MarcChagalsGhost
Greenlighter
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- Nov 13, 2011
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Isn't that the main problem with MXE though? For me, it is the most addictive substance I have ever taken - next to nicotine. At least nicotine does't turn one into a meglomiac fool....
Causes cancer, blah blah blah.. I have come to terms with the fact that some of the mistakes I have made are life threatening. I have a nihalistic streak though... and when it comes right down to it.... we're all gonna die...
My advice to anyone thinking about taking MXE.... DONT. But what do I know... do what you want...
... repent at leisure.
Me and MXE.. it was love at first sight. It was everything I was looking for and it didn't dissapoint. I think of 2011 as my MXE year. Did I waste a whole year of my life? Who knows?
I am only just coming to terms with the fact that I am addicted to MXE. The main problem I have, is that a lot of what I experienced was positive... Or was it? I don't know. I am in a state of confusion. But you only have to look out your window, or read/watch the news... isn't the world a bit fucked up? I can only speak for myself when I say 'Fuck it all, fuck everything....'
This attitude is not new. My main problem now is that I am completely comfortable in my own nihalism. MXE seems to have exessarbated it. I DON'T CARE anymore. I could see a a tsunami coming down the street, and I would just think 'here comes a tsunami... I am going to die....'
This isn't alltogether negative. The logical part of my brain is still functioning.. I don't WANT to die. But I know one day that I WILL die. And to be honest, i dont care how it happens.
Oh fuck it... I'm not blaming MXE for this.... we were destined to meet anyway.
Causes cancer, blah blah blah.. I have come to terms with the fact that some of the mistakes I have made are life threatening. I have a nihalistic streak though... and when it comes right down to it.... we're all gonna die...
My advice to anyone thinking about taking MXE.... DONT. But what do I know... do what you want...
... repent at leisure.
Me and MXE.. it was love at first sight. It was everything I was looking for and it didn't dissapoint. I think of 2011 as my MXE year. Did I waste a whole year of my life? Who knows?
I am only just coming to terms with the fact that I am addicted to MXE. The main problem I have, is that a lot of what I experienced was positive... Or was it? I don't know. I am in a state of confusion. But you only have to look out your window, or read/watch the news... isn't the world a bit fucked up? I can only speak for myself when I say 'Fuck it all, fuck everything....'
This attitude is not new. My main problem now is that I am completely comfortable in my own nihalism. MXE seems to have exessarbated it. I DON'T CARE anymore. I could see a a tsunami coming down the street, and I would just think 'here comes a tsunami... I am going to die....'
This isn't alltogether negative. The logical part of my brain is still functioning.. I don't WANT to die. But I know one day that I WILL die. And to be honest, i dont care how it happens.
Oh fuck it... I'm not blaming MXE for this.... we were destined to meet anyway.
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