Ha, was a pretty vague summary wasnt it. I was still quite high so it was the best that i could manage without my head spinning..
So, i followed Ceres advice, kinda, he suggested to sniff it first time out, a dose of 5-10 mg to start, i went with 15mg. This was around 9pm ish, id say 20 minutes later i was feeling alert, comfortable and just all round quite pleased with myself. About an hour in and i was getting some mild dissociation but nothing major, my hands looked and felt quite bizarre holding my phone.
Im thinking this is nice, ill have a tad more, 20mg this time up the hooter.. oh, i had been lying down the whole time until i got up to measure another dose out and i was alot more wonky than i anticipated.. note to self, prepare more doses before you start... so, after a wobbly weighing of 20mg i lie down again, i forget the times now but no long after im feeling pretty serene, definitely got that warm opiate sense to it but im wearing a smile :D
Then the confusion comes, i turned my music off as the old dear was complaining - want to go home so
much - and my headphones arent working, so im then mooching about on the internet, mainly BL as it had gone all moddy, i noticed the colours of my screen were different to usual, like an orange tint to everything and those are
definitely not my fuckin hands anymore... The screen wrapped itself around in a dome kind of shape, looked much larger than usual. Tried doing some reading and it all got to confusing, sent one PM, took about 1 hour+ to do that.
Anyway, more to the point than the visual side of it i felt great, euphoric, content, comfortable and that feeling of happiness stayed with me for most of the day. Couldnt shut me up for talking, guy im working with must of thought i was either on drugs or got laid
Pretty chipper mentally now actually. Im very much looking forward to trying a slightly higher dose or maybe even oral. I know that its got a lot more to give.
Tomorrow im jumping off my meth, barely had 5ml today and my body is feeling a bit meh now but i think ill sleep, then ill start dosing with the MXE every now and then to keep me going through the weekend. Feeling confident ...! Its not a foolproof plan but its all i have at the moment... so, nothing to lose really. Ill be keeping it sensible with the mexxy to so dont worry. There maybe some nonsense from me the weekend though