I have been on Methadone for over 5 years now and I am currently at a 65mg dose. Over the last 15 months I have been gradually tapering down from the 180mg I peaked at. Prior to MMT I was banging 0.5g of very high quality dope, 40-60mg of Hydromorphone (Purdue D4's) and 0.5-1g of Coke a day during the week (working 45 hour weeks). On weekends I would be doing as much as 1.5g of dope, 120mg of D's and a Ball of Coke a day. So as you can see I was pretty fucked up to say the least. It wasn't until I had tapped out all my credit, lost most of my good friends and was about to be avicted. That is when it really hit me to just how outta control my addiction had gotten, this is when I got my ass into MMT.
Now before I get to the point of this post, I'm gonna just say that I know I will never be able to give up using Opiates entirely, I love 'em too much! I know that I need to keep my use under control, and I will. As far as coke goes, I can take it or leave it anytime, it is not a problem for me.
About a month ago while at 70mg of done, I gave in to the urge to bang some D's. I had scored some a while before and had some stashed away. I knew the done was gonna fuck shit up somewhat but I figured I could break through it with a big enough shot. Now knowing Methadone has a 36-48 hour half-life, I suffered through almost 60 hours from my last dose before shooting up. I figured that would be plenty time. So I proceed to fix 12 D4's (48mg) figuring that would be enough to do the trick, and nothing, not a goddamn thing. I couldn't beleive that I got not even the slightest feeling at all, it fixed up the WD I was feeling, but that was it. When I was using before MMT a shot this size would of sent me to lala land most definitely. Two weeks later I decided I would try again, this time I went well over 80 hours using nothing but some Oxycodone orally to keep the WD within a tollerable range. This time I fix up a shot of 20 D4's (80mg). I thought for sure this would do the trick. Infact I didn't think I would even be able to empty the entire contents of the fit into my vein before that fucker hit me, but I did. This time I was high for about 5 minutes, but none of the awsome Dilaudid rush whatsoever that I love more then any other feeling. This was almost unbelievable to me 80 fucking mg's and pretty much nothing!
So with that said I'm not gonna bother trying again until I'm off of the Methadone entirely. Although I'm wondering how long afterwards is it gonna take for my tolerance to return to a reasonable level?
Has anybody here had a similar experience to mine as far as such a ridiculously high tolerance goes, and how long it lasted after MMT?