myself i will never try anything else . One of my friends that had used it abit by then convinced me it worth trying it and it will be the most amazing thing ever. After doing my fair bit of reasearch i decide that i can give it a go see how it is (totally different from what i expexted) . So me and my friend would share a 0.5g of what was the best MDMA crystal i've had comparing it to what i had later on. So me and me friend take very tiny little bit to see how i would handle it 30 minutes later i feel happy and energized i want to talk,its my thing. After we take some more we smoke a couple of joints and we chill back on the couch, by this time i feel amazing best i've felt ever it so good i had to say it out loud. Rest of the night was just full of talking shit and listening to music and feeling good about it.The next day i was as fine as normal. I've never really had any bad comedowns. MDMA is an amazing drug
used with moderation. If it affects you in a bad way then your doing something wrong.
 
Right, so iv been a regular visitor to this site for the past 6 months.

My story goes like this...6 years ago I had my first interaction with X. I was given some pills of a night out by experienced users. My first use the next day I didn't even remember, I was so fucked from alcohol I had basically no memory of anything. Just pictures of myself being far more social than normal!

A few days later I tried again. Again I'd had a few drinks but not nearly as drunk as before. So after an hour or so I say nothing is happening and I'm handed another pill. I swallow it and with 3 min I come up, amazingly intense. Never experienced a come up like it! I spend an hour barely being able to move and then bam, I'm dancing all night and in the best state iv ever been!

So a week later I take the 1 pill of same batch and have a nice roll. I return home from vacation and my source is gone. I don't roll again for 6 years lol

Then from dec 2012 I begin to roll at least once amonth shortest break is 11 days which happened only once. A couple of 3 weeks and mostly 4 week breaks. Well despite reading a lot of HR open occasion I. Particular I roll ridiculously. I take a poor initial dose for me, around 100mg which doesn't do that much for me! I chase the dragon and I end up binging over a 10 hour period. I take around 700mg. How pure who knows. I learned a lesson about initial dose here and chasing a high.

All I know is my comedown was ok apart from crazy insomnia, something I never experienced on more sensible dosages, and second when rolling 3 weeks later I couldn't roll close to any euphoria.

However lasting affects from this dose is hugely annoying tinnitus. Iv done a lot of searching on the subject and most people state there is no link. Well iv found a few people in the same boat and I'm 100% convinced my tinnitus came from abuse.

Now I'm currently 5 weeks into a break, and despite the tinnitus, I love the drug. The clarity it's given me is invaluable. I'd take a life of tinnitus to see things as clearly as I do now.

Anyway that's just my experience.
 
Just a quick reaction question, do you guys believe there is truly PURE mdma? I dont really think so. I think if you do come across ACTUAL PURE, that would be the stuff to stay away from. Here in America i've been asking all sorts of people i know who have knowledge on MDMA and they have all told me there is no way you can find it here unless you actually digged into the black market (aka the streets) for it. So in my opinion pretty much this drug is all about moderation and physical regulation while you do it. I wouldn't drink on it unless you are coming down, and FOOD really helps the comedown as well. Letting the mdma absorb into what you eat is pretty good. The BIGGEST thing is serotonin-rebuilding, breaks are definitely a must, especially if you're going to do it all the time over the summer or a period of 2 months straight. That's probably the minimum amount of time i could say you could do it over in periods of maybe 1 or 3 times every two weeks. I know people right now who are doing it almost every night between .3 to .5 a night and having no issues really except the downer effects of the comedown. Anyone concur?
 
Ate 110mg of pure MDA 25 minutes ago...
WOOOA I im getting there

6 month break is gonna be golden

dunno why but I just felt like posting this here

I'll post later about how it was
 
Exstazy said:
Ate 110mg of pure MDA 25 minutes ago...
WOOOA I im getting there

6 month break is gonna be golden

dunno why but I just felt like posting this here

I'll post later about how it was
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don't worry bro we all know why u posted here, because your either feeling exited or FUCKING AWESOME, a 6 month break would be a good idea for me(longest break I've taken lately is 3 weeks, and that's only because i couldn't get any on week two), any tips for an addict on taking a 6 month long break? any help will be much appreciated
 
ok, Roy's comedown diary. I got stupid last weekend and have only just managed to get out of bed. In a nutshell, everything Folley has ever typed is spot on. DO NOT TRY AND ROLL CONSECUTIVE DAYS, it really isn't worth it! I know this was stupid, I'm posting this on the off chance it helps anyone else avoid it.

Thursday - 200mg of molly - spangled off my face, started hallucinating at about 2am. Had a great night.
Friday - 300-400mg of molly - not so spangled but had a good time.
Saturday - Half a green android (100mg), nothing happened apart from a slightly spaced feeling so I stopped (best decision I ever made)

Monday night - Brain zaps started, I am SO GLAD that I had read about this before it happened otherwise I'd have 999'd myself on the spot. I had 5 brain zaps before I fell asleep.
Tuesday, didn't feel too bad, had a lot of powernaps and only managed to get out of bed once to eat a pasty.
Tuesday night - 2 brain zaps before I fell asleep with horrible stomach pains.
Wednesday - worst day of my life, vomited as soon as I woke up, horrendous fever all day, temperature going up and down like a yoyo, couldn't focus my eyes, nearly called 999 on myself at one point, fell in and out of sleep all day, didn't eat. No brain zaps though.
Thursday (today). - Finally out of bed, managed to eat a scotch egg and sit on the computer, will go back to work tomorrow.

