splenda
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So Ive been clean for 9 days thanks to methadone program. I'm on 30mg (liquid) and feel alright. I have such a low dose because I am nervous about being on it forever, or being too hard to come off. Basically I don't want to be on 150mg and next thing I know it's been five years. So here's my question... I am still craving the drug like mad, and I know that I always will. Though I'm wondering if maybe my does still isn't high enough. Is it more than just feeling alright? I'm not trying to get high Im just trying to stay clean. People say that when you find your right does you will know. Well I don't know... Just need a little advice. If it helps I was using around 100mg of OC give or take, along with every other opiate, fent,opana, hydromorphone, ect.
Since you're still having cravings this means you need to increase your methadone dose. Note one thing, MMT is for long term therapy. What a lot of people don't realize when going on methadone is that it's a long term thing and they usually aren't ready for the commitment that methadone maintenance requires and therefore usually feel unhappy being on it... while those who have had trouble with staying sober and are ready for a long-term commitment because all other options for trying to stay clean have failed (and are ready for the long term commitment, such as myself), tend to have a lot of success and feel a lot better/happier on methadone maintenance.
But yes, you shouldn't feel any cravings at all for opioids. You shouldn't feel any cravings to double-dose or to take any other opioids at the proper/correct dose of methadone for you.. once you reach that dose, as long as you aren't sick, you should stay at that dose because that's the dose that will keep you stable. If you aren't at the dose that wards away those cravings and keeps you not sick then you simply need to increase your dose higher. Remember, the majority of the time when people complain about methadone it's because THEY'RE doing something wrong or it's THEIR mindset, not the methadone itself that's bad. Most of the people I've seen who complain about MMT tend to usually want to still use drugs/are still using drugs and still want to get 'fucked up/get high' and don't want the long term commitment that MMT entitles. For those kinds of ppl (those who still want to get fucked up and don't want the long-term commitment), methadone tends to not be a very good option for them because it isn't like other opioids.