RoxiPoppyGirl said:
I wish i enjoyed pods/Morphine more than i do. It's my least favorite drug. But, when i am out of everything i do still use pods...
I've always enjoyed a more stimulant high than a body-high that Morphine gives. Morphine makes me unmotivated, lazy, depressed, uncreative... blah blah.
When i first tried pods i liked it, i didn't LOVE it.. i mean it was ok. I just wish i enjoyed it as much as you guys enjoy it because it's so damn easy to get (pods/Seeds). It sucks.
Pods might as well be water to me now. Water that makes me well/out of withdrawal but i don't get pain relief or high from it.
I'm glad someone can enjoy it....
I currently do about 10-15 medium pods. I can go up to 20 pods but that's not usually cost effective for me. The more i do, the faster they go... the more often i need to order. But, i don't think I'll be ordering pods anymore.
RPG
So... I haven't been on the board for a while, and I'm only now responding to older posts - I apologize for my belated reactions.
But, RPG, I'm so surprised to hear you saying this stuff - from your earlier posts, I thought you were a huge fan.
Your feelings towards it are about identical to mine. Or at least were - except that I barely even liked it when I first tried it. Until I titrated up sufficiently.
In recent weeks, an odd thing happened however, and even though I still haven't caught a major buzz from them, the last time I ran out, and didn't have the money to order enough to make it worthwhile (like at least 40 or 50 - I usually require over 45g - and although that's less than 20 pods, it's due only to the cost factor), I was honestly bummed. I had just made it through 2 days w/o my usual, and didn't want to return. Especially since the quality of my usual is so unpredictable. Still can't say I love pods though, and I too envy those who do.
Then again - I have no access to fent. Oxy does little for me, but I'm afraid I'd love the former. Must be hanging out in the wrong places, as I've never been able to locate any. My DOC was dilaudid - I'm guessing it's similar, but that too is out of reach these days. It was the only thing that always got me going, feeling great, and creatively productive. Guess you really can't beat pharma's.
Right now I'm really happy to be back with pods again - for the time being, at least. Sometimes just feeling well, can be a sort of satiation, in it's own right.