Moral of the story, MDMA is a fucking bitch if you abuse it. I think it's the Saturday that sent me over the edge, at the time I was so tempted to drop another half and try and force it but in the back of my mind were the horror stories from this place. Annoyingly the 10 other people I was with all hit it a lot harder than I did and for 1 extra night, fuck knows how they survived, everyone is different I guess.
 
never had a bad night out - been doing them pills for 14 years

every weekend for 8 years

less now cos of my 'sensible normal wife' :)
 
Fuck MDMA -

I finally tracked down some very strong shit, this shit came in a solid rock form and somewhat resembled brown sugar mixed with rock salt. We go the shit, I threw a pinch in some juice and drank it. 30+ Minutes later I just started to feel like I was floating or just weightless. My girl took some too, a real low amount - even less than me. It had to be under 100mg for me and def less for her. I weighed it on a scale and it barely registered @ .1 gram.

I looked over at her and she just had the most insane look on her face, her pupils were huge! Then she just started biting her lips, causing them to swell to damn near double their size < No joke

For the next 8+ hours everything was a blur, with random images of her beating me off for about 5 hours. We went, to bed. . . . Couldn't sleep at all - We woke up every 30-45 minutes for about 5 hours. I got up in the morning and just started slamming more. It didn't feel the same & just felt completely cracked out - Jerky muscle movements & all.

She slammed more & we both felt and looked like full on crack heads. Again, I only remember random images. We watched porn for hours straight while just mindlessly fucking.

I look back & it didn't feel that good at all. The taste of this shit was straight horrible and the fucking after shock!

WTF < We are on day two, & still have random twitching, a very cloudy head & both of us had insane vivid dreams.



Fuck this shit, never ever ever again. I still have half of this crap and there is no way I will do this shit again.


I understand we shouldn't have done it for two days in a row. But, even after the first I felt like complete garbage. . . . . Plus the effects are not that cool at all, not for me at least. She said she felt good for a bit, I sort of did but not really. I couldn't get a full on boner and I never nutted. - It didn't even feel any better at all.


IMO < Stay the fuck away from this shit. Or maybe I had a funky batch, but I ain't trying again. I'm still recovering, WTF?
 
smson_420 said:
Didn't look like it, yellowish brownish rocks.

I talked to someone else about it & they said it could have been cut with meth.
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dude don't tell us what color meth is and isn't. Meth can be pink purple blue red yellow or any color in the fucking rainbow.

Honestly you have no idea what the hell you took. Do yourself and everyone a favor and buy a test kit.
 
Well, after much work - it is MDMA.

Now, we are experiencing the aftershock that has been reported by some. We or on day three and I feel like I just have cloud in my head. I feel dizzy at times, sometimes a little more than others. I still feel like myself but it just seems harder to concentrate on thing. Yet, sometimes it mostly goes away. I see to sleep way Bette than I have in 5 years or so and now get raging boners. I have been suffering from partial erections for quite some time. Not, 100% impotent by any means. But, it's way better now than it was before I slammed all of shit. My dreams are so real and interesting now, and have been for the last two nights. I Remember most details and they seem very vivid. My partner on the other hand is pretty fucked up. She said she kept on having very vivid dreams of aliens being in our room & said she could not sleep at all last night. I also notice a lot of jerky movements from her. She seems quite off at times & says she had very harsh nausea spells.

From what I have read this can last for quite a while. This is not a direct cause of this drug from what I can understand. But, it's mostly caused by the very large amount we used continuously.
 
smson_420 said:
Well, after much work - it is MDMA.

Now, we are experiencing the aftershock that has been reported by some. We or on day three and I feel like I just have cloud in my head. I feel dizzy at times, sometimes a little more than others. I still feel like myself but it just seems harder to concentrate on thing. Yet, sometimes it mostly goes away. I see to sleep way Bette than I have in 5 years or so and now get raging boners. I have been suffering from partial erections for quite some time. Not, 100% impotent by any means. But, it's way better now than it was before I slammed all of shit. My dreams are so real and interesting now, and have been for the last two nights. I Remember most details and they seem very vivid. My partner on the other hand is pretty fucked up. She said she kept on having very vivid dreams of aliens being in our room & said she could not sleep at all last night. I also notice a lot of jerky movements from her. She seems quite off at times & says she had very harsh nausea spells.

From what I have read this can last for quite a while. This is not a direct cause of this drug from what I can understand. But, it's mostly caused by the very large amount we used continuously.
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From what I understand the dose of .1 should not give such a hangover the next day. I wonder if what you took could be cut with PMMA or something. Definitely odd..
 
I don't know, I still feel like I over heat. It was a trusted source but I did not test it myself. Others who have done the same shit from the same place say it is legit MDMA.

It was a very high dose, I'm thinking that is the reason for this shit.
 
^ fuck and I thought it was high when it was $120 lol... I would man if I was ballin hard n shit but I'm a po' man yaknow?

IDK man DK what 2 tell ya. Just beware all batches of MDMA are not the same.
 
